Michelle's Blog

I AM A BAD PERSON

2008-11-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

Today City had Santa Parade.. but i not excited at all..

why? because i did something really bad...

some thing really bad till i think all of you guys will think i am a really bad person.

now..i am not happy.

Yesterday and today i did something that really hurt a person who love me.

Yesterday me and my mom, donald and his mum went to city to buy his Handphone.

We went there by bus, and when we reach Verans Corner, i saw kean waiting bus too.

He also catched City bus..and he sat infront of me and my mum.

That time i really very scared..i scared my mum will recognised him.

so, i pretended that i dunno him.

how bad am i rite?

i know i hurted him by doing that.

i felt guilty..i felt bad...

i not even dare to txt him..

when in city, we were walked around.

and i saw him sat at the chair and looked at the ppl performance.

we had a eyes contact, but in the next second..i turned around.

and he also saw my mum and turn around.

Today, City Parade in City.

Peter, Adeline and ilma went to city and meet me.

Peter told me that Kean went back house and change cloth then only came city.

That time i worried again..i worried my mum see him again..

so i asked Peter told Kean dont come close to us.. coz my mum jst infront of us.

then after that.. i didnt see him.

I really bad rite ?

I THINK I AM...

Do he hate me ?

I THINK HE DO NOW..

Yeah!!!! I'm Free now!!!!!!

2008-11-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! finally finish my exam! and my holiday start NOW!!! thanks god last thursday i finish my last exam Accounting. i think almost one month doesnt write my blog already.. the last one should be my birthday..in this one months, happened quite alot of things..i will rewrite later.. hope you all will read my previous article! ok ?

My birthday is coming soon...

2008-10-31T07:49:00.002+08:00

My birthday is coming soon... it is tomolo... but i dont feel really happy.. the two person that i really care much didnt come to celebrate my birthday with me... one is Niken, and one is Kean. Niken cant come is because she having her art assessment due on next week, and the assessment worth 12 credits. T_T so she have to finish her assessment, if not she cant get the 12 credits. Kean, he went back to Malaysia yesterday...

haiz... even though, May Sze, Peter and Adeline are going to city tomolo... but, i feel not enough. may be i expected too much, and get the less. but i dont wish i force them to come and celebrate my birthday with me.. i dont want when they celebrate my birthday and worry about their thing in the same time...

So, WHAT CAN I DO ? nothing... just dont force them to come and celebrate my birthday... i want every one be HAPPY...

but if i think of another way, This year birthday may be will be much more better than last year. AND I SURE WILL BE BETTER. I still remember last year when my birthday, i fight with my aunty and I cried... and my fren celebrate my birthday by shared lunch at school. RIGHT? i should think of this way rite ? THIS YEAR WILL BE BETTER THAN LAST YEAR!!!!

ok... i actually feel much more better now... after i wrote this... i dont feel more upset than just now.. i want NIKEN get her 12 credits, i want Kean can settle his problem in Malaysia. i already got one present from Kean, is a Me To You bear gift.. thanks god not doll any more... lol

any way.. just wish tomolo will be fun!

oh ya, today is halloween day, i didnt wear any costume like last year... but this year i put on make up.. man!! the make up made me look lik a KUNGFU PANDA!! i dont any photo now, but i will upload in one day....

Poor Peter

2008-10-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

Poor Peter..

This morning during Form Class I txt Peter to said Morning...

but he forgot to turn off the volume..

so... his phone rang infront of his Form Class Teacher..

Of course, the teacher kept his phone ... lol

But Peter didnt angry about that at all..

he just kidding and blamed me...lol

He look so funny when he blamed me ~:P

Because he always a GOOD STUDENT infront of teacher...

his form teacher gave him back his phone at the next period...

hehe~ Peter was really bad luck..

I seldom txt him during school time..

this time is the first time, and he already got trouble ~:P

Jack's Birthday Party -> Angelica, Julie and Tom's Birthday Party -> Northcote Centre ->Buffet

2008-10-26T18:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the first time i had two party in the same day...sound enjoy rite ?
but actually not...

Yesterday was my brother, Jack's 14th birthday.. afternoon i went to highbury with Kean to look for Jack's birthday present and cake..i bought a psp game for him... and i can see he actually like this present alots ~:P and i also bought a cake for him..

we had dinner at Mac donald with my relative.. man ~ you know what ? is so hard to order foods for 15 ppls by different foods... T_T... and poor me.. i am the one who made the ordered.

it was really hard to order for alots of foods.. and some of them actually eat alots.. so i had to order extra burger for them ... hehe~ want to see how horrible was that ? hehe?

dunno what wrong with me.. after finish order the things and sat down ate my foods.. i felt wanted vomit... and i actually did too...but lucky is not serious.. so i still can go to my next PARTY~ lol

then i went to Angelica, Julie and Tom (Julie's bf) birthday party...Honestly!!! this party is the worst ever i had before in my 20 years life!

at first i thought the party will be very fun...but i was wrong. when i reach there, i cant see any one in the room except angelica, Tom and Julie. i ask Angelica where are the others, and she said all of them had to leave the room, because the motel person said the room cannot more than 3 peoples =_= so other than 3 person had to leave. so, i just reach there for few minutes, i already got kicked out from the room as well.. and i cant find others peoples.. coz i dunno where they gone already.. that time i really very scared i need to walked by myself in the night.. lucky Kean was waited outside for me :P he went there like ages ago, but he dont want go inside the room was because he want to wait me then only go inside together... but lucky he didnt went with them, so i got him to company me :p

kean was wait outside there like around 3-4 hours... poor him.. that night was actually cold...and i can see from his face, he showed " i am not happy" but not because of wait me lar :)

after that Julie also got kick out from the room because Angelica's parent were there.. so I asked Julie came to meet me and Kean. then Kean and me decided to rent another room in the same motel with Angelica and Julie. but the motel was no vacancy...what a bad luck...T_T so we went to further far from away from the motel.. and we rent a very small room by just fit 4 peoples to stay over night... so me, kean , peter and adeline are the one going to rent the room. Julie went to find May sze them and bring them came to the motel that Kean and me rent,and then she just went back to her own motel with her bf. =_= so,we can see Julie actually more care her bf more than her frens =_=

May Sze, Niken, Peter, Adeline, Arisa, Evan, Lisa, Kean and me just stay in the room and talked about how terrible was the Angelica, Julie and Tom's birthday party...talked about they bad in organised lar .. blah blah... and May Sze actually got sooo pissed off about this.. and she was cried about that.. erm..honestly, i really dunno what the point of May Sze cried...but any way.. we start had some fun by what the stupid Peter did...

something happen.. that thing just TOTALY ruin my mood... we were sat and talked about the party things.. and just random things... till this things happend.. i just dont have to mood any more.. T_T

dunno how it work, all the girls just said in one side.. and just me sit in another side with guy.. so i said " Can any girls pls come and sit with me ? i dont want be half girl half boy" then Peter, Evan and adeline were ran to my side and sat on the bed... AND THE BED BROKE!!!! =_= dunno either i am tooo fat or Evan... the bed broke.. the motel was under my name.. so i was soo worried that the motel person want me to pay them back.. i was SERIOUSLY worry.. but lucky Evan, Peter and Kean fixed it back~ but no one can sit on that ~ lol

While Kean, Peter and Evan fixed the bed.. all the girls went to bath room and kitchen had a look... in the bath room had a big mirror.. Niken and Arisa were dancing infront of the mirror.. Suddenly... A loooong hair with white shirt GHOST was walked slowly toward the mirror... and the Niken and Arisa were shouted and scared... lol~ but actually if they were smart~ they should know that GHOST should be ADELINE~ lol haha~ Niken was the most scared~ she look sooooo scared ~ hahahaha

untill 11 pm~ the motel person said that the motel not allow visitor after 11pm... but we told them just let them stay till their parent come and picked them back.. the motel person was nicer than the Angelica's motel person.. Angelica's motel person just said " leave, you need to leave" but the motel person that we rent is way better than the Angelica's motel person.

after every one gone home..just left Kean, Peter, Adeline and me. we ate the instant noodle Kean's bought from Northcote Centre...and we start chat and play ~ Peter tried to grab Kean to dance and had fun ~ and Peter keep on dance around and walked around Kean.. and he forgot about the broke bed.. and he just sat on the bed.. and he look sooo SHOCKED when the bed fall down.. hehe ~ that time i was recorded the video.. and Peter keep on repeat watched the video and laughed like hell~ =_= and stupid Peter actually rolling on the ground and laughed =_=

Adeline said she want go to bath room, and peter need go to the kitchen to wash the cups for us...they went outside quite a long time.. till after a while, i saw both of them ran back to room. Adeline went to the male Toilet... but when she want to come out from the toilet, so many guy went inside the toilet as well.. at first she was planned to wait till all the guy came out only she came out one.. but soo many guys just went inside.. so Adeline used her hoodie to cover her head and just ran out.. Man.. she just BRAVE...

Peter, Adeline and me were lie on the same bed and chat... then Adeline falled in sleep already.. then Peter and me just continue chat lor... after one hour.. he went up the bed and sleep... that time i still cant sleep... then i grab Kean chat lor~ when Kean chat with me, Peter not actually sleep~ he still chat with us.. till i asked him some question and he didnt reply me.. and i called him and Peter just said " yes ? ya..." and i really dunno what that mean ...=_= then i called his name again... not answer.. but instead of answer.. he answer my question by SNORE.. lol

till this morning, we woke up like around 10 am.. then we just clean the room and check out lor... then we walked to Northcote Centre there and showed Peter and Adeline the Malaysian food.. and other Asian shops... hehe~ then when we went back home was around 1 pm :P

Just now i went to Brownsbay and ate Buffet as dinner.. hehe~ coz i just ate lunch at 12 pm something.. so that time i actually very hungry ~ so i ate quite alots at there :P even Ah ling actually got shocked when he saw me ate that lots ~ and till now.. i still feel FULL!!! lol

Yukie Leaving Party

2008-10-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

Tomolo Yukie going back Japan already...before finish work, may sze txt me and told me Yukie invited me go to her leaving party after i work...

i went there after i finish work... when i reach there May Sze and other korean and japanese fren already there...they were already start ate...

Yukie leaving party actually got abit boring lor... coz the korean and japanese fren were just sat at there and talked... except me, May Sze and arisa...may sze and me were the only sang Karaoke...hehe ~ and i actually felt soo much better ..lol..! coz i knew more song than may sze ~ coz the songs actually is my favourite ~:P and may sze said that i knew the songs is because i am old enough =_= WHATEVER lor !

but the party actually started fun when Yukie's host mum start sing and dance :P MAN ! SHE IS HOT~ lol then we started dance and having fun lor... hehe ~

but it was really sad when every one leaving and going home... poor yukie cried like a child... May Sze, Saik, Hisato is the first group went home... Yukie was cried when they were leaved. May Sze cried alots too ~ they huged each other.. and cried...

Me, Niken and Arisa were the last group... and ofcourse... we cried ..... and we huged each other almost more than 1o minutes...haiz...

Yukie... she is the first Japaese fren who let me know that Chinese and Japanese can comunicate by writing Chinese Character... she is the japanese fren who taught me how to made Sushi... every time i ate Sushi i actually remembered her...

i really going to miss you ~~~ YUKIE.....

12 hours playing day

2008-10-18T18:51:00.005+08:00

Today i been outside alomost 12 hours...

may sze, kean and me went to City at 10 am something...

actually i went to city today was for help Kevin do his University thing, he told me he will come at 12 pm. but the time he reach city is 3pm... man !!! lucky i didnt went city just bymyself, if not i will be soo lonely...

before kevin came, may sze, peter, kean and me been walked around city to find present for our birthday fren... Julie, Jin Sil, Anjelica and Hisato... four of them birthday will be next next week ~(o/s: MAN! i am BROKE NOW!!!!) and then plus Yukie and Arisa leaving New Zealand soon...So we bought something for them as well ~ we bought two sheep dolls for Yukie and Arisa... Hope they will like it lor....

and today i just spent $15.50 for myself !!!! New record man !!! i mean is new record after i spent alot of money every time i went City... !!!! $12.50 for my apple earings...$3 for my hardisk beg ~ hehe ~ so happy i spent that less...

Oh ya ! i forgot about something GROSS!!!!! today Kean, Peter, May sze and me went to a Japanese shop for lunch. the Japanese Restaurant is the smallest restaurant i been before !!! is almost just like my car that big !!!! ( my car is some way like a van) . the restaurant can just fit not more than 15 ppl ~ and after you sit on the chair ~ you actually cant turn around and talk to your fren ~( may sze and me keep on knock each other coz we keep on turn around ! lol ) while we eating, a chinese couple came inside and order some food. they just sat right beside me, and the restaurant is small, so i actually can heard clearly whatever they said. i heard the bf ask the gf what she want to eat, and the gf said she dont want eat anything, the her bf said :" you didnt eat breakfast, lunch and also dinner, how can you survive wor ? i feel so SAKIT HATI lar..." (o/s: sorry my DEAR nz Fren... i dunno how to use that word ~ but is something "ANNOYED") and the way the bf said sound soooo YUCK!!!!

that time i was eating !!! and after heard what they said, i really cant eat at all~ and i tried not to laughed~ but i cant.... i keep on laughed~ but i didnt laughed face them ~ of course i will scare i will get punch from the boy ~:P and after few minutes... the bf told the gf about what he ate yesterday and he stomach pain... and the whole night keep on go toilet lar .. blah blah blah... lol and the WORST one was ~the bf said to the gf :" come lar ... feed me lar.. who care other ppl wor..." WALAOEH!!!!! how come like that one arh !!!! how come the bf didnt feel ashamed one wor ~ and he just ruin my lunch ler !!!

after lunch , we went to JB Hi-Fi... and we took some very "NICE" photo ~:P

and then evening, we went to Mo Mo Tea with may sze, Peter , adeline , kean and me went there at 7pm after may sze finish work... we stayed there till almost 11 pm ~:P actually quite fun at that time ~

Happy face~ made by May Sze, Peter, Adeline, Kean and me ~ lol

lol.........

you know what peter said is this ? PETER EXTENSION DICK~~~ lol

I lost my earing...

2008-10-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

I lost my earing today...haiz...

today after school i went to highbury to get a present for my cousin John.

today is his 17th birthday, his parent invited our whole family went to his birthday party...

so after finish school i went to Highbury to get present for him...

May be because i play around with may sze, adeline and jin sil...

or also may be because the winds are quite strong that time...I LOST MY EARING...

After got something for John, i went to work 1st while they still stayed at Highbury...

When i walked half way, i relize that i lost my earings...

May Sze and Kean help me find it at Highbury...

but still cant find it... Even i dunno where is lost it ..

how can they will get to find my earing lor ~

This earing is the 1st time i wore it..

the 1st time and also the last time ~ haiz...

I wonder how did i will lost my earing ?

this is the another one ~:( now just left one side only ~

Finish my Accounting Assessment !!!! Yeah !!!!

2008-10-16T16:13:00.009+08:00

I FINALLY FINISH MY ACCOUNTING ASSESSMENT!!!!!!!

yeah !!! really feel sooo happy i finish my accounting assessment yesterday !!! really have to thanks Ken :P he really help me alot.. explain alots of thing for me.. any way THANKS KEN!!!!

today in Accounting Class, we suppose do out Cash Volume or Assessment ~ i finish my Assessment yesterday.. not cash volume... but i didnt do anything in that period. Ms and us been just talked about the Uni Entry, and talk about the previous year books ~

from the previous year book, Lisa and Tsi Tsi looked at the Year 9 photos and search our group photos... we looked May Sze, Niken, Angelica, Daniel etc.... GOSH!!! they look soooo different !!!! but the most is Daniel !!! hehe ~ when i looked his hair when he was Year 9.. i really cant stop laughed ~ lol his hair look sooo HIGH man ~:P and lucky his hair better now... Lisa said May Sze look like her mum alots !!! and her sister as well ! lol~ May Sze changed alots ~ Niken look sooo manly in Year 9... and Angelice... she look soooo cute like a Kindergarden Student ~ hehe ~ every one just looked sooo different with before ~:P lucky they didnt looked at mine ~:P today lunch time the cafe because of the Art Award person, we cant use the cafe~ so our group end up sat at outside....

Those photos is our group sat at infront of library ~:P

today while travel and toursim period, me and Tsi Tsi went to our lockal ~ and we say yukie costume, she made the costume~ it is soooo cute !!!! she made a Winnie the Pooh costume ~~~ hehe ~

today May Sze and me went to Kean's house and met him... and get our things ~:P May Sze got her 4GB memory card... and me got 4Gb Memory Card and my electric dictionary....man ~ the electric dictionary is sooo different with what i expect ~ its doesnt like normal one ~ is a touch screen one ~ and we can watch movie, listen music.. and then we can tranlate from english to malay, malay to english, english to mandarin, mandarin to english.. actually the function is not bad lar ... just ~ i more prefer the open one like normal one ~ and i dont like touch screen ~ but any way.. he already got that for me ~ i have to accept and pay him ~:P coz i dont want he spent that alots money on me ~:P

until almost time, i went to work by walked ~ and Kean just followed me all the way to Fruit World ... and i thought he will go back after i reach Fruit World. he though i going to walk back to my house, but the end my dad brought back home~ and that time only he told me he waited me near Fruit World till i finish work and told him my dad bring me home then only he leave there. hmm~ sound cute rite ? but i didnt feel sweet ~ i just feel VERY SORRY to him ~ i just feel want him stop treat me so good ~ i really dont want feel bad for him... i dont want he treat me that good. the more he treat me good, the more i get confuse my feeling....

hmm.. 2nd week of holiday...

2008-10-11T13:58:00.017+08:00

Last week i was soooo stress... but this week ? MAN!!! i felt i just waste my time !!! okay.. let me tell you what i did for this week ~ ok ?

Monday

monday i went to city with Arisa (my japanese fren), we went there just having fun with shopping, took sticker photo... we spent alots of money on sticker photo :P and all of the photo was not bad ~:) good thing go out with japanese fren is, during taking sticker photo, we dont have to think how to draw the background or what should we write for look better. they just good in draw. lol! so, all of the photo actually drew by Arisa that day ~ and after we almost finish our money by took 4 sticker photo machine, we used our own camera and took our FREE photo ~:P

Tuesday

Tuesday.. erm... during work time, i showed my accounting assessment to Ken, and let him to teach me how to do my assessment. hehe~ he is so SMART!!! he still remember how to do the assessment after he learnt the same assessment like two years ago! and after he taught me, i start getting know how to do my assessment.. and that night i just start did some of them... but i actually can wrote a loooong answer !!! THANKS KEN!!!!

erm... that is the only thing i can remember at tuesday ~ nothing much happened.

Wednesday

hehe~ not working day !!! early the morning went out with my mum and my sister brother to highbury for YUM CHA...then we went to warehouse shopping... hehe ~ and we bought some grocery... and look for the funiture... and we found a nice "hat" hehe ~ and my mum and sister brother and me actually wore that and took a photo ~ NICE MEMORY!!! lol and after we went back house, i start my accounting assessment... and i did the assessment till midnight 2 am~ to finish all of the thing~ erm... not exactly finish lar .. but is 80% !!! hehe~ that time i really sooo happy because i can do all in one day !!! hahahahaha~

cute or not ? lol~

Thusday

kkk!!! today is my CRAZIEST day !!! that day Michael Hill had a crazy sale! every thing just CHEAP!!!! but the bad thing was, we had to line up to buy only one "cheap" thing. Cheap thing is just for $1, $3,$5 etc...we just can buy one thing for each person for the $1, $3,$5 things... other thing inside shop we can buy how many we want to... so, i asked my sister vivian went there with me, then she can helped me to buy one cheap thing ~ that day we were late, so when we reach there already got alot ppl wait there. we had to get number to buy the cheap thing and line up to wait go inside the shop. vivian and me got 131 and 132. and that time the people who just went into shop just number 31... can you imagine how many ppls were that ?? but lucky, two girls gave us their number, their number was 74 and 75, that time the number of people who went inside shop is 71 and 72... so, is very close already !!!! haha!!! i was sooo happy about it that time!!! i felt myself sooo lucky!!! dont you feel it as well ? that day i bought 5 jewellery!!! kkk~ every thing real~ so happy lar... i bought two cheap things, than other also quite cheap inside the shop... i counted the original price before, if i paid the original price, i have to pay $419, so that day i save up $300 around that !!!! hehe ~

that is what i mean line up... they just opened the small door for few ppls go in and buy.

Friday

that day i went to glenfiel again~ lol but that time not because of lined up to buy jewellery. that day glenfield had a bunny show...so i brought my son and vivian AGAIN to glenfield to watch the show. the show actually quite fun~ erm,.. for children lar... haha~^__^

oh ya ! that day worked time really fun~ Ken and Chris and me joked at the whole time, and a customer was sooo funny! he ask me either he got discount because he had blue eyes, of course i asked him to get it from Chirs, but he didnt. and the customer asked me go to his restaurant to eat... i asked him back either i got discount or not, because i had black eyes. he said i can get 30% discount because i had a long black hair...=_=!!! what a weird and funny customer ~ lol

that day my dad was late to picked me back home, so as normal i just wait for my dad outside the shop and listening my song and txt...suddenly a couple came and sat beside me kissed...=_= MAN!!! they just sooo close with me !!! and i actually can heard some weird voice...but any way... lucky the liquor king guy asked me go inside liquor king shop and wait for my dad... and we had a chat around half and hour.

that guy kept on asked me question, like what i do during my spare time, how many sister brother i have... where i go actually... what i study.. blah blah... we talked alot.. he is nice ~:P i thought he was 25+ years old, but he told me he just 21 years old, study at AUT same course i going to do next year ~ lol~ he from taiwan.,.got one elder sister who elder than him 3 years old... blah blah... man~ he told alot about himself~ but i cant actually remember ~:P i think he is rich.. coz he is international student for 7 years~ MAN!!! 7 years international student~ =_= cant imagine how much fees he paid already ~:( especially university fees... that must be huge !!!!!! after half and hour, my dad came already... i told may sze about this, when she asked me what is his name~ i just relize, i still dunno his name!! haha~ what a funny one~ we talked quite a long time, but we still dunno what is out each other name ~ haha ~

dinner time...ah ling was late back from work...when he had his dinner, me and my parents still sat there and chat... so ah ling just joined our conversation.. i told my mum about the Michael Hill jewellery thing... and Ah ling actually got mad about i didnt told him such good thing... and he want me to sale one of my bracelet to him... of course i wont said yes !!! i like the bracelet alot man !!!! and he keep on grabbed from me, annoyed me and my mum... so i try to ran into my room as fast as i can ~ so he wont get to grabbed my bracelet for his girlfren ~ lol

during midnight... i chat with my cousin's wife... i never meet her before... but from msn~ i found that she actually nice... hehe~ we chated quite a long time .. till aroun 1 am then only i went to sleep ~:P

Saturday

TODAY!!!! today me and Ah ling went to wairau park's one of a asian computer shop, he told me that the shop having sales...so i just followed him went to the shop and find external hard disk. i found a pink colour external hard disk, it cost $150 and just 160 GB, and another one is black 250GB is $170... i like the pink one, but i feel it not worth to buy the pink one ~ then ah ling asked me go to other shop and have a look either is worth to buy or not. then we went to Noel Leeming, Harvey Norman... but we cant find other is cheaper than the Asian shop... so we ended up back to the Asian shop and buy the black one ~ hehe~ and i also bought a Card reader which is $23 dollars ~:P after we bough every things, i asked ah ling brought me go to Fuir world to find my mum, i told my mum i spent almost $200 . she got shock~ but after she knew that i bought computer things, then only she calm down~ but she keep on complained to Ken and Mr Kok about her daugther wasted alot of money, and she tell them she want to work on tomolo !!! lol

Relaxing Day... lol

2008-10-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i was sooo stress~ feel soo pissed off ... and that time i really want to have a go out . lucky every sunday if my dad not working we will go somewhere...

Today we went to Albany YUM CHA, today i tried one new food. name "Durian Ice-cream" ? something like that, sound weird in English... T_T its look nice at the outside, but i cant used to it. the taste just weird for me, coz that not really Durian taste. T_T i miss Malaysia's Durian now.

After finish we went to Albany Mall, i heard from my mum that the mall is the biggest shopping mall in NZ. but its doesnt look very big for me, because Malaysia's shopping mall much more bigger than it. Me and my mum had a windown shopping at there, erm... not actually window shopping, coz i did bought something.. lol~ like what i told may sze, i feel stress if i didnt spent my money ~ lol~ just kidding ! any way. we bought 2 PS2 game, one book, and two key chains ~:P

After shopping Albany Mall, we went to Glenfield mall's time zone...i played the drum, man ~ i choose the hard one.. and its made my hand feel sooooooooo numbness.... lol.. and i played basketball and other game as well. but its actually really good, coz it actually help me get rid of my stress ~:P after we finish our card money, i went to Warehouse to find my mum, but half way my son said he want to play the "sand wizard"... and my sister as well. that so i just let them play lor ~

While they playing, i just walked around there , and i also took some photos

This thing is made by 4o tonne of sand and they made a dinosours moutain... sorry.. i not really know use what word to describe this things. but you can see from the photo ~:P

can you see the price ???!! all the jewellery just cost 1 dollar, 3 dollar, 5 dollar, 9dollar etc. they are like almost 90% discount man !!!!! they start sale at this thursday, but every customer can just only buy one jewellery...so, my plan is .. i going to buy at that day, and i going to bring my sister to helo me to buy ~ hehe ~ ^_^ hope that day i will get to buy the jewellery that i like ~
Those two photos i took it at Albany Mall.. those two things are sooooo big !!!!!

Arrrggggghhhhh !!!!!

2008-10-04T16:36:00.003+08:00

MAN!!!! i feel soooooo stress now !!!!!

Kean problem... Accounting... Exam... Stat....Calculus.... arrrgghhh!!!!!

I GOING CRAZY NOW!!!!!!

Stupid kean always just ruin my mood every day !

Stupid accounting! i dunno how to do my assessment at all ! i not even know how to start...

Stupid Stat ! i dunno how to study my probability !!!!

Stupid Calculus gave me alot of stress to getting good result !!!

WALAO!!!! how can i stand this !!! i still got 5 more weeks to NCEA~

and now i not even study well like what Daniel did.

so , how can i get good result in the end of the year ?

AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i got a clean room :P

2008-09-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

Hehe~ today i am happy about my room ... Ah Ling and my mum was moved my room's funiture while i follow Donald and his mum to cut my hair.

Ah ling and my mum arranged the place of the funiture, so we can buy another computer table in my room ~:P and now i got enough space to put another computer table for my laptop.. hehe~ so i dont have to use a chaird as a computer table ~:P and now my room look soo empty now :P

today i went to cut my hair... haiz... and now i actually regret already... coz now my hair soooo short ~:( before that i was planning that i want to leave it long, then when i back to Msia, i want to change my hair style~ but now ? i dont think i can change any new arleady ~ haiz...this feeling always happen after i cut my hair.. haiz.. what can i do ? i cant find any favourite hairstlye ~ i do like some, but i dont think it will suit my PIG's FACE~ lol.. i hope when i back to Msia my hair will long back lor ~:(

may sze and me were txt about Kean and me ... and what my feeling.. and what i thinking now...that time i am really lost and really dunno what to do ...coz yesterday we were not happy again.. i meant me and kean ~ and after i talked with may sze today, i quite agree one of her msg... but i not going to write at here... i want keep it as my OWN SECRET... no one will know except me... coz i know Kean is going to read my blog in one day ~:) he told me that he coming back next week~ erm..honestly, i am bit happy about it... but when i ask him some question, i felt that he tried to hide something from me ...but i dunno what is that... haiz...

Start from today ~ the time between Malaysia and New Zealand are 5hours coz of othe daylight saving...and May Sze told me that Chris count the money late coz he thought still early.. he normally count the money at 6 pm, but today he did at 6.20 pm:P

Haiz... i read back my blog about what i wrote just now... i really dunno what am i writing today... my brain cant work well today ~ T_T

Coperate day ~

2008-09-26T16:55:00.003+08:00

my school's student counselor having a DRESSING DAY... and today is Coperate Dress up day... i not sure how to spell the coperate ~ but any way~ is something Office thing ~:P

These photos was taken while Calculus class ~:P

Lunch Time....... ^_^

infront my local ~

YEAH! i took a photo with PENGUIN~ hahahah~

Chui Ping...

2008-09-24T14:07:00.002+08:00

This morning i read the email Chui Ping sent it to me... she said that she and her bf had a seriously argued... and her bf actually threw all her thing out from her room and locked her out of the house. but luckily Chui Ping get help from her house mate...

walao... when i saw the email, i really feel want to hit her bf very hard ! WHAT THE STUPID BF HE IS??? how can he treat my best fren like that ?! if i at Singapore, i think i will really do it ! haiz.. but i'm not... what can i do ? reply her email... reply her msg... and talk with her in the phone ~ thats all i can do for Chui Ping now ~ i really feel angry on myself ! i cant do anything for her ... how wish i at Singapore now...

man... but something i really feel very unhappy was, this thing happened at last weeks ~ but Chui Ping already forgive her bf.... WHAT THE HELL?! how come my fren can just that easily forgive some one that hurt her soooo deep ?! if i was her place ~ i will never forgive that guy ! even kean just said my personality like shit, i still didnt forgive him till now... but MY DEAR FREN CHUI PING she actually forgive her bf that easily ~ okay... i can see how kind is her now...

after finisg type my blog... i going to phone her and have a talk~ i hope i can help her to slove her problems lor...

School Start Tomolo...

2008-09-22T17:07:00.003+08:00

Today is last day of holiday already...at first i thought that i can stay in house by myself. but.. Donald's mum and ah ling didnt had work today..haiz...donald's mum at home didnt effect me anything. but Ah ling DOES!!! when he is in house, i cant go for internet at all ! he such a selfish person ! always download movie..haiz... but never mind... my mum allow me to having a own phone and internet line..so i dont have to share the internet line with that selfish person any more ! hehe ~

today at work i saw a very rude customer. I think she is Kiwi woman, she put her stuff on my counter, and then went away to choose some other things. And a Rusian Woman came after her, she saw the kiwi woman choosing something, so she ask me to do hers 1st. and half way done, the kiwi woman back, she was sooo angry about i didnt done her stuff 1st. she stared at me and the rusian woman.. and then straight away walked out to my shop, and she didnt want buy anything any more...WOW~ She look soooooo angers... i wonder will she phone to Fruit world to complain me or not ...

School start tomolo...i sooo worry that what paper i will get back tomolo...and Calculus is 2nd period.. haiz... i dunno what Ms kumar going to talk to us tomolo...and i am soooo woorrryy my result.....

Sunday....

2008-09-21T05:01:00.003+08:00

Today is sunday.... nothing special... later around 2 pm going to work ... coz Chantelle doesnt work today... so my and me working for her today...

erm.. what am i going to say today ?

hmm...... yesterday i read Sze Looi Blog, i just knew that she already knew i have boyfrend before... and she knew everything about me and him from my blog... but thanks god she didnt tell this to every one... dunno why.. i really dont like to let my relative knew about my thing too much... they are just scary for me... they will look at you after they knew something about you, and then when you get in trouble, they will non-stop talk behind you... i dont want let any one talk behind me, I HATE THAT FEELING!

tomolo may sze and others planning to go Karaoke.. dunno why... i really dont feel want to go to Karaoke.... all of the fren i knew them, but i just dont feel want to go.. i really dont like go out with a big group... coz every time when i go out with a big group..i will thought of him...my fake brother... i really miss him... i miss the time when we went out had fun... i miss my gengster time...i miss my birthday party that he did for me... i miss him when i having love trouble, he will always help me... i miss the way he let me bully... i miss his face...i miss him everything... but... now he is dead... what can i do ? i know i not suppose like that, i have to face my problem well. he is died, i cant always bcoz of him doesnt want to hang out with my fren... but i really cant.. every time when i hang out with a big group, i will thought of him... and that time i always feel lonely...i really HATE THAT FEELING! Andy... where are you ? can you read my blog ? I REALLY MISS YOU....

haiz... dunno why suddenly i thought of him.. any way... i promised him before, i have to live in happy life. i cant just let my self down bcoz of him he will not happy about that.. OK! I MUST HAPPY EVERY TIME!!!

Yeah !!!

2008-09-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

Yeah !!! Finally i finish all the Exam already...So happy !!! hehe...

Today is my last exam... is Calculus, i really cant believe.. Calculus is the most confidence subject compare to Accounting and Stat... Accounting and Stat is the subject that i will worry about it. but not Calculus... but dunno why today Calculus i really soooooooooo scare.... dunno why... my hand was shaked coz i dont have enough time to answer the question...

i can answer the Achievd question by easily... but not Merit and Excellence... but something i really happy was, this exam..i actually can tried my Excellence question... last year i not even thought of getting Excellence... hehe ~

any way.. Exam is over... i dont have to remember anything already... now my next goal is NCEA...NCEA will be my last exam for my College life.. SO!!! i have to really study hard now !

today after finish my exam already 4 pm.. when i went to bus stop, i missed two buses..haiz... coz the stupid City and Takapuna bus went at the same way in the same time... coz i waited at opposite school side, but the stupid buses went at the school side... STUPID BUS!!!!

so when i reach Fruit world already 4.46 pm something ... and after i order a take away and wait and eat. after i finish everything, i start to work at around 5.20 pm... and then i finish work at 7 pm... geng ler ! hehe ~

today work time i saw a customer's son... his son is sooooo cute... he want to buy a punnet of Stawberry... but his dad didnt want to buy for him... so he angry at his father... and then he went to hide himself in a banana box beside my counter....hehe...he is sooo cute...but after that, he came out himself and forget everything already after his dad bought him a snack ~ hehe

see how cute is he ? he didnt look cute... but the way he get angry are really cute ....haha

today the weather is really good... this photo i took it while i walk to work....the could are soooo big and thick !!!!

i made this for my mum yesterday before i finish work... hehe... they are made by round beans.

Haiz.......

2008-09-15T03:53:00.000+08:00

haiz... Tomolo is Accounting exam already... saturday i still got study something... but, sunday not really study ler... i already knew that.. coz sunday my mum sure will have many activities one.. like yesterday, morning went to Otahuhu for breakfast... lunch time back to house to study till 5.30pm... then went to Nortchote for dinner with my aunty and two cousins.... see ? that is how my whole day gone... haiz...

yesterday while my and my family went to Otahuhu for breakfast, big virus was cleaned and re-arranged his room... MAN...!!!! now i am really very jealous at him now... his room is kinda my dream room... a bed.. computer and just a cupboard of shirt... that all ~ that are the only thing i want... haiz..

at first i thought that i still got kean's room that i can help him be that type of room... and i really wish that he stay in the bigger room... so i can made his room to be my DREAM room... but he said he want to stay in the smaller room.. what can i do ? if i force him to stay in the bigger room... i feel myself is abit rude... pluss, i not his gf anymore...

these photo is my cousin room... i not sure other ppl... but for me... i like those room... but of course... i want more better than this one...

i want a house...

2008-09-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

today i was keep on study my accounting... but i cant remember anything at all...i do study hard...but i really dunno how to study my accounting...i dunno where to start...and i dunno to find the key to study..haiz... now, i really worry my mock exam.. and of course NCEA as well..haiz...

any way.. i study till around 4 pm... i followed my dad to bring my mum back from work... and after that we went to highbury to buy donald AME revision book...then we went to nortcote to buy some food for tomolo... tomolo is latern festival...but at here , i dont have any feeling with it... coz at least when i in Msia , the school still got some activities of that ... but not here...never mind lar... latern festival also so what ? i got mock exam next weeks... eventhough i at Msia or not.. i still have no fun for this year latern festival lar... rite?

after finish buy things... we went to my mum frens house to have a look something funiture...coz her going move to city... so she want to sell some funiture... omg.. after i went to her house... i really feel i want a house...the house is soooo nice and big... why not ? the house is at Chatswood... of course is nice and big lar...dunno why... i really like the house.. other than the dog's smell... hehe ~ the room are big... all of the funiture are nice.. is like my dream house... haiz...but that never be mine... i dont think i will that rich to buy one like that in the future...

I WANT A HOUSE LAR !!!!!!!!!!

how am i suppose sit for exam next week ?

2008-09-09T16:52:00.000+08:00

i am soo worry my exam now... today i got back my Stat pratice paper that i did last week...i got not achieved...haiz...i really worry my exam the end of the year now...especially next week exam....next week is the trial exam already.. and now i still getting this result... how can i sit for the exam next week??

now, Calculus is the only subject that i confidence. not Stat and accounting...i know what to study in Calculus... but not Stat and accounting..i really dunno how to start revision...Accounting even worst... i have no idea what to study at all... how... what can i do now ???

New Zealand Father day...

2008-09-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

Crazy day.....

2008-09-06T16:36:00.002+08:00

today i went to city for the AUT opening day .. may sze, jin sil and me went to city together by bus.. and then we met lisa at the JB hifi ... today only i relised that there had alot of Dvd or vcd... hehe ~ and they actually quite cheap.

after that we went to AUT together ... Lisa told me that today actually not for opening day.. but is just for enrollment day .. i already applied, so i dont have to go there today actually. but may sze had to do her certify copy.. so we still went there, and at the half way.. i asked them to stop for wait me change my boots... hehe ~ i really still cant get used to it... coz i wearing the boots today ..haha... and half way i was changed my boots to my sendal...haha..and i asked about the ppl in AUT that is it true that if i over 20 years old, i can dont need any credits for get in Uni... and they said that i really can study Bachelor even though i dont have enough credits ...

to be continue.... i am soo tired now.... :(

Best free period forever

2008-09-04T01:21:00.001+08:00

today free perios was the best ever in the two years ...why ? you will know after you see the photos... haha... and the video too... hehe ... i really very enjoy free period today ..haha...

2008-09-01T07:14:00.000+08:00

can you what is the thing on my head ? is a fairy thing... my son got it from Happy meal...hehe ~ and i tried to put on my hair....and now i look like Islander....

University Of Auckland's Courses and Careers Day Programme 2008

2008-08-30T13:08:00.003+08:00

Auckland University (AU) having a Courses and Career Day Programme today. i asked my dad to bring Tsi Tsi and I went to the verans corner and caught the free buses to AU...Tsi Tsi caught the bus was bcoz she said she dont have any money for the bus fares, so she want to get a free bus, and i was bcoz i dunno where is the hell AU. So, Tsi Tsi and me were met May Sze and Ilma at the Verans Corner.

Tsi Tsi and me were the differen course with Ilma and May Sze, so we went to different place for our lecture. They were lucky and smart to find the place that they suppose to go by easily, but not Tsi Tsi and I... thanks me though, both of us are suck on Map... so we couldnt found the place ...till after around one hour or may be 45 minutes we only found out where to go ...hehe ~ AU is sooooo big ....that time i really felt that AU almost similar big with the Town at my hometown :P but poor Tsi Tsi , she wore the 10 cm( i think so ) high heels and walked around ~ i really felt soooo sorry to her...

Our Lecture started at 10.10am, but Tsi Tsi met her bf outside the AU's Business School at around 9.40am...omg ~ when we went inside, there were sooooooo many ppls at there for Business ~ and almost 80% were Asian..=_=!!! Tsi Tsi and I were tired of walked. so we went inside earlier to have a rest, and that time was having a lecture too...but i cant remember what is the lecture for.. that time the seats were quite empty... but when till 10.10am...there were started more and more ppls came inside for commerce... and also Tsi Tsi and her bf.. and also Her bf''s frens....there were 4 of his frens...man .... that time i feld myself was sooo white ~ thanks them ~ lol ~ so that time, there were 6 black ppls with me ~ of course i do feel white ~ lol...but all his frens... SMELL...=_=!!!

The University Of Auckland Business School...I wish next year i can get into this Uni lar ..haiz...

Those photo is the photo inside the Business School~ acutally quite nice and peaceful ~

this was the lecture when the beginning, there was no much ppls in there that time...

this is when we start the commerce lecture, there started getting more and more ppls came inside...

am i look Uni Student ? hehe ~

After the first lecture finish , i was soooo hungry... so i grabed Tsi Tsi and her bf went to a cafe and had our lunch while we wait for the next lecture, which is after around 45 minutes or 1 hour.=_=!!! i was abit suprise about Tsi Tsi actually paid for her bf for food...=_=;;; i asked her why she paid for he bf, why shouldnt be her Bf paid for her ? and she told me that her bf dont have any money to get some food ~WHAT THE HELL? cant even he spent 3 dollars to get a food ? i cant believe that...i dunno why, i actully do feel Tsi Tsi bf kinda weird... but i dunno how to describe that feeling...but if compare with Kean, i actually feel Kean is sooo much better. At least, when we walked together in cloud of people... he never leave me far away from me, he always let me get to find him easily...but Tsi Tsi bf keep on lost himseld while me and Tsi Tsi were talked. and when i carry quite alot thing, Kean would help me to carry some without i asked for helped. but Tsi Tsi bf have to wait till Tsi Tsi asked him to do so...and i really dunno why am i actually comparing Tsi Tsi's bf and Kean... dont we already broke up ??

when we went to the accounting's lecture. after i listen to the lecture, i do feel want to study more than Bachelor... that time i was felt want to study till PHD... but now i do feel i am weird.. and i feld that i though too much...coz now i not even study Uni yet... i still in Year 13... but after the lecture, i really feel want to an accountants...after the lecture, i only knew that if i am 20 or over, i actually dont have any requirement to study AU for Accounting.. i not even have to has basic Accounting knowledge if i want to study Accounting in AU...hehe ~ but dunno why ms Mac veigh was said i will be very hard to get into AU for Accounting... but any way... i am really happy about that i actually dont have to any requirement for accounting..but still, i will still try my best to get more Excellence and Merit as i can...

after the accounting lecture, we went to Queen Street with a short cut way..we met May Sze and ilma at there( they didnt went any lecture at the end, they were went to Queen Street to shopping...). may sze asked me went to the asian shop to get back my hello kitty bracelet... when i went there and got back my bracelet ~ i was sooo happy... the girl who help me fixed the bracelet was told me before she cant help me fixed it back to bracelet...but she can help me to do other things. but when i went there and took bracelet...she told me that she help me to change is shorter. and the hello kitty which already broke, she help me to made a phone accessory... omg ~ i really felt soooo happy that time ~:P that is my half of my birthday present from may sze.. crystal...silver... and HELLO KITTY... of course i will care it sooo much... and now, i still can wear it as a bracelet... hehe ~ of course i do feel happy... and i bought a small container to keep my Hello Kitty bracelet safetly...

At the shop that i bought my small container, we saw a doggy thing at the shop. that is a dick with write "hold me hardly" +_=!!!

after that i saw a pair sport shoes with some crystal key chain... i watched a movie before is
having the same key chain in the movie. there is a couple who start their love with sport shoes. the bf was sooo cute to his gf, he knew that his gf didnt like to wear high heels for their wedding party....coz she didnt used to wear high heels...(hehe~she is like me...i didnt used to wear high heels as well....)so the bf was bought a real sport shoes for his gf for her wedding shoes...(that mean that girl actually planning to wear a sport shoes at her wedding part) and he glue all the crystal on the sport shoes by himself...(and at the same time, the gf was making a same thing...but she is making the key chain sport shoes...the one i saw it...)he made one for his gf for the wedding shoes, and she made for the sport shoes key chain for their wedding present for him. but a cruel thing was happened between them. the girl died a day before they get marry.....the girl was died cause of bom by some bad person... and the girl was died infront of her bf...

this story is sad rite ? but dunno why... i really like the story structure...but any way.. when i saw the key chain...i really feel want to buy it... but they are really expensive...i asked the shop ppl how much for a pair...MAN... $40 for each... that mean if i want to buy a pair..they are cost $80...haiz...if i working now, i definitely going to buy that..but i am not... i still is student..and i dont think i should spent $80 for the key chain is just bcoz i like the story and the romantic of the story...haiz... any way... i wish in the future some day, i will still got chance to get the key chain lar...

yeah ~ i may be can go back already lor ~:P

2008-08-24T15:06:00.000+08:00

hehe ~ today my dad was asked me want to go back Malaysia or not..of course i do lar !!!! My dad let me go back Malaysia is bcoz of my gum :( my gum getting worst now.. haiz... so he want me go back Malaysia to fix it. if i fix it at Nz will cost me very expensive because i didnt have PR.. eventhough if i still got PR, here still will expensive than Malaysia... hehe ~ THANKs TO MY GUM !!!

dad want me to ask my fren to help me ask for the price and where the specialist dentist in KL or Sitiawan.. actually i wish at KL.. but i want to go Sitiawan ler ... i miss there alot ~ and i am thinking.. when i back Malaysia, is my Msia fren also holiday ? can i meet them that time ? i miss them alot also ler... hehe~ in my mind was thinking soo many thing that i want to do... hehe ~ i think i very exciting now... hehe~ i hope i can go back the end of the year !!!! hehe ~

the first day between him and me...

2008-08-23T17:28:00.001+08:00

today Kean and me went to city..my plan was to get my bro PS2, get my hello kitty bracelet, and buy vivian pencil case...but we couldnt get the PS2, coz they want us to get the PS2 from glenfield shopping mall, but not them. and i want to get my bracelet back.. but the girl who help me DIY my bracelet was off today ..haiz.. what a bad luck ~

any way, we went to Jin Sil shop to but Vivian Pencil case, and after that we went to the shop that i bought i ring before... and he found a hello kitty wallet... eventhough i already had few wallet~ but the hello kitty wallet is really cute... and the cost also soooo expensive ~ $30 ~:( but never mind lar ... this is the first thing that me and him actually choose together when we shopping.. i mean in NZ.. hehe ~

after that, we went to took sticker photo.. hehe ~ today also is the first time me and him took sticker photo ~ before i came here, i really want to take sticker photo with him.. but i cant believe was, today is the first time we took sticker photo.. but is already when we broke up..

after we took photo, we went to his house ~ and i had a little chat with Serena ~:P she is really nice ! i think Kean stay there will be very happy ~:P Serena and her hushband are really nice ~:) and then i force him to help me massage ~ haha ~ nice ler ~:P i force my Ex Bf massage for me ~ hehe ~ but still Jin sil is the best ~ haha ~ and i also how i found his pocket having something inside. that time i just ask him what is that ~ and he said nothing. okay... that time i already can guess what is the thing inside his pocket..i guessed that might be is cigarette inside the pocket...and that time, my mood really gone down..i dont feel want to talk with him that time... dont ask me why i so angry for that~ i just dont like guy smoke ~ and today because of that, i didnt talked with him for few hours ..T_T.. and he keep on explain to me.. that is when i argue with him that few days only he smoke~ and he told me stop smoke for real already.. haiz.. but i not really believe any more... till he took out the photo ~ the photo that i took before i came New Zealand...those photo i look sooooooo old and ugly ~~ and he keep on want to keep the picture ~ T_T

while i play with him and grabbed back my ugly photo, I allergic again.. T_T i really cant understandt why every time when he come close me, i will allergic~ am i really allergic on KEAN? hehe ~

he going back this monday ~ is the day after tomolo ~ hehe ~ to be honest, eventhough i keep on said i very happy if he going back Malaysia... but actually in my heart.. i dont feel anything ~ i dont feel happy, and sad either.. i think is becasue i know he coming back New Zealand in few weeks after .. coz he going to study at here after few weeks later~ is it bcoz of that ? that why i dont feel anything ?

he knew already...

2008-08-14T16:41:00.001+08:00

Kean actually knew everything already ...

he knew where i study...

he knew where i work...

he knew where i live...

but he pretend he dunno everything~

he did that is just because he know that i dont want let him know...

omg~ is he really that good ?

today he actually can find me easily at school and Fruit world...

but he didnt..

just like just now, he actually can follow May Sze and Fia came to fruit world...

but he didnt... coz he knew i dont like he come to my school, my house, and the place i work...

he really respect me now... he has been changed...

today, i saw he and May Sze and Fia had fun at WareHouse's photo..

he really look sooo different...

he didnt look like the KEAN that i knew before...

Funniest Bday present

2008-08-13T17:25:00.003+08:00

Tomolo is Kent birthday, may sze and me were thinking what should we give to Kent..coz he is RICH and SPOILED... that why is quite hard to think about what can we give to him since he can get anything he want to..

so we went to highbury after school ( we finish school early too ).. kean was waiting me at there, but i asked him wait me till we finish buy present for Kent... hehe ~ KENT and KEAN is the different person ok ? dont get lost ~ haha..

we couldnt find anything in Warehouse... actually we found some, like TEDDY BEAR.. UNDERWEAR..and many thing in PINK~ haha~ but ofcourse we didnt buy it :) and lastly.. we went to paper pluss to have a look.. and we thought ME TO YOU BEAR will be the best present for kent... hehe ~ but the ME TO YOU BEAR was for BIRTHDAY... not LOVE.. ok ? hehe

then we went to $2.00 shop to buy bday card... and i suddenly came out my idea that, bought a 48th bday card for kent...and ask kent to count 48 divide by 2... haha ~ and we bought another extra present for him~ we bought a calculator for him ~ haha ~ just worry he cant count the math question ~ hahahaha~ and we separate the presents to two parts ~ today is the CUTE ME TO YOU BEAR .. and i wrote a "to be continue...." hehe~ so tomolo i will gave him the card and the calculator ~ haha ~ and now i really very excited about what his respone tomolo ~ haha ~

today , Kean and me went to MOMO TEA.... we actually had fun at there ... erm... he really changed alot... he keep on tease me... but in the joking way, which i really like it... coz i dont like he keep on said "I AM THE BEST" ... erm... luckily he not like Daniel and lisa ~ always think that Daniel or Lisa is the best in the world ~ hehe ~ he keep on tease me fat and short ~ like what i tease him back~ DARK and SHORT~ hehe ~something funny was, i keep on burb infront of his face ~ hahah~ and its really smell~ hahahahah~

Kean, May Sze and me shopping day ~

2008-08-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

today may sze and me were went to his hotel to picked him to may sze house. and before we went to may sze house, we had a shopping for his clothes. coz he dont have enough jacket or t shirt for him...we found some clothes for him, but many one coz he is dark and skinny , so mostly didnt suit him well ~ haiz... cant believe my Ex bf actually that much skinner than me~ i really feel want to die ~

after got him all the clothes, we went to a phone shop ~ the shop that me and may sze want to go before. but coz that time we were in rush, that why we didnt choose anything~ but today, we bought some accessory for our phone :P and Kean paid for us the cyllicon phone case ~ haha..the shop people told us that they are some DIY , so we can do for our own..but may sze and me were cant be border to think and choose the thing to DIY~ haha~:P that why we ended up bought a more nicer 1 ~ haha

but, i saw him went to the place the shop people showed us. i knew he going to do something for me. but i just kept quiete... and i pretend that i dunno anything... so after just now i just saw it in my bag ~ coz i preparing my school thing for tomolo ~ than only i saw it in my bag ~:( how dumb am i rite ? i asked him when did he put into my bag ? and he answer is :" when you keep on talking witn May Sze.." i was like WHAT THE HELL!!! am i talked that much ? haha ~but, honestly, i quite like that feeling ~ coz AT LEAST i felt some SUPRISE.. he never gave a suprise before.. coz whatever before he did something for me, i can scense what he going to do for me. and i alwasy end up NO SUPRISE..but this time, i really feel some suprise ~:P this thing, i have to said , he change in this part :P

i meet him...

2008-08-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

today i meet him in city ~

i went to city today around 9 am .but when i went his hotel, he already check out. damn ! that is what only thing in my mind. i really soo pissed of that time. and i was thinking luckily that time wasnt may sze mum pick him up ~ if not, i will in trouble ~:(

today, he treat me really very good and sweet...i almost thinking i want be back with him..but, i dunno why... after some time, i will feel dont want back with him.

now, my mind really very confusing...i dunno either i want him back or not ... today, in the hotel. i was allergic again... my whole head soooo itchy... and i can see he really sooo care about me... that time i really dont think any thing.. just hug him...that time i didnt feel anything confusing...just feel want to hug him.. the only thing i want to do that time is just want to hug him...

but after few minutes ~ i pushed him away... coz that time i feel if i dont want him back , i shouldnt do that ...so i stop hug him and pushed him away.. that time i can see his face ... he really very dissapointed ...

i went home around 4,5 pm~ i was went back by bus. he was waiting with me for the bus..and i cant believe he jst followed me go to the bus. and that time i really feel soo pissed off, and i didnt talked with him at all. and i txt to him and tell him i really VERY PISSED OFF about he followed me.. and he txt me back he not following me, he just want to know where mayc house... and i told him i didnt believe... and he straight away ask the bus driver stop for him to get off ~ and he sent me a msg was :" i dont want you hate him , i get off bus now. byebyye" and i just looked at him from the bus... i really feel want to ask him no to do that, i feel want to stop him... but i didnt... and when i saw him like that.. i really cried...i feel myself sooo bad...poor him....

why my feeling sooo weird rite now ?

2008-08-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

how come now i got that feeling one ?

i am the person who want to brake up on that day.

i am the one who tell my fren that i dont want back with him anymore.

but now, why my feeling totally different ?

i do miss him now..

i do worry him now...

i do want to see him now..

why ? why my feeling soo weird ?

is it becoz he already at here ?

is it coz he is here, that why my feeling changed ?

what am i doing now ? what am i thinking now ?

is it worth that he treat me like that ?

2008-08-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday i cant sleep for the whole night...i keep on worried about him.this afternoon while me and Tsi Tsi cathing the bus going back to beachaven ~ i received a msg from Ming Yi, Kean's best fren. he sent me a message about Kean already at Thailand. haiz...

how come he that dumb one ? why he just came our here without think thing might will be happen at here? why he soooo STUPID~~

he never go over seas before, this is his 1st time... and i wonder either he got enought clothes or not ? he just came here suddenly ~ i dont think he did prepare every thing came here ~ haiz...

not that i concern about him mean that i want back with him. now , the thing he did let every one he know worry about him. especially his family and ming yi.. haiz... dunno why, i really feel sooo sorry to them. i keep on feel that he did that is my fault. i think his family and frens hate me already ...haiz...

ok, i do still like him. i know i still like him. but , like him doesnt mean that i have to back with him. the thing he did now made me feel more piss off ~:( i think now his family and his fren hate me already. so what in the future i really back with him, and can you guys think what am i feeling will be that time ?

but luckily when this thing happen.. all my NZ's fren stand at myside... all of them are really protectin me ~especially may sze.. when i asked her to change our syift tomolo, coz beginnig i was going to bring kean go to find place to stay and bring him buy some clothes tomolo. but when i told may sze the reason.. she asked me not to meet kean at this time 1st.. so she promise she going to help me settle him down ~ she will help me do everything ~ luckily i got such a good fren at here ~

shit !! he is coming tonite !!

2008-08-06T18:30:00.001+08:00

shit ! he said he is coming tonite !!!! fuck!! what the hell is going on now ~ how come he just come here suddenly !!! he tell me when i having my calculus ~ and the whole day i keep on worry what should i do. how can i face his sister, his dad, and his aunty ~ coz , after he came here ~ i will become a BAD PERSON~ and SELFISH PERSON~ haiz...

now he already at KL~ going to airport now... if he get one ticket to flight here, i might will meet him tomolo at the airport ~ coz tomolo my star course going to airport tomolo ~ WTH~ i hope we wont meet each other ~ i really dont want !!!!!

i cant believe that , this situation actually happen on movie~ i cant believe this actully going to happen in my life ~:( should i happy about it ? or .... haiz..... why when i watch from the movie, it looookkk sooooo cute and swweeeettt ~ but why not in the realy life ? i feel sooo annoying ~:(

Ken...

2008-08-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

today was soooo funny day at my work place ~:P

today was soooooo bussssyyyyy~ after mum went back house , i non stop to serve customer :P i was like around one hour pluss non stop ~hehe

Ken was helped me to packing the round bean ~ and while we packing. we had a little chat.. i told him about some malaysian singer was sooo popular ~ and he though all of them were taiwanese ~ how sad was that... that time i was very hungry.. and i just said it out.. he asked me why am i always talk something about food. he asked me not to eat too much ~ he said if i continue eat alot.. i will made earth quake ~ ( yesterday he was said he felt earth quake happen on saturday... coz i was dancing at the same time ~ he meant that the "earthquake" was my fault !!! how sad was that !!!) haiz.. he is very very very sad to me ~:(

he want to look at my ball's photos.. and he want to bring back house to look at my photos.. and i let him bring back.. he asked me inside the camera got any photos that he cannot look. and i told him all the photos he can see. and he said :" are you sure ? dont happen something like the x'mas party" WTH!!!! he still remember what happen on the x'mas party ~~~ he and steven saw my photo~~ the stupid and UGLY photos ~ and now he remind me about that ~ HOW EBBRASSING!!!!!! i really feel want to kill him that time !!! but i cant~ coz there were some customer at there !!!! AARRRHHHGGG!!!!!!

today the old fat lady was coming to buy thing again~ she always come every two weeks ~ and every time also i serve her ~:P me and ken always said she is SMELL~ haha today, ken was quite free to help me put the thing into the box ~ so he can carry the food easily to the old fat lady car ~ dunno what wrong with her ~ she was soooo SMELL today ~:P and ken was quite close with her. hehe ~ he keep on smell her :P and he cant do any thing with it.. he have to stand for the smell ~ and the way he control his breath was sooo funny !!! haha ~and he keep on said he feel want to die ~ he want to die ~ coz she is sooo smelly ~ haha

This guy really very funny ~ he always made ppl laugh~:P and i really like those personaly guy become my bf :P many ppl like him~ no one hate him, every one was said he is a good boy, good bf, good fren~ i really want my future bf will like him :P erm..i mean LIKE KEN, BUT NOT KEN~ hahaha

ball day !

2008-08-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

1st day of star course

2008-07-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

today tsi tsi and me went to the star course for the travel and tourism. i did that last year actually, and i felt this time is more fun than last year. coz last year i dont have fren when i join the star course.

anyway, today we learned about hotel industry, and we went to the QUEY WEST HOTEL ~ we went there and visit their room, bar, swimming pool, spa, gym, kitchen etc. when i went there, i really feel want work in the hotel ~:) coz it is really look cool!

and the people who bring my group go to visit the hotel is a guy.. OMG~ he is sooo cute ~! even Tsi Tsi said soo ~ :) he is really cute... hehe~ but i know .. he is not my type ~ coz he is tooooo old for me ~ haha ~

i think today was Tsi Tsi did her the most exersice ever in her life. she ran to catch the bus this morning.. ( coz she was late ) and the school elevator didnt work today.. so, she have to go up and down floor by stairs ~ hehe ~

that is what about today ~:) actually is very fun~ but i cant be border to type in details ~ and i dont think my fren will want to read the long blog too ! hehe ~

any way... tomolo we going to learn something about travel agen~ i hope will be fun like last year ~:)

finally get my fur ~:)

2008-07-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

today i was weg ~:) is the first time in Nz :) but my mum know about it ~ good ler ~my mum soo good hor ~:) haha ~

i was weg school today , and i ask my mum go to city ~:) coz i want to buy my fur thing~ i want ask her give me some comment on it ~ and help me to choose ~:)

we went to the shop that me and may sze found the shop selling fur ~ and i try few on it ~ and lastly my mum and me found one ~ is white colour ~ but is not in fur ~

there is the photo ~:)

nice or not ? this thing~ what ever it call~ not only can wear when ball~ also normal day ~:P

i going to die now...

2008-07-29T16:26:00.001+08:00

WTH!!!! i going to die already lar ~~~ this saturday is the school ball... and i just relize that my ball dress didnt look good on me ~ can i cry ??? T_T

I NOT BLAMING YOU MAY SZE!!! IF YOU READ MY BLOG~ haha ~ is my fault lar ~ sooo fat.. may sze helped did the dress really look good lor~ it look like i bought it from outside ~ the front actually look not that bad..but, the back.. OMG!!! it look like the pig meat on my shoulder ~: (

i took some photo yesterday at May Sze house.. but i not there to blog at here ! coz is SOOOO UGLY~~~~ haiz.. now i really need the fur thing ~: ( i planing to buy it tomolo at glenfied ~ if there is one.. if there is no at glenfield ..i will go to city and buy one..and it cost $60 :( i going to buy it , and after i wear it, i might want to sell it away.. hehe ~

other than my back.. i also quite worry about my hair and my make up.....my mum going to help me for my make up.. but the hair.. i dunno how to do for my hair..jin sil said she might going to saloon to do her hair.. i may be will follow her ~ but i not sure the price yet ~: (

this time is the first time i ready every thing for the ball by myself ~ i want every thing be nice ler ~: ) my FUCKIN BODYSHAPE and FUCKIN UGLY FACE cant help at all ~and this saturday is the school ball already.. haiz!!!!

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today when i go to work my school bus, that time was rained. and i saw my school's teacher actually holding a unbrella to cover the student who get on the bus~ nice ler ! i never saw this thing happen before in Malaysia..this is really a new thing for me ~ haha

i dont think these thing happen in Msia.. do you ??

this photo is outside of my work place...there is only one car at there today... and the car actually belong to the butcher's.. today the weather was bad ... that why there is no one at there ~ haha

haiz...he is coming to NZ in 3 weeks ~:(

2008-07-27T14:11:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today i answer kean's phone by accidently...and this time is the first called that i answer since 23.7.08.

i thought was my one of my msia fren called...when i answered the phone , then only i answer the phone. who know.. is his voice ~: ( i was like " what the hell is that ?" but i didnt said it out ~

any way, we talked in the phone..and we had a little chat. he keep on repeat the same thing what he said in the txt. he said he dont feel want to end up our relationship...he wont gave up want me back... he want me to think about it, either i really want to end up our relationship or not... and he keep on said about the reason he didnt feel want to end up our relationship... and he dont want just be my fren ...blah blah blah....haiz.. keep on repeat the same thing since we broke up till now ...

something really annoying was, he kept on called some thing like "honey " in chinese ~ =_=!!! and every time i have to correct him... how annoying rite ? and i warned him, the one more he said it again, i will shut the phone straight away... but he still said it out... so, what i did was.. SHUT HIS PHONE... but luckily he didnt phone me any more : )

he asked me to use two weeks think about was this result is what i want ... am i really want to end up the relationship between us ? if i really want to, he want me to said infront of him. he want me give him back the bear that he gave me before ( the bear was his 1st present, is a couple bear, that time when he asked me be his gf, he asked me to took the bear if i accept him, if i didnt accept him, i have to gave him back ) i know is sound stupid ~ but still, that time i feel sweet..but not now...

and something i really feel anoying was, he is coming at 18.8.08 : ( and he already bought the air ticket... WHAT THE HELL Is GOING ON NOW??!!!! when i want him come, he didnt come. now i dont want he come anymore and he want to come ~ and he want to come and find me !!!1 HELP ME ARH!!!! i really dont want to meet him ler...and i really feel he dont have to come lor ~: ( he dunno where am i live, he dunno where is my shcool... he dunno where i work either. so , what the pointed he come here since he dunno anything about NZ... and i quite worry he actually go to the wrong island ~ haha ~:)

and he said, he may be will stay here till he find me : ( omg.. what happen now ? he is the one who want to brake up, he is the one who made me did the decision back to a single. and now i everything going alrite now..but not him ? OMG ~~ ANY ONE CAN HELP ME ? GOD!!! WHERE ARE YOU ?!!!!

Another shopping day at City ~

2008-07-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

Today the weather was very bad ~~ why ? the storm is horrible ~: ( i heard from the ppl that today will be the most bigger storm between the 12 years. they said that the car also can flow up ~:) hehe ~ even today when i sat on the bus and passing the bride back to Fruit world, the bus also cant really drove well ~:) haha ~ any way, this will be my 1st experience ever ~:)

we went to city was bcoz of get ready the thing for the ball~ bag, jewellery, shoes ~ blah blah ~

as long we reach there, we went number 1 shoes warehouse .. or what ever its name is ~ we went there to look after my shoes.. but we cant any one we do like it or suitable for me ~ so i end it up didnt buy ~ coz may sze said that she will borrow me the shoes she wore on International day the silver shoes ~ that mean, my ball dress will match with silver colour ~:) haha ~

after done of my shoes.. we went to some asian shop to look for the fur thing and the jewellery ~ but we end up didnt buy any fur thing ~ but JEWELLERY~ omg ~ jewellery ~ i spend almost $130.50 to bought the jewellery ~:( sooo expensive rite ~? but all of them are real silver and crystal : )

i found a Hello kitty bracelet ~ and it is sooo expensive ~ it is $59 ~: ( but luckily may sze help me to paid half ~:) coz she said she owed me birthday present since last year till now ~ haha ~ but any way, thanks to her ! haha !

i also bought a hello kitty key board sticker ~ i found it at the shop that i bought my ring and ear ring ~ i found it at the boss's key board, but when i brought back to home, and i just relize that the size didnt match ~: ( that mean i have to bring back when i going to city ~: (

may sze and me bought a similar bag ~ but mine is bigger a bit ~ and her is smaller ~:) the bag was $27~ but jin sil said that was a toy ~ how sad was that ~ and we end up didnt buy the fur thing ~:)

oh ya ~ may sze and me went to the korean shop that we been there before with Eunyi, today there was a korean english trip went to the shop too ~ so the boss was brought us to another place in the shop, omg ~ i like that place soo much ~ it is really nice at there . and i was thinking when i come to city with my family , i want to bring them go there ~:)

this is the shop that we went there for our lunch ~ : ）

this is the one hello kitty Key Board sticker ~:)

my ear ring and ring~ you cant really see in the photo ~: (

that is the hello kitty bracelet that i more like today ! thanks to may sze !

is this nice ? i like the ballerina sooo much ~ haha ~

He is sooo annoying...!!!

2008-07-24T16:57:00.000+08:00

ok ~ This time, he is the one who want to brake up. and today, he is the one who want to back together. he thought who am i ? this is the 2nd time already.. is the 2nd time we argue till we brake up. and these happened on the exactly same day. what would you think ? dont you think will be the 3rd ? 4th ? 5th ? or divorce at the future ? HELL NO! i dont want this thing happen again on me ~ never !!

i think today he is more calm down today.. he keep on txt me, said about good thing ~ erm compare to yesterday... today is way better ~ coz at least it didnt hurt me as much as yesterday ...

but, he keep on txt me.. send msg on msn to me..i really feel sooo annoying ~ok~ i do still like him abit now..but that doesnt mean that i have to be back with him anymore. this is the 2nd time already. and yesterday, he said i like a shit after i been here.. he said i selfish..

last year, when we argue till broke up, he also said the same thing already. and that time he already promise me that he wont yell me like that anymore. but now ? what he did yesterday ? just yesterday ! he YELLED at me .

yesterday i did cried, but dont ask me why ~ coz i dunno is coz of the way he said me ..or i still like him or not... I JUST DUNNO~

any way.. now.. WE ARE NOT COUPLE any more.. cozi really dont want be back anymore.... I AM SINGLE NOW.. ok ?

today at work was fun, eventhough i was sick like HELL~ : ( today was not much customer... may be i got May Sze's luck... hehe ~ any way, i was quite free today.. and i keep on received the txt from him, and me and may sze was chatting by txt.

Kent was sweep the floor when is no customer there, and ask him to let me took a photo. and i cant believe he will let me to took the photo without asking what am i going to do for his photo ~ hehe ~ and also steven, May Sze was tried to took steven photo, but steven didnt let her to take his photo , and he gave may sze a stupid reason was he didnt put on make up .

but when i asked him to let me take a photo,he just ask Kent to take the photo with him, but i said i want a solo 1 and he just let me took it . i told them i actually going to do something, after i done then only i will show them ~ hehe ~ and i really soo suprise about Steven was actually let me take a photo of him ~ haha ~

and tomolo my target is Chris... haha ~ i know it wil be hard... but i hope can lar ~:)

WE BROKE UP

2008-07-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

guess what ? we broke up... me and him broke up already. and in the same date of last year. we hapen the same thing ~ 23.7.07 and 23.7.08 this two day also is the day we broke up..but different was, last year we gether back ~ but i dont thinl so at this time....

he is the one who said want brake up..coz he said he dunno what i want at all ~ he said he scare of me already ~ not scare of i fierce or what ~ his scare meant of he dunno what i think , what i want ... he asked me not to contact him anymore ...

and something weird is.. i dont feel any thing ...may be now i am sleeping or whatever... but i just dont feel sad..whyy ? how come like that ? is it mean that i dont like him anymore ?

do he will phone me back later in the morning ? coz now is 4.18 am in NZ...i cant sleep ~ dont ask me why, I JUST CANT SLEEP~

or i already knew that he will phone me back in the some time after or what ?

why i dont feel anything at all? WHY?

"Boy Friend" doesn't mean that you will be happy...may be IF we dont have Bf we will be more happy。。。 ~

2008-07-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

how weird ~

2008-07-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

Today Kent fetch be back to home... something really weird was, my mum and me never told him where we live.. but when he fetch me back. i dont have to show him where to go and which 1 is my house... and he just know all the way go to my house.

and he knew my 1.11.1988 is my date of birth..i really wonder how did he got my date of birth.

MSN ? no..

PayRoll statement ? no...

i asked him how did know it. and he didnt want to tell me ~ WTH~~~

Last Day Of the Trip ...

2008-07-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

today we came back home ... but for me, between the three days, today is the best day !

The Trip is Sucks..but still i can see SNOW!!!! hehe !!!! ^_^

2008-07-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

Today the Trip was sooo sucks ! why ? i went to the Mt Ruapehu , but i just stay there just around 1 hour. there was raining for the whole day. Chris told me and my mum that, if Auckland rain, that mean the moutain will snow. but, when we went there, there was raining... but not snow. T_T

we start from our motel around 11 am.. haiz.. my family get ready ealier...but not the other family.. so we have to wait for other family...and we spent around 3 hours to reach the moutain. that mean was around 2 pm... and we have to wait the permission to go up to the moutain, becoz today the weather was SUCKS!!!!

when almost 3pm, they told us that we have to catch a bus to go up the moutain..but we have to back at 4.30 pm.. haiz.. so sucks rite ? our point to came here is coz of the Mt Ruapehu, but we just only can spent our time at there not even 2 hours... haiz..

anyway, at least i still had fun over there... even though was rained.. but i still can play the snow over there.. and i follow what my parent asked me to do. i sat on a plastic beg, and slide down from the higher part to the lower part.. that is quite fun !!!

but an accident happened on my son and my mum... a girl knock down my son and my mum by a plastic boat... and she not even said sorry to my mum~ and she just laughed and walked away.. and then my dad was scold her ~:P cant believe my dad actually will scold her :P

oh ya! before we went to the Mt Ruapehu, we went to Waikato River... the river was sooo nice ~:P but there keep on rained.. we have to hold unbrella to take photos ~ :P

Rotorua....(1st Day)

2008-07-11T13:46:00.000+08:00

today i came to Rotorua...when i reach here is around 2pm..haiz.. already wasted the half day already..but i cant do anything~ coz my dad dunno how to come, so we have to follow sze looi's parent come lor ~:(

this morning before departure ~ is like soooo rush... vivian and jack not really helped me, they is like a robot , when i asked them then only they do. if not, they will do nothing at all...haiz...

so, something happend on me was, i forgot my new white jacket :( i was planned to bring that jacket to take photo 1 ~ but i didnt brought the jacket !!!! haiz... I AM SOOO PISSED OFF!!!! why ? i busy did all my family thing , but i forgot i own thing !!!!haiz... and i actually cried for it ~ not because of didnt bring the jacket ~ just feel piss off ~:(

we reach Rotoruo aroun 2pm, and we went to motel and put down all our thing, then we went to KFC for lunch ~ then we went to Rotorua Musuem ..

i think Rotorua is the worst musuem i been before ~ it is sooooo boring !!!! luckily we didnt spent much money on it~ coz we bought the family pack is like $28 dollars for 6 peoples ~

just now, me and my whole family went to Mineral Pool that our motel we stay ~omg!!! the water are soooo hot !!!! i almost became a BARBEQUE MICHELLE~ hehe ~ but i dont think any one would want to eat me ~:P haha~ when the 1st time i went into the pool...i really cant stand at all! my skin all in red that time ~:P but when the end, i start used in the VERY HOT WATER~:P and my dad was sooo funny ..he knew that i going to txt may sze about the spa pool... and he asked me to txt May Sze to told her that :" THE WATER ARE FUNKIN HOT!" hehe~:P but its truth !!!:P

Before Departure !!!!!

2008-07-10T19:24:00.000+08:00

Tomolo we going Rotorua and Mt. Ruapehoo (Snow Mt)...for three days holiday... hehe ~ its sound fun rite ?? but preparing the thing for the trip is sooo hard...plus no one help me to prepare.. Mummy worked.. Dad dunno how to prepare... sister and brother not even asked me either i need help or not ..

haiz... how ? they not mature enough to prepare the thing for themselves~ so, me one ppl prepare the whole family's clothes, food and every thing ~ :(

i really so suffer today !!! i been there before...but is like 18 years before ... how can i remember every thing wor ~~ so i dunno how to prepare at all !! so for the whole day, i sooo lost ! but luckily i finish at last ~:P

i finish pack up around 1 am.. after that, may sze and me chat by msn... and we talked about the mobile theme... and we found a very good website to download it... and both of us like crazy ~ we keep on download soooo many theme .. coz the theme really sooooooooo prettttyyyyy !!!!!! and at last, both of us end up downloaded the same total theme ~ we downloaded 30 themes ~~~ hehe ~:P and we are sooo crazy eh ?

first day of holiday....

2008-07-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

today was the first day of holiday ..hehe~ may sze and me went to City to shopping...i finding my phone's case, and she said she want to buy a new phone number....

but when we went to city.. we went to many asian shop to have a look for the fur thing for our ball dress...we found 1 is in white colour ..and its cost $60 ~ we still thinking that should we buy or not... hehe ~

and then we went to Jin Sil's shop and had a little shopping at there..may sze and me were bought similar's thing.. we bought a photo sticker's book and a pencil case.. of course.. all of them are not the same...

today may sze bought her new phone (sony erricsson K850i)~ FINALLY... hehe ~ she bought it from the shop that i bought my phone's case ...at first, she dont have that much money to buy...and we walked to Auckland's library for internet , coz she want transeffered her money to another account.. but we dunno how to used the internet at there... coz we have to log in our account ~ but we didnt have library account ~:( and suddenly i thought about i actually can borrow her money~ the only thing she have to do is, transffered the money back to me ~:P

so, we went back to the phone shop and paid it to get it... i think the shop ppl remember may sze and me easily.. coz, last time when i bought my phone's case , i was gave him sooooo many problem for the phone...hehe ~and today when we asked him did he still remember us, and he said YES..how embbrassing was that..T_T

and today , when i asked about the N81 phone's case, and he said they already finish sold it ... but, i found it by accidently.. hehe ~:P my plan actually was going to buy 2 case for spair.. but we found that they actually not really want to sold us the phone case.. may be because they want to keep the case for the person who actually buy the NEW N81 from the shop...may be.. we found the 2nd 1 ~ but we just choose to dont asked them, coz in anyway.. i asked Kevin help me to buy two from China... (i hope he wont forget about it...)

when we finish everything .. and going home~ we saw Hisato with her NEW BOY FRIEND ... they were smoked...while we and hisato had a little chat.. May Sze was said hisato made me sad ..coz she hang out with other guy... and the hisato was hug me and keep on said sorry ...blah blah...but something really made me shocked was, HISATO KISSED ME!!!!

ok, this is the first time a girl actually kiss me by her lips on my face... and its both side of my face !!

Last Day of Term 2 !!

2008-07-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of the term 2 ... also is the last day of my international frens...three frens leaving me today ... Siri, Filipe and Gabriel...when the school start at Term Three.. i wont see them anymore in school and New Zealand....

Other than them, also got other international student today also their last day too ! today let me think about Eunyi and Sachiko...but something different was, i not that close with them like Eunyi and Sachiko...

But i did cried today... i cry for SIRI...

Siri..
a girl who came from Norway...

She is really nice ...
Many ppl in the school lilke her ...
sometime i didnt work , i will walked back home with her...
coz our house are close to each other..
but we never been to each other house before ~:P
i knew her from last year by eunyi...
but last year we seldom talk..until...
until this year, we had same form class and same STAT class..
then only we start walked to each other ...
i will remember she always wore a Red color rain coat as a jacket for her..
and i will remember a girl who always said
:" i am soo cold.. i just had a swim just now..."
and i also will remember she is the only girl who actually like to join
like army those types of camp like me.. she is the only 1 ...

I really hope that we can keep in touch in the future time..by email.. by bebo.. or what ever... as long we can keep in touch...

Filipe...

a boy who came from portugal...

He is a really smart guy,
especially Calculus...
last year was the first time i saw him...
that time was Ms Mc Veigh broungt him to my form class..
and start from that day, he sat beside me for the last half year...
and also the Calculus class...
we were in the same Calculus class last year...
but this year,he was in Ms Fisher Class....
we used to be walked back home togther..
coz our street close each other ~:P
but not after i start worked...

I will not forget him, coz he was my 1st portugal fren that i have ~he said that he will be back to New Zealand to visit me.. i hope i will see him next time in some time ~

Gabriel...
a boy who came from German....

He also is a smart boy ~
he is in year 12 this year, but he study year 13 Calculus with us ~
and his result was almost samw with us..
and some may be better than us..
he sat behind me...
when i cant get my answer correct..
he is the 1st person i will ask for..
if he got the answer, he will teach me how to do ~
if not, we will sat together and do the questions together...
and he said some time , i am the only person who got his joke ~
nice eh ~? that mean , i am special ~:P haha

Even though i knew him just for around 6 months. but i really glad to know him as my fren ~:P

Other than the sad thing about fren leavinge...
today actually quite happy also ~
today is the last day of term 2 ~
i did nothing at all at school ~
from the 1st period till calculus..
basicly i really did nothing ~:P
Calulus is the best today...
we had a Share lunch today for Gabriel and Robert...
the whole class was like a crazy ppl ~
but, at least.. i had fun that time ~:P
Last period was accounting,
Ms Mc Veigh's leg was felt sore,
so she cant came to class and teach us,
so she asked Ms luago to mark the roll for her,
and ask her to told us that , we can go back after she done the roll !
nice eh !! that mean i got free period at last !:P

Calculus and Lunch Time (Share Lunch)~

Interval... Siri and Filipe....

Parent Meeting also can be very fun.. erm, at least mine is fun ^_^

2008-07-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

i wore Boots to school today! the one i bought at city ~:P the 10 cm high heels ~:P and i cant believe that i can wore it for the whole day till 5 pm! see ! i got improve already ! Tsi Tsi was sooo sad to me, she said i was a "hooker" ...THAT IS SOO SAD!!! and she keep on try to touch my boobs ~:(

Today is Parent meeting, i exchange my syift with May Sze... hehe ~ so i can listen what my teacher will talk to my parent. hehe ~

i cant believe that, Parent meeting actually can be that fun. i not sure other ppl, at least mine is fun ~:P especially with Mrs Kumar and Mrs Walls... hehe ~

Mum and i actually laughed at my dad that he look old... and we call him as my grandfather :P and sad thing is, mum actually said me look elder than Mrs Kumar ... :( sad eh ? hehe ~:P but Mrs Kumar said I AM PRETTY :P nice ler ~:P soo happy to hear that actually ~

every teachers also said i am a good girl, very nice.. very frendly... i thought they will tell my mum what is my problem when i study ~ but no one actually said i got any problem..ok ~ i know i should be happy about it.. but i dont think i that good lor ~:(
but Ms Mac Veigh did said that accounting will be very hard for me, coz accounting is a hard language to let me understand ~ even though i always work very hard ~

Ms walls, is the same teacher with Jack. so dad and my mum not really asking about me, more like Jack. of course, they more worry about Jack more than me ~:) that mean i am good ! hehe ~:P Ms walls complain to my mum that i mean to Kevin~ hehe ~:P Ms walls also know, i just MEAN TO KEVIN ... ehe ~:P and we talked about yesterday funny thing about Kevin and Tan ~:P hehe ~:P

this is during lunch time, Peter wore my jacket.. and he look like just finish... erm.. you know what i mean rite ? hehe ~

this is the new jacket and jean that i bought today ~

Funny Stat and working day...

2008-07-01T17:46:00.000+08:00

actually i dont have went to school at all today... why ? coz, except Calculus i did nothing at all !

1st period was Calculus we did learnt something before.
2nd period was Accounting, teacher was away.. so, we did nothing at all.
3rd period was my free period ~ i did some of my stat revision.. and chat with fren...
4th period was ESOL, my another free period...coz i finish every thing i have to do...so, do nothing .
5th period was STAT... erm, teacher didnt taught us any thing ...but ...

During STAT , coz the class just left 15 students in the class, some went to trip already...so Ms Walls decided gave us some puzzles to play.. for the begining question.. i cant get it all ~:P but that part is not the funny part. there is three thing i felt sooo funny ~:P

1st , teacher gave us 1 string... and we had to get a partner. we will put the string together.. and we have to think about how to separate the string without cut the string, take away your hand from the string.. at first , i was thinking want to find Angel as my partner for the game, but the stupid Kevin grabed me straight away.. SORRY ANJEL If YOU READ MY BLOG .. ok, me and kevin like turn over there turn over here, turn our arm untill his arm almost brake, we still cant get how to seprate two of us the strings. till Alvin show us , then only we got it... i know... WE ARE DUMB~~ hehe ~:P

2nd thing was, teacher play with us other game. i forgot what the name already, the game is about like teacher will write something to let one of the member draw it out the picture to show other member of the group, and let the members of group to guess it. Tan (Vietnamese) was sooo funny.. teacher asked him to go out become the person who draw the picture, but he cant understand what is that mean. so, teacher asked other group ppl to explain to him . both of them went outside to understand what is that going on... and tan drew a underwear... of course, the answer is "UNDERWEAR" , and Kevin got the answer... and when i ask him, how did the person explain to him about UNDERWEAR, and he told me :" he just pulled up my underwear and said "the thing you wear everyday ~"" hehe ~ i know it didnt sound funny when i wrote it out... coz my english sucks ~ but when Tan told me, it is really funny !!! hehe ~:P

3rd thing was, Kevin. he is worst. teacher showed him " electric shocks" and he didnt know what that mean was. and he drew a SOCKS... hehehahah~ he cant see the different between SHOCKS and SOCKS~ heehhahah~ and when every one know what is the answer, and the whole class was laugh and yell at him ~ ehehehahhaha ~:P

that is my school fun's time.. hehe

i told the funny thing to Chris (boss), Kent (workmate) and my mum. all of them also cant stop laugh at all as well ~:P and i think Chris actually very bored already.. coz today he keep on talk with me about PSP game ~:P Computer Game.. movie... any topic also got ~:P hehe ~

and he told me that, he used to very scared of his dad...(his father passed away) coz his dad was a very fierce ppl... and i really cant believe he actually scared of his dad.. coz my mum said his dad was a very nice person..hehe ~ and Chris didnt look like he actually scared of someone too ! hehe ~ and when i asked kent about it, but he didnt gave me the answer i want. he just ask me go to ask my mum about it. coz both of them used to be worked with Chris's dad, untill his dad passed away... but not me and May Sze... so we didnt know either chirs's dad was fierce or not ~:P

any way, this is my whole day of FUN~:P

High Heels ~~~~

2008-06-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

Today i wore the red high heels went to school...coz today is thursday! no work !! like what Niken said... today is my "SKIRT DAY" hehe ~ just today i extra another HIGH heels..My NZ's fren is really weird... when i actually wear something like girl..(well, i know i am girl..but for them, i more like a MAN) they will like :" wao..michelle ~ sexy ~ hot..." blah blah.. when i wear something pink, heels, skirt.. the way they said will like something very special ..hehe ~ same with today...

today i wore that not bcoz i want to be girly~ just coz of the dance... the dance we going to do for Talent quest will wear Heels... so, i has to pratice walking with heels too ! if not, how can i dance with heels ~ rite ? heeh ~

WHAT is THE RESULT? MY FOOT HURT! i wore the heels to dance...and the first, was really hard to dance lor~ but after more and more and more ...i felt getting better already... and i felt that i start can dance with that already~ but of course, i still need more practice with heels...

May Sze told me that, the islander actually pratice their dance for the talent quest too ! ok! i dont let them win us ~ i want my GROUP better than them!!

other than the dance.. we were took some photo at the ESOL class while we practice dance ~

Me and Lisa

our dance group.. but Anjelica not here ...

Julie~Me ~ May Sze

MALAYSIAN... 1 fat 1 thin ~ haiz...

my fren said that when i look from back , i looked like i didnt wear anything infront ~ T_T

Lisa said that when i hold my bag like this look like FLIGHT ATTENDEN... but is the FAT 1 ~:P

SOLO photo ~:P

hehe ~ SEE! May Sze actually enjoy it ! hehehaha~

count how many leg do we have by three peole ? hehe ~

three BIG ASS GROUP~ hehe ~:P

Gengster group....

my school headboy.. he such a weird headboy.. he always wear something weird to school ~:(

University Forum day !!!!

2008-06-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

today got the Uni person came to my school to talk about the Uni entry requirement...any i went to UNITEC, AUT( Auckland University Tecnology) and AU (Auckland University)...

the 1st section 1 is UNITEC 1 ~ omg, the person who talk was soooooo boring... and after finish listen about what she said..i relize that , UNITEC wont be my choice if i want to study Accounting~ but may be for Tourism...UNITEC more for practical 1 lor ~ even though i still going to apply for it, but if i got choice, i wont choose UNITEC for accounting...

the 2nd section is AUT, AUT is my 2nd choice of Uni, dont ask me why, just i i heard from many ppl said that AUT is the 2nd best Uni at Nz...so , i choose it. and , AUT also is one of my plan to study AU, if i cant straight away get into AU... if i cant get in AU, i will study AUT for the 1st year, and then 2nd year i will transffered to AU...

the 3rd section is AU, MY FIRST CHOICE!!! but Ms Mac Veigh said that my credits might not enough to get in to AU.. that time i was soooo upsad... like everything that i did from the 1st term till now are wasted...even though how hardworking i am, i still didnt have enought credits eventhough i got All Excellence or Merit...that why that time my plan change already..go to AUT 1st, then only go to AU...

But, today the AU person said that, eventhough i just only has 65 credits, and i still can get into AU by Excellence and Merit !!! hehe! ^_^ so happy about it !!!! SO I STILL GOT CHANCE!!!!!

SUPER COLD DAY!!! +_+

2008-06-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

today was sooooooooooooo cold! the whole day keep on rained... and WIND!!! i been here for the 2nd years already, and i never felt cold like today... TODAY IS REALLY COLD!!

i wore the read jacket to school today, and i still can felt cold ! hehe ~ i read from the inernet, the forecasts for the temperature for today. the highest is 13*c and the lowest is just 7*c.

today when i was in ESOL class, that time was HAILING...i think its spell like that, any ways , that mean like a rain~ but were in ice...little small ice...hehe~ is the first time i saw it.. that feeling really soo cool ~ but, coz of HAIL, i really feel soooo cold today ....

This photo i took from ESOL class there.

ASAM LAKSA !!!!

2008-06-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

today my mum cooked asam laksa, so i invite Peter, Adeline and May Sze come to my house for dinner.

omgosh..... PETER ATE THREE BOWLS OF LAKSA!!!! hehe~ can you believe that ? may sze and me was sooooo shock about it... coz we never saw peter ate that lots.. hehe ~ but Adeline was like " i already BIASA already" hehe~ she didnt said so, but her face shows like that. hehe ~

dunno is it the LAKSA really taste good, or just becoz peter had a loooooong time didnt ate LAKSA already ... hehe ~ he even ate more than my dad !!! hehehaha~

after finish eating , we were like having a small competition about burb ~ hehe ~ ewwwh eh ? but that was quite fun. coz me, peter and may sze were like burb at least once. but not adeline...

and adeline and peter were warmed their leg each other under the table. and may sze saw it... may sze felt scare on that ... but i didnt saw it at all.. haiz.... BUT I CAN IMAGINE TOO!

after finish having fun at there after we finish ate, we went to dining room and my parents were watched some MTV..but all the song was old song...something funny was, every singer that May sze saw.. ALL Of THEM DEAD... like ANITA MUI, CHEN BAI QIANG, DENG LU JUN... hehe ~ luckily the last 1 she saw the still ALIVE's singer before she went back home ~ heheheheh~

they went back around 10 pm... in the car, Peter did something CRAZY AGAIN.. he took my son doll, and said something ..erm... EWWH's thing to the doll.. like :" you got a beautiful fur.. " something like that 1 ~:P so weird eh ? and... HE KISS THE DOLL AS WELL!!!! gosh.. he gave his 1st kiss to the DOLL! hehehahah~and when he leave, he was going to put on the safety belt to the dolls...=_=!!!

May Sze favourite's photo !!! hehe ~

2008-06-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

today me and may sze went to Wairao Park to buy my ball dress's fabric... coz may sze promise that she will help me to do the ball dress for me. so, i dont have to buy already :P the cost to buy a ball dress is around $200. and when i made it by our own, it doesnt cost more than $100. today, the fabric that i paid for it, were not more than $30. good eh ? hehe~

we spent around 2 hours to buy the fabric ~and when we waited my dad to pick us back to house, we went to cinema to wait for my dad.. and at there .. we took some DOGGY photo.. hehe ~

May Sze with KUNG FU PANDA!

me and KUNG FU PANDA!!!

Look what may sze's hand did ? hehe ~

mine is worst eh ? hehahahahahaha ^_^

this is may sze ball dress... and i going to have a similar 1 ~ but differen colour... my colour will be black and white ~ :P

this photo i took it when i fetch my mum finish from work .. her pose will like NATURALLY SLUT!!! hehe ~

Friday !!!

2008-06-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

today got whole school assembly...we went to BGT. today the theme of the whole School assembly was about MUSIC... there got the BARBER SHOP, which Niken and Tsi Tsi were one of the member of the BARBER SHOP. and there is a boy barber shop too~ but i just know KIM (korean fren ) hehe ~ and then last 1 , got a band built up by Year 12.. i think ~ erm~ their song was bad ~ but the MUSIC.. expecially the bass ...ermm..i like it ~:P

Today i got STAT test for the PART B 1...Is Merit and Excellence part... hehe ~ last year i already got Excellence...so what ever grade that i will get this year also doesnt matter already ~:P but i still tried to getting Excellence..coz i want to know either last year i got Excellence was bcoz GOOD LUCK~ or other reason ~ I hope what ever i wrote today for the Excellence part were correct ~ coz i want get Excellence...hehe !!

Kevin's birthday.

2008-06-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

today i have enough sleep ~ hehe ~ coz yesterday was nothing happen at all~ so i just straight away sleep till i wake up this morning. i hope every day will be like that lor~ i hope "that thing" didnt happen any more lor !

today is Kevin's birthday ~me and him went to city ..of course not because of celebrate his birthday. hehe ~ he not that worth to let me celebrate with him ~ haha~ how sad eh ? we went to city is bcoz he want to buy his gf present, and i want to buy my phone cover. so, we decided go there together...

he bought a slipper to his gf ~ not the normal slipper...is the big slipper.. the one when your foot feel cold you can put your both foot inside the slipper.. and that actually quite cute..but is abit expensive ~ is $29.99 :P if i got use it, or i got my own room, i think i will buy it too :P

at the city, i saw the BEAR TO YOU doll~ omg ~ it is soooo cute ! but...the price....erm.... is $450 ~
shit ! that sooooo expensive ! rite ? but it is really cute ... and soft...haiz...i want to buy lar !!! can anyone buy for me arh ? pls.... hehe~

kevin bought him a music box ~ erm , not the real musix box, is just the music box inside thing.. the one made the music out.. he bought the "swan lake" music...the song very nice ler ~ hehe ~and from the same shop, i bought a key chain with a cat cartoon~ i forgot what the cat name already ~ and a bear for the phone 1 ~ and i didnt get my phone cover, coz there is no stock already... and i asked kevin help me to buy when he go back to CHINA hehe ~

from an ASIAN shop, kevin saw a QI ZAI..is a movie about allien dog.. the dog very cute in the movie... is just $5 for each ~ but is just a key chain...i bought three ! why ? coz 1 for myself (of course ), 1 for my son, and other 1 for my sister... not Jack, coz, he dont like this kind of thing ~ so, i save my money not to buy for him ~ hehe ~:P

Keviv's mum was sooo sad...she forgot about her own son birthday ~ and she phone kevin to confirm about it ~ how sad eh ~? hehe ~

i got my leavers hoodie !!!

2008-06-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday i cant sleep properly AGAIN.. why ? not coz of the "thing" disturb me again...but is just i too scare about it already.. so, my parents ask me to turn on the light to sleep. and when i turn on the light sleep..gosh..i cant sleep at all !

around 2 am, he called me... gosh~ why so emergency rite ? i missed his call aroun 2o calls~ scary eh ? hehe ~long time didnt receive that much miss call already. he asked me to wake my mum up..coz he got very important thing talked to her.

coz he helped me asked the god that, what hapen on me actually about the spirit thing ~ and the result that he got was..the god said that , the THING want to take my life away..

the way he said was like sooooo serrriiious.... erm~ the way he said really scare me.....

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today, finally i got my 2008's LEAVERS HOODIE!!! hehe~ this 1 already is my 2nd 1 already ~ coz last year i already got 1 named "FREE WINK"... and this year is "~Pengu^@^" hehe~ ok or not ? Pengu is me.. ^@^..erm...of course.. mean him...hehe ~this year got the Hoodie faster than last year.. this year was got at the 2nd term... last year was about end of term 3 only got it...

something funny was..i want to took the photo of our group with the Hoodie as a memory... hehe ~but that time our group, there is no NIKEN and JULIE... but we just helped NIKEN get her hoodie.. but she not at there ... and that time Mrs. Kumar was on duty at the Cafe.. so i asked her to replace Niken :P mean, i asked her to wore NIKEN's Hoodie, and take photo...and i really cant believe that , Mrs Kumar was actually play with us too ! hehe ~ when she wore it, she really didnot look like teacher too !

scary night forever...

2008-06-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

Why ? why yesterday was my SCARY NIGHT FOREVER?

even i also cant believe that actually happened on me...

Yesterday nite, i slept around 11 pm... and i woke up this morning around 4 am... and i woke up and continue to copy my data from my laptop to the dvd ..

while i waiting for the data copying into the dvd, i was lying on my bed , and relaxed...something really weird happened on me... i felt some thing like sucking my whole body moving...and my eyes look everything blury.... i felt my body moving, but actually was not. this thing happened for 4,5 times... and the 4th time, i think ~ i not sure which time, i saw a body with shoulder's shadow show through the wall... omg ! that JUST SCARY!!! and the last time, i head some sound~ ( but i didnt on any musix that time!) i hear some one praying sound ~ similar like the Buddist 1 ~:(

omg ~ can you believe that actually really happened on me ? i never tried this before...and i 100% sure that i not dreaming~ coz i 100% sure that i awake that time ! and that really happened....

now, i feel sooo scare to sleep... i feel scare to be alone ~

I NEED HIM NOW... but... WHERE IS HE? Malaysia...................................

Kent... made me think about Kean....

2008-06-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

today i went to That's Thai take away shop bought the Hokkien MEe to eat.. this time is my 1st time bought something from there ~ the Hokkien mee even though didnt taste like msia 1 ~ but it sooo muccchhh beetttterrrr than the stupid north cothe 1 ~:P

when i enjoying my HOKKIAN MEE~ i asked kent who cook his lunch for him~ and he said was his GF~ hehe ~ and i told him that next HAYAT~ i dont want be a girl any more ~ coz be a girl soooo SUSAH~ have to prepare everything for boy ~ haiz~ boy work is enough ~ but girl will never finish work ~:( work, house work... haiz ~

today quite alot customer, Chris also helped for few times already ~but till around 5 pm, there were not much customer already ~ when i finish packing the Bussel sprout, and i pushed to the back ...i gave the bussel sprout to Kent, and he asked me a question that i have to use for few minutes only can uderstand what he actually talking about...hehe ~ coz he asked me :" where is the "puppy"" i'm like what PUPPY~ actually he meant BABI~ and he asked me WHERE IS THE BABI~ that mean where was Chris ~:P hehe ~ we are so sad rite ~? hehe ~

after some times, i saw him answer a call ~Chris and me so curious about what called was that, coz kent look sooo worry and look something serious actually happend ~ Chris asked me what happend ~ and i dunno either ! after finish the call, Kent straight away ran to behind ~ and chris followed him as well ~

the Chris told me that , Kent's gf had an accident at the Auckland bridge ~

WHAO~~ that why Kent look sooo worry that time ~

erm~ after kent went out to find his gf... the shop just left me and chris~ and there were sooo many fruits and vagetable waiting for us to keep ~:( the job suppose be three ppl keep ~ that time just left me and chris two of us... and two of us start keep the fruit ealier than normal time 3o minutes ~:P and we finish aroun 7.20 pm ~ even though my mum came to help for some ~

today , after i saw kent~ i think about Kean....

okay ~ i do really miss him~ but so ? he still not at here.

i know he is really such a nice BF~

but, i wish that Kean will always beside me whenever i happend something ~
like i got attacked.. that time i really need him~ but he not at here ~

like when my birthday , i very unhappy ~ eventhough he is the 1st person that i found ~ but still.. he not at here too !

i really know that he is a really nice bf ~ he never angry at me ~ other than some stupud reason ~

he never force me to do the thing that i dont want to do ~

but still....
i hope he will like the KENT~ always beside to his gf ~~~

everything been changed...

2008-06-14T06:19:00.000+08:00

i has nothing to do ...so i go to my fren frenster profile ... and look at their recently photo... i just relize that... everything been changed already...

hmm.. every one got their different life already.. not like last time.. study together at convent, ACS, now.. some went to UTAR, KBU, Nursing... etc...every one got their great life..

that is my life too ~! having fun at here ~ New Zealand... having many fren.. enjoying study Year 13... having fun during work...

that is the natural thing that will happen to every one ~ kindergarden... primary.... secondary school... then ... separately do own thing... some study, some working, then mary...got baby :P.... their child marry... grandchild... die. that is the cycle of life ~ rite ?

some time i think,

is it every will forget each other when we finish secondary school?
is it when we start the different life, is hard to contact back each other ?
is it when we start less meet together, our frenship will not that close any more ?

why ? why when we meet every day, we were sooo close..and now, every one busy their own thing.. and seldom contact~ even YUM CHA also no chance ~

Chui Ping..
she working in Singapore Airline... have a bf now....but me and her still close.. and still keep in touch by Email...

Elaine Cheah...

she is the one who most changed 1 ~ last time she didnt wear singlet, and now.. long hair... singlet... become sooo pretty now ...

she still under Nursing course... next year only finish ~ now under pratical... have a partner now... but we not that close like last time already... seldom chat with msn ...

Soo Chin...
working in a housemate agency... she was the one who said want to come Nz so study.. but coz cant find any one replace her work, she lastly didnt come... we still quite close... always chat with msn...

xindy...

she like Elaine... seldom chat already... even though both of us online is the same time, but me or her seldom find and chat 1 ~ haiz...and she got changed few bf already ~:P and i ? still the same 1 ~

Ewe Li sze...

still the same ~ like a crazy girl~ when ever we chat or talked in the phone, still chat like the way we chat last time...

those of them were my very close fren...
and they really change alot ~ out side .. inside... hehe ~

some of my fren put on make up too ~
when study time, they seldom dressing 1 ...
now, wear sexy sexy 1 ~ make up thick thick 1 ~
really sooo different compare with last time ~

after i saw their photos, i relize that ~ actually not just them change... even i also change ~
every one elder already ~ and now we already 20 years old ~ is a great year to having fun ~

when we start 2o years old ~ it will be very fast turn to 3o years old ~:P i muz enjoy my 10 year "YOUNG" year ~:P

and my fren ! i wish you all having a GREAT LIFE TOO !!!!

Dance....Party....

2008-06-13T17:35:00.000+08:00

this morning when i woke up, i felt my leg soooo sore... i guess was becoz of Julie, yesterday i thought Julie for the dance.. and coz she quite slow, i has to showed her by SLOW~ MO~TION~... hehe ~ but i didnt mind ~ as long she concentrate to learnt. but , after i thought her i felt my leg and my arm soooo sore... i think may be because of slow motion gua ~...

Today is BLACK FRIDAY, the student counselor asked us to wear something black colour ~normaly my school look soooooo blue ~ but not today... today was soooo black ~ hehe ~

and today the whole day, my foot felt hurt ...i just igonore it, and continue teach them the dance during lunch time. after that, my leg actually feel really hurt ... gosh ! i am old now ~ now, my leg actually feel sore...haiz...i wish he is here that can help massage ~ that will be sooo nice eh ?

today may sze and suppose have go to Pam's birthday party.. both of us dont feel want to go at all ~ after school , may sze and me decided go to the party, but just for around 1 hour. When i worked, i ask dad that either he can bring us there or not, but he said he have to work till late. and he also dunno either he can bring us back or not, seems like we not back to house safety if we go to the party. so FINALLY, we decided dont go to the party ~ haiz.. we have to said sorry to Pam next monday ~:P

Stupid question ...

2008-06-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

today May sze ,lisa, daniel , angel went to the bio trip... just left me , jin sil, niken , tsi tsi , peter and adeline ~ so. was not that fun like usually...but also not bad lar ....

today ESOL class... Kevin asked me a question about mathe. at first , i thought was about Calculus...but actually was not . and the way to do the question is .......erm..... STUPID.

the question is :

1/n x sin (x) = 6
and you have to proof it.

how ? i really dunno ~ there was two unknows at there. we really cant proof that AT ALL!

and Kevin showed me how to do it ...

1/n x sin (x) = 6

and we get rid of the "n" with the si"n"...

so there left 1 x si (x)

so is "six" and that is equal to 6 ~

................................................................ i know... even i cant said any words out that time.the only thing i did was... kicked Kevin ~

we asked this question to Ms Walls... and she also cant do that either.. and when she know the way to did. she said that the question is STUPID...

and i went to ask Ms Kumar about this question too ... and her respone was worst than Ms Walls. she also said that the quesion is STUPID... i told her that TAN going to asked her about this question ... and she asked me to pretend that i didnt tell her about this question ... coz she want to show to TAN that she can slove this equation ~hehe ~ and when TAN went to asked her... and she really pretend that she never look a this question before...

and i really hard to believe that , Mrs Kumar actually good in acting... ~:P

i got cheat....

2008-06-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

i told chirs about my laptop been broken at saturday ~ i told him that the computer shop said that coz i got a fake windows. that why my laptop got broken. and i paid $ 60 for repair it. chirs said that is too expensive already. and he said that the shop cheat me ~ WTH~ i cant believe that the shop ppl actually cheat me. and i already paid for the $60 ~

haiz.. at first i was thinking that dont want to disturb chirs ~ but, the thing i got back was...i got cheat ....

okay... i will never go to the shop anymore... i dont want let him earn my money any more...

My First time in my WHOLE LIFE!!!!!

2008-06-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

Finally i finish read my 1st English Novel...this is my 1st time finish my english novel ! hehe ~ i been used around 1 months plus to finish it .... if it is chinese novel..i think i can finish it by few days... but english ... i have to search the word that i didnt understant one by one ..

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"Former teen pop sensation Heather Wells has hit rock bottom:

tired of singing other people's lyrics, she hasn't exactly been bombarded with recording contracts for her own songs. Worse, Dad's in jail, Mum's bolted for Buenos Aires, and Heather can't seems to stop drowing her sorrows in Kit Kat bars. To top it all, Heather's ex Jordan Cartwright has replaced her - on the charts as well as in his bed - with America's newest number one top sensation, Tania trace.

When Heather finds a job in New York College dorm - right aound the corner from her temporary digs in her gorgeous friend Cooper's attic apartment - things seems to start looking up... at least until girls in the dorm begn to perish at an alarming rate. Elevator surfing is the offical explanation from university administration, but Heather has other suspicions, and - enlisting a reluctant Cooper's aid - she attempts to get to the bottom of the tash of teen deaths in the building where she works, never knowing that it isn't her supper she'll be singing for this time, but quite possibly her life"

this is what the story about... eventhought the title was look like about sliming thing ~ but actually was about detective ~:P

This story actually is a series with three books.

1. Size 12 is not fat

2. Size 14 is not fat either

2. Size doesn't matter

today, i already finish the 1st 1 ~ if not coz of ESOL, i dont think i will finish read whole book of novel. if May Sze didnt introduce me this books, i will never thinks that English novel actually that nice too !

Me and May sze want to collect three of the novels ~:P and today i went to browns bay , and i tried to search of it . i found the "Size doesnt matter" from the paper pluss and it cost $26.. that is expensive ! but i still bought it !:(

and i going to order from paper plus for the "size 12 is not fat " and the "size 14 is not fat either ". and it cost $26 for each too! i going to order when i going out with Kevin to city ~:P

Today, other that the " size doesnt matter". i also bought 4 fiction book. (coz 4 for $20 ) hehe ~

and the name of the books are

1. Dark Side Of the Moon
2. White Ghost
3. The House That Jack Built
4. The Double Eagle

those 4 fiction books are about ghost and detective ~coz i more prefer to read like those novel ~:P

Tomolo i going to borrow the "size 14 is not fat either " from my school's library... coz i want to continue read the series ~:P

That day i went to Kelly Talrton ~ (25.5.08)

2008-06-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

They already back ~

2008-06-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Jun Hui and Aunty went back Msia already lor ~ dont know why, i dont have any feeling of this. May be i knew that in the future, i still got chance to meet with them. that why i dont have any feeling of that ... but Kz he did . he really feel sad about Jun Hui's leaving. but he said that he cried was because he was stomach pains. but no one actually believe him. hehe ~ eventhough when we had our photo that time, he dont want to take a photo with Jun Hui, but normally he was really like to took photo with Jun Hui.

Honestly ~ when i saw Kz cried. my eyes got abit wet. not because of their leaving, but was bcoz i saw the way Kz cried was actually really sad...

if for last time when we quarrel, i think i will feel very happy about their leaving. but now, after we been nice to each other, and we always joke each other. now , they leaving i just feel weird ~ i think was because i always fight with Jun Hui. but after now, i feel the house was sooooo queite.... may be now i TAK BIASA without them gua ~

i think now they already in the Airoplane already ~ i wonder do they going to meet Chui Ping at the singapore airline or not ler ~? hehe ~

My "wonderful Day"!

2008-06-06T18:36:00.000+08:00

today i was hapend something that i really very unhappy ~

1st thing was, i asked MS Macveigh about the credits for entry University..she said that becoz of my year 13 subject were not enought for getting 80crdits. that mean that i cant get into the university already ~ my goal was entry Auckland University...but now, i no even got the chance for try to get it at all ! can you imagine what am my feeling now ? i really feel pissed off ! i been sooooo harworking for the doing homework and did revision ~ and the result is ?! i not even got chance to try to get it in ! when ms told me about that , i really feel want to cry. but i didnt. coz when i cry infront of every one, i sure that every one will come and comfort me ~ which that i really dnt like that feeling ~ coz that will made me even bad mood too !

Ms said that, the total credit i will get this year will be 86 ~ but , that including the ESOL ~ which mean the total credit of year 13 that i will get not even 80 credits ! how can i try to get in !

now, my plan was i going to apply AUT ...after if i ge in AUT, i will study at there for 1 year. after 1 year, i will transffered to AU~ that is what my plan now ! and i wont giving up !

2nd thing was, when i went to worked and told my mum about this. she not even comfort me, and other way round, she was like blamed me didn think properly to choose the subject ~ she like blame me more than comfort me ~ that time i really want to cry too ! and try to control myself not to cry infront of my mum . coz i sure that my mum wont comfort me eventhough if i cry. she will just said , :" CRY FOR WHAT"

haiz~ wat kind of mum did i got ~:(

sometime i really feel sooo stress that my parent really expected me too much ~ they want me in prefect, which is wont happen on me. for them, how fantastic i did something also, they still will got something to complain too ! haiz ~

third thing was... when i finish work, since i reach home, i open my laptop. and i found that my laptop got problem AGAIN~~ but this time is worst ~ this time i not even can go for the menu at all! i also dunno wat wrong with my laptop ~:(

but i have to go for Jun Hui and aunty Kim Fong's farewell party dinner. after i finish that, i keep on on firgure it out what wrong with my laptop ~:( i didnt worry anything about movie, song...but just worry about my photos ! i soooo scare that my photos will all gone! luckily when i went to the windows by he safety mode. i can go into the windows ! and i got to burn it all my photo out as a back up ~ till now, i still doing this too ! luckily i did all the thing now ~ so when i bring my laptop to the shop tomolo, i wont be worry too much about the photo will lost or not ~ coz i got everything back ~ just except my laptop didnt turn it back to normal ~:(

Okay.... those are my WONDERFUL DAY~~

other that this WONDERFUL DAY ~ i actually really having some fun during school day ~

like i keep on annoying Peter to loose his game, coz he and adeline were playing the bluetooth game, and i helping adeline to win the game ~ hehe ~ how eveil am i rite ? haha ~

tomolo nite, Jun Hui and Kin Fong aunty will leaving NZ alrady. just now we had our farewell dinner for them, and i actually aving fun at there with my other cousin by bullied DONALD~ hehe ~

we starting pratice our dance now...

2008-06-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

Lisa is the one who want to do the talent quest. and she asked me teach them Jolin's dance. Jolin's dance , the only 1 i know was the (zheng yi zhi yan, bi yi zhi yan ) mean "open 1 eye , close 1 eye" i know sound weird in english ~:P so , i decicded to teach them that dance...lol

During our free period , after i finish my Calculus's homework. i was chatting with Angel, while our conversation, i asked is she still want to do the talent quest. and she said she want to, coz she want to lost weight ~(os: WTH) i told May Sze that she want to do, and i show Angel about the dance. at first i was showing the Jolin's dance. ( i not really remember all the step either ~:P) after that i was showed her about the Cyndi's dance (cute 1) when i start to dance the 1st step, Every one were like yelled at me ~ sad .............................

Niken was sooooooo excited to dance, and pulled me all the way out to the cafe to pratice. and that time we start out dance. i teach Angel and May Sze. niken became my asistant ~:P

but today we didnt pratice much, just the begining part of the dance. we will pratice again tomorrow, coz thet seldom pratice dance, that why i feel that i have to understanding them. i hope that i wont yell at them when i teach them ~:P coz three of them were keep on complaining that i very serious while doing something. haiz..............

now, my plan was. they learnt the step of the dance, and want to improve the step of the dance. and i going to plan to wear high hill to dance. :P i hope i can done that well. coz i dont want let ilma to said any bad thing about my dance ANY MORE! i want to prove that i can dance well ~

that is my goal ~ and i hope that i can do it !

what am i going to do my external exam the end of the year ?

2008-06-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

haiz~ i dunno what am i going to for the external exam for Calculus and accounting~ Calculus , i really very worry about my application question~ Application is a the Excellence question. some question i also dunno what the it talking about~ how can i answer ? if i doesnt answer, how can i get Excellence? walao!!!!

Accounting worst, 3.1 is almost all in theory~ haiz~ not even can answer one of the question. pratice assesment during the exam week, i got every thing not achieve. like the 3.2 one, part A i got Merit, but Part B i got Not achieve~ and overall , i got NA ~:( so sad ler ~ and the 3.1 worst, none of the answer was correct ~

walao!!!!!!!

Finally can go internet already !!

2008-06-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

hello~~~~~ long time no see hor ? of course lar ! i had a very long time didnt online already lor ~ i think almost 1 week already gua~

between that few days, got so many things happened ~ but now i am lazy to write it out. next time lar~ i will rewrite what did i happened on that few days ~ ok ? (but i dont think got any one will mind ~:( )

alrite~ let me write about what happened today ~

this afternoon, i went for worked. mum told me that got some one steal our things at Fruit World. weird ler ? Fruit World is the place i work, is a shop selling fruit,vagetable...etc. and still got ppl went for steal something~ and the stupid thief steal 1 box of spring onions, 1 box of spinach and 1 big jumbo carrots ~ hehehehe ~how dumb hor ?

i always read this kind of news at news paper or internet~ but i really cant believe that this kind of thing will happende around me ~ hehe ~

just now, the big virus came to my room and said :" tomolo when you went to school, can you dont pull my internet wayar out ?" he said that his fren going to send him thing, but he cant received coz we pulled his wayar out ...Fxxx! if not coz he always download thing, i dont have to pulled his wayar out! always because of him! i almost failed my assesment ! and i not even can check my email too !

he thought that i am dumb !!! shit ! i really so hate him ! can i kill him? dont let me feel extra angry ! if not, i really dont know what will happenend on him ! i dunno how i will treat him ~!

Penguin’s Day !!!! I saw soooo many HUSBAND!!!!!!

2008-05-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday , me and every one went to Kelly Tarlton’s. Kelly Tarlton is the place which got many penguin 1 ~ actually we said in Chinese is Under Water Wold..I think. I been there since i was 3 or 4 years old, and now i back there again after 16,17 years. And i already forgot every thing about that except the aquarium ...hehe ~

Actually there was nothing much we can see, except my DEAR HUSBAND. Sooo many my husband at there ! do you know who was my husband i mean ? heheh~ PENGUIN!! I like penguin so much , till i said penguin is my husband instead of Kean, coz last year no one celebrated Valentine with me except my PENGUIN lor~ since that time till now, every one in my school said that penguin (my pencil case in penguin dolls) is my husband ! hehe ~

At there, i saw sooo many husband. They are really very cute ler ~ after i saw them, i really didn’t feel want to go home already. I want to stay with my husband ler ! hehe ~ but i cant touch the penguin at all. Haiz...the only thing we did were, we sat on the SnowCat Ride to visit the penguins... even though have the windows blocking it~ but, we still can look at the penguin very clearly! THERE ARE REALLY CUTE LER!!!!!

Me and Jun Hui cant stop took many many photo, Ah Ling’s camera and Jun Hui’s camera . both cameras already took 3++ photos already lor ! GENG ler ~ but some of them were the fish , Penguin etc. Hehe~ both of us keep on took photo~ sooo FUN lor ~ hehe ~

After took photo and finish look at the fish, we went to the souvenir shop. OMG!!! I saw threes KING OF THE PENGUIN!!!! You know why i called them KING OF PENGUIN? Coz the penguin dolls really very big..erm, but still smaller than my HELLO KITTY that i had lor ~:P i really feel want to buy the KING OF THE PENGUIN 1 ~ but really very expensive ler ~ $79.50 for 1 ler ~ and i saw many smaller penguins~ but some was $30, some $19.90.... and i saw many key chain with the penguin 1 ~ i really cant stand for it ler ! i asked my mum to bought me both, the $30 1 and two key chains, 1 with my name, 1 with the penguin 1 ~:P

Eventhought today i got Accounting assessment, but i didn’t study yesterday. And yet, i still went to Kelly Tarlton’s for fun ~:P how good am i yeah ? hehe ~

Fuck! i really got very angry on HIM!!!

2008-05-18T09:20:00.000+08:00

dunno why he can soooo rude ! he really soo selfish! he always download the movies from internet, and then effect till i cant go internet at all! when i told him that i cant go internet , and he said he didnt download anything ! SHIT ! if he didnt download anything , then why he have to on his computer for 24 hours~ till my dad also cant go internet at all ~ he really like A SHIT PERSON! now i really so angry on him !

just now i went to Mac Donald with my family for our breakfast, and i tried to didnt loc my room door, i want to see either he will pulled all the wayar or not. but, he really pulled all of us ! he pulled mine, my dad, donald's internet wayar, and except his ! he want to use all the internet Speed ! SHIT! how come he sooo that rude 1 ? dont his parent teach him that dont be a SELFSIH person meh ! @_@

early the morning i already very angry about my laptop, coz dunno why my laptop lost everything by its own~ and till now , i couldnt find anything back~ i lost my photos, my songs, my movies too ! i already feel so annoying about that already, and pluss somemore that he pulled all the wayar, he really such a BITCH!!! and he still pretend he didnt do anything ~ good 1! he thought that i was dumb~ actually i am not ! i just lisent to my parent that dont want get any trouble to argue coz we still stay in the same house. but how can i control myself !??? this person really so rude! coz no one dare to scold him! i want to ~ but just coz of my parent! haiz ! i really feel want him go to die !

if he die, its really can made my life more better !!!

1st time i feel myself shopping like a GIRL ~

2008-05-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

Today i went to city with May Sze, she brought me went to many shop that have very nice shirt. but the shirt EXPENSIVE LIKE HELL~ but i really wish to buy, but i already bought a Boots. the boots cost $39.99. gosh, is the first time i bought that expensive shoes. hehe ! but i didnt told my mum about that, coz i sure that she will kill me coz i bought a very expensive shoes.

I asked May Sze to bring it to her house, wait till the correct time only i will bring back to my house. that boots was a high hill, aroung 7.5 - 10 cm. even the red high hills that i wore when International Day was not that high as today 1 ~ but that boots really made me look sooooo good ~:P even May Sze Said that too !
after i bought the boots, i wore the boots for the whole day for fun ~ and we went to many butiks to look at the ball dress, i tried one ball dress, but its doesnt fit me ~:( coz ~ i too fat...but i fit another shirt ~ that shirt cost very expensive, but i already forgot the price ....actually i really like the shirt, but that really very expensive, and i already bought a boots, so i should not buy other thing already ~ but i tried that 1 , and i took the photo as my memory ~:P eventhough i cant buy it, at least i wore that before ~:P

after that, me and May Sze were went to took the Sticker photo, but before that, we went to Jin Sil (my korean fren) shop to asked to took the sticker photo too ! three of us had sooooo much fun by took sticker photo, you know why ? we didnt used the photo machine normaly we used. we tried the new one, erm..not actually new, its just we never use that before...and we not really knew how to used it, Jin Sil and May Sze dont have enough times to draw the background or wrote something on the photo ~:) how sad ~ the first machine's pen didnt works, so May Sze cant really draw something by the pen...and the 2nd machine was not good quality ~:( hehe ~
and May Sze almost get mad on the machines ~ hehe ~

after took sticker photo, May Sze remind me that i has to buy something for Kean. Erm, really, i really need to bought him something~ he bought me thing more than i ~ hehe ~ Me and May Sze been many shop to find his gift, but it was really hard to gave him something that me and him got the same thing ~:P lastly, we decided to bought a couple of key chain ~ the key chain was BEAR TO YOU~~ i likes this bear soo much~ i not sure he will like the key chain or not ~ but He DONT HAVE A CHOICE ~ COZ I BOUGHT FOR HIM~:P:P see ! i am a VERY NICE GF rite ?
hehehe~

When we went to Fruit World, coz May Sze have to work ~:P May Sze went to Liquor King to tried the free alcohol..but she was under age !!! but no one know ~ coz she look old ! haha~

and something funny thing happened on May Sze, she was sat on the trolley and ate her Sausage Sizzle free from the butchers. and when she tried to standed up and got down from the trolley. the trolley moved, and she almost falled down ~:P but she didnt ~(that was the sad thing that she didnt fall off ~) haha !!!

when i reach home, every one were not in the house~ except Jun Hui and Donald. we having fun during our dinner. Jack tried to drink alcohol ~ hehe ~ i cant believe that he can drink the half botol for his first time~ and he got nothing reaction at all ! ok~ he was so much better than me ~ :(

( can you guess which legs was mine ? ) hehe ~

those photo were took at Number 1 shoes shop there...
we tried many shoes for fun ~ and we had fun by took photo with the shoes too !
okay~ that me ~and May Sze too ! hehe ~
like took photo ~ hehe ~:P

May Sze likes this shoes sooo much, but not me~ and this shoes, cost $1++
so Expensive rite ????
this shoes, infront of its, got a little cute KEY and a KEY LOCK....

Am i looked GIRLY with this shirt ?? i likes this shirt soo much ~
but its was sooo Expensive too ! is the same shop with the shoes on the top ~
i feel myself soo cheap~ coz i couldnt affort to bought the shirt ~
so i was took a photo with the shirt as memory ~:P
but do you feel i look good with this shirt ??? hehe ~:P

These photo were took by the 1st machine~
i never tried that machine before~ but this machine actually really good...
but we just dont have enough time to decorate the photo ~
but these photos, every one look really good ~:P

This photo was took by the 2nd machine~ this machine was sooooo SUCKS!!!!!

This photo's theme is about under sea ~
and all of use pretended we were swimming ~

Look at this photo !
Jin Sil was soooo sad to May Sze ...
Jin Sil put a faith COLOUR HAIR on May Sze head ~ hehe ! and all of the photos,
the only colour we can saw was May Sze's faith hair ~ hehe ~!!!

we took this photo by free !! by using my DEAR N81 ~:P

this car i saw it in City~
this car actually is a advertisment for red bull ~
WEIRD rite ?

this is the one i said May Sze sat on the trolley and has her Sausage Sizzle.
and she almost fell over from the trolley when the trolley moved ! hehe !!!

today....i feel Dissapointed ~

2008-05-15T15:50:00.000+08:00

Today i was abit angry with Angelica. she absent to school for two days, no reason~ her reason was because she didnt finish her assignment. and she want to weg for did her assignment. and i told her :" you really shouldnt weg, is not good for you." and she said i not suppose to said that ~because she said she got alot of assignment to do ~ and i already forgot what subject was that. and i asked her, why Tsi Tsi still can go to school for two days but she cant, instead of both of them got a same subject and same assignment to. And Angelica just said, :" you cant compare me with them, i got alot assignment to do " this thing i really feel its was wrong ! every one will have alot of homework to do ~ but why every one still come to school. pluss , tomolo having Statistic internal assignment. and she still weg. and she ask me during the class time. and when i tried to teach her, she keep on said that she knew that already, and she said i dont have to teach her the easy part. which is really let me annoying. i tried to teach her what she missed for the two days. and she just be like that...i knew that she also can felt how angry i was that time. coz she asked Kim for help ...hehe ~ but now i didnt feel anything already. coz its PASSED already !

2nd thing was, during Calculus time. i already forgot how we talked about that topic. Mrs kumar was judged every one in the class what result we will get the end of the year. And she judged me i will get all Merit or some Excellent. this answer actually really pulled my confidence down very much. Even i knew that i wont get all Excellent because of my language problem. After she told me what she judged me, i really feel dissapointed. Plus, she judged Daniel will get all Excellents, and Daniel's response really made me feel worst. the way he laughed really let me feel soooooooo unhappy...but i didnt showed any expression to every one other than May sze. dunno why, now i really feel abit giving up after the answer i got from Mrs Kumar. but, i really want to get at least ALL MERIT!

that message~ I STILL REMEMBER~

2008-05-15T03:22:00.000+08:00

this morning~ i was talked the phone with Kean...
i already forgot how we talked that topic ~
we mentioned about the txt that he sent to me few years ago ~
that txt was about he saw a pretty girl in the hospital ~
and he sent a msg to his fren ~
and the msg was about :"wei~ i saw a pretty girl ler ~i want to ask her go out ler ~"
can you imagine what was my feeling that time ~?
HURT~
other than that word i really cant use other word to describe my feeling ~

dunno why, till now~
as long i remember the msg ~ i still feel hurt ~
eventhough now~ i knew that txt was he purpose to sent to me to tried let be get jealous ~
but~ i still cant really believe lor ~
and, as long i think about it ~
i still feel HURT~

Damn Cold !! i dont have enough time to use !!!! HELP !!! ASOS!!!!

2008-05-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

what wrong with these few days ?
how come can be that COLD!!!!
this morning , when i woke up. i feld myself was like got many ice around me ~
soooo cold~ even i wore a big jacket with the scarf~
i still can feel the wind sooo cold ~: (
WINTER IS COMING SOON ~~~hehe ~

I really feel want him is just beside me~
coz now, i really need him sooo much as a HEATHER~ hehe ~
just kidding lor ~:P

Dunno what wrong with me today,
keep on annoying my frens~
keep on KACAU them ~:P bullied them ~:)
dont ask me any reason~ coz myself also dunno the reason~
i just been sooo crazy at the whole time during school's time ~:)

i was thinking~ why my time like not enough to use 1 ?
i spent all my time did my homeworks~
but not REVISION~
now, i seldom go out with fren already~
but, still~ how come i feel my time soooooo short 1 ???
i really dont have any extra time to do my revision ler ~
i really starting to worry my NCEA (similar STPM) ler....
i really worry that i cant reach my goal ler ~
my goal is i want study AUCKLAND UNIVERSITY~
but now, i really very worry i cant get it ler ~~

Lisa was asked me to teach them Dance~
but ? now? we didnt do anything at all!!!!
so , how can we join the TALENT QUEST??
after two weeks school start~
i already did 3 assesments ler ~~~

GOD BLESS ME LER~~~~~!!!!!

have a long time didnt chat with him already ~:P

2008-05-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

coz some reason, like MONEY problem, my dad...
me and him already had a long time didnt talk with him by phone.
eventhough we did, but not more than 10 minutes ~:(

this few days, i sleep very early~ around 8,9 pm ~
and i will wake up around 3,4 am ~
than only i got a chance talk the phone with him~

i had to wake up that early to use internet ~
school internet didnt work on Hotmail anymore ~:(
and my DEAR forum too ~
and every nite , i cant go internet at all ~
coz of one SELFISH guy who always download movie ~
and effect till i cant go online at all~
at i have to do my homework my internet too !!! arrgg~~~
how come i can live with this kind of SELFISH person !

but i have to thanks him too !
coz of him, then only i had to wake up so early,
and then i got a chance to talk with him !
today , i talk the phone with KEAN around 1 hour ++~
that feel sooo great !!!:P

But i still didnt feel very happy too ~
coz , i more prefer he used internet keep in touch with me ~
the phone's fee that he use to called me~
that cost $1000 ++ for 1 month~
that amount are huge ~
but coz of his online game~
he said that he cant go online for MSN ~:(
but he said that he will not continue play anymore,'
after he sell his ID~
but ~ when can he sell his ID~ who know ?

he is coming here soon~ he should save more money ler ~~
if not, after come here, how arh ?

Mother's Day...

2008-05-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today is Mother's day,
early the morning,
Doanald wake me and my bro sister up.
because he cooked breakfast for us~ erm~ 1st time meh! hehe ~:P

after we had our breakfast,
we went to Otahuhu to get our car~
we went to Otahuhu with all my relative~
except the person who i didnt much like ~:P
luckily he didnt went~
if not, wherever we went, will be not very fun at all !:)
coz~ he is ANNOYING~:(

we had DIM SUM at Otahuhu,
may be today was Mother's day,
soooooooo many ppls in the restraunt~
after Dim Sum, we went to Shopping around the shop~
Otahuhu is the place with many many many Islander and Maori~
but the shop mostly is other nationality person open~
and the things are cheap ! hehe ~

after the shopping~
we went to Pick the apples~
i did picked apples before~
when i was 2-4 years old when i been here ~:P
but i totally forgot everything about that ~
and this time, we went to the apples farmer for pick apples..
we having fun inside ~ especially with the stupid Jun Hui !

after the that~
we went home by ourself~
coz different family had their own activity ~:P
me and my family went to Glenfield for my bro (Jack)'s game~
and then i went to AMAZON~
to had a looked with the scarf~
i saw a quite beautiful scarf ~
i thought my mum wont bought for me ~
but~ she did ! and the cost $35 ~:)
cant believe my mum would bought it for me without any thinking ~:)
so Happy that FINNALY i got a scarf ! hehe !

that are the person who went to Otahuhu for DIM SUM~ and i am the person who took photo !

Still got some more photos ~
i will upload later ~ now i am sooo tired now ~:)

Cute Peter ....

2008-05-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

Peter is my fren who from Malaysia too~
he came to New Zealand with his sister .....
both of them are soooo cuter ler ~
they didnt look like Sister and brother, but they more look like Couple.
but we know they are not ~:P

today,during lunch~
i wrote some chinese characther at Peter's Math paper...
no reason why ~ just tooo boring that time ~
his sister wrote “一”，“二”，“三”。。
and then i asked him what that mean in english~
and that STUPID PETER said :" that is the dash "
WALAOEH~~~ i really cant stop laughing on that time ~
how come this basic one he also dunno 1 ~
and the CUTE ADELINE just said :" that is one arh ~"
hehe~ SAd Peter~! Your sister is better than you so much !!!
you really such a BANANA~!!! lol~kidding ~

he really is a funny guy~
eventhough he was younger than me .
but dunno why, me and him still can play together ~:P
isn't that mean i VERY YOUNG~ ? heheahah ~

few days ago, me, Adeline and him went to library~
me and Adeline found Peter's Brother ~
they look soooooo alike !!!

look at the photo you will know !!!

are they look alike ???hehe ~

Victim Support Meeting ~

2008-05-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

today i went to the Victim Support's meeting ~
i meet with the person who attacked me , name Jaden.

on the morning, i brought the letter to showed Ms MacVeigh to tell her that i going to the meeting at 2pm.
and Ms MacVeigh photo copy that letter to prove that i going to absent my Calculus class.
after ESOL, i was walked with Kevin. and we talking about Kean's thing ~
and Ms MacVeigh called me and told me that Mr Cambers want to see me , coz he want to talk with me about the meeting.

i was had a talk with Mr Cambers during my travel and tourism class.
i was talked with him for one hour about the thing i got robbed, and what i want to said during the meeting.
actually, this is really a nice talk for me. Mr Cambers really help me calm down sooo much ~

after the talked with Mr Cambers, i got to know about the guy who attacked me actually was study in Birkenhead College (my school)
but he got kick out from school since last year May~
that time i really got shocked. coz i really sooooo scare about he study with me in the same school.
and from Mr.Cambers, i knew that he actually had a very very bad record last year,
eventhough he just Year 9 last year.
and i got to knew that he live at 34 Chippendale ~ which is just right behind my street ~

Ms MacVeigh and Mr Cambers were went with me to the meeting ~
hehe~ how nice teacher that i had at here ~:P
if i at Malaysia~ i dont think will have this kind teacher will actually that care about me .
i really very appreciate that !

2pm...
after i meet with my mum infront of the Office, and we went there with Mr Cambers.
at the meeting, there were 2 polices, 1 lawyer , the boy who attacked me, and his teacher,his grandma, and my mum, Ms MacVeigh,Mr Camber and the Justice Co-ordinator (Sean)

we started the meeting by the introduction, and then Sean start to tell what will going to happen during the meeting.
and then was the police lady read out what hapen on Jaden did to me on that day...
after that, we was talking about what i want him to do for me.
or what i want ? or what i worry ~ blah blah....

i told him that , i really very worry about he will find me back as revenge.
but he promise me that he wont do that anymore....but, who will know rite ?
he wrote a letter to said sorry to me, and he explain to me why he picked me as the target to attacked me.
but, i really feel his reason was sooo dumb ~
he said :" i choose you is not because of any personal, not because of you are Asian, is becoz you are girl , and i thought you will be the easy target that i can robbed, but actually i was wrong, coz you are as strong as me. you chased me. and you tried to get back your thing ...."

at that time , in my heart like "WHAT THE HELL" , coz after the word came out from his grandma who read the letter that the boy wrote, every were laughed ~ i feel sooo abbrasing ~:(

honestly, i really feel his letter was a really good thing to let me feel sooo relax now....
that letter actually works!
but i not sure was he wrote my sincere or not, or may be some one force him to wrote.

and something really funny was, he want to grabbed my phone is bcoz he want to TXT his gf ~
okay.....he attacked coz i got a phone , and he want to used my phone to contact his gf..
that is really the first time i heard a weird reason ~ dont you think so ? hehe ~

and police try to discuss with him, that what time he should stay in house and cant come out after what time, his granma want him to stay at house after school straight away. around 4 pm.
at the police asked him between 4pm till 6 pm, what time is the best time the boy to stay at house. coz now he was under control wherever he go. and what time he have to stay house. to make sure that i will be safe.
and he gave the police answer was :" i need more time to see my gf "
and when the police ask him :"what nationality your gf was ?"
and he said :" i dunno..."
and that time, every was laughing ~ include me ~
coz i really dunno how can he like a girl that dunno what nationality she was ...hehe ~
and the police just said :" okay..sweet 14 ~" ...
i really feel sooooo funny with that answer ~:P hehe ~

we finish the meeting after 1 hour 15 minutes ~
and that time, we start to shake hand each other.
i though that the boy wont shake hand with me ,
but he is the one who stand up and shake hand with my mum and me too !
that was really let me feel supprise ~

after we left the meeting, actually the meeting was going to be longer...
but Mr Cambers and my mum dont feel want to stay there long~
so we leave early~ and i already got what i want ~
so , is a good thing to leave there early ~:P

after the meeting , i really feel soooo relax now. coz before that i always feel sooo stress~ feel sooooo worry~ but not after the meeting anymore~the whole day i really feeeeelll soooooo relax ~~~ and happy too !

i really want to share this happiness with him~ but we fight yesterday till now.... i dont want to contact him right now~ coz i dont want get hurt~ ANYMORE....

Haiz~ just tell him next time lor ~ IF we still got next time....becoz this time, he really very angry....

why ? why i always so weak when i argue with him ?

2008-05-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

this morning my mood was very good... having fun during the all Period...Stat, Calculus, Accounting, Travel and Tourism...i was sooo happy in these class....but not after school.

yesterday, after finish talked phone with him. he asked my blog address, before i gave him, told him that he will not happy after he read my blog。 coz in my chinese blog, having many my real feeling...i know my real feeling he will not like it.

it is truth, after he read my blog, he keep on txt me....he txt me with his own opinion...
and all his msg that he sent to me~it is really very hurt me ~ i dont like this feeling...
i hate him! why he is the only 1 person who can made me cry easily ? i dont like it !

i dont want be a WEAK person ~ especially infront of him!
i talked every thing about what we argue today to May Sze...
i cant believe what may sze i really very agree~! May sze said that the way he treat me like shit !
i really very agree what she said~

why ...... whenever he angry, we want to treat me like that.??
why ...... he is the one promise me he will give me just happiness ~ but now...???
why ...... he sooo stuburn ?
why ...... he want to hurt me ~?this is how many times already ~

walao! how come my mum can like that 1 ???

2008-05-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

now i VERY ANGRY !
whose fault ? my mum!
yesterday she want me to replace her syift.
at first i really dont want 1. but she promise me that she wont go to Otahuhu buy things.
ok, the thing hapened from morning.

Morning, i went to worked at 10.30am. and my mum went to Aunty Kim Thye factory there to buy some my dad's work's t-shirt.
i was replace my mum about 2 hours. i been wait and wait , i keep on wish she will come back early.
coz i really want to go home, i not enought sleep ler...yesterday nite, i slept at 4 am ler ~

who know, after two hours.
she came back. but, she ask me to work for her till 4 pm.
that mean i help her work till finish her syift.
I straight away said NO to her.
but she still said, :" ok lar, help me lar...your aunt ask me go for YAM CHA"
and then my aunt kim fong said :"be a good girl lar...help your mum work lar.."
WALAO!
i really feel piss off and angry...!
then i said :" okokokok~ do what every you want to do!"

that time dunno why my tears keep on flow out from my eyes.
dunno why lor~ i not feeling sad~
just feel angry.
coz my mum is the one who promise me she wont go late,
coz she said she want to work.
and, she is the one who broke her promise.

who know! she broke her promise.
she went for fun, and want me work for her.
i know, as a daughther. i should help her.
but not like this kind of help gua~ if she got important thing to do,
ok! i will help my happily~
but now, she went to shopping, and want me work for her.
i dont like like this 1 ler ....
eventhough this time is the 1st time and also the only once she did like that~
but still, i dont like ler ...

she didnt force me to work for her till 4 pm.
but i feel soo anoyed was, after i told her i dont want.
and yet, she still ask me ~ :" ok or not ? can you work for me ?"
this didnt called as FORCE call what wor ?
pluss, other two aunty and the Jun Hui keep on PUJUK me to help my mum.
if you are me, would said yes ? coz the way they said are sooo anoying...
so i SAID YES BY ANGRY AND UPSAD.

i really didnt understand how come my mum can did this kind of thing on me.
she knew that i soooooo dislike to work~
and she still treat me like that.
YAM CHA, next week cannot 1 meh ? why must today ?why must during her work day ?
today actually i off, but coz of my mum, i have to work whole day.
haiz~

till now, my mood still very bad.
whatever she talked to me, i also didnt feel want to answer her.
coz i really feel piss off now ...
walao~ tomolo have to work again~!

my last two days holiday finish by not i wish to do!
I DONT WANT LIKE THAT LAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lazy Ler !!!!!!!

2008-05-02T19:07:00.002+08:00

today may sze help to bought a phone screen sticker to protect my DEAR N81
that sticker quite fun! the sticker can see a couple baby donald duck.
that baby donald duck was sooo sool~ but not like the duck in my house ~ hehe
the duck in my house mean my cousin, his name Donald ~ lol
at first , i was worry that the sticker will look weird on the screen.
but actually not ! the picture will appear when the phone got light,
the picture will dissapear. Cool yeah ?!

just now, Jun Hui told me to replace mummy work tomolo.
coz he said mummy going Otahuhu tomolo for shopping~
walao! i of course dont want lar ~ i such a lazy bum 1 ~kkk
but luckily, the person who going Otahuhu is not mummy, is aunty Kim Fong.
but my mum going to buy shirt beside aunty Kin Thye work's place there.
mummy want me to replace her syift for few hours.
may be 1 or two only ~
aiyo~! that sure no problem lar !
kkkk~ but honestly ~
i thought tomolo will be the last day to stay at house for the whole day for this holiday.
who knows~ i have to work too ~

SO LAZY LER !!!!!!!

i have decided to meet with that boy who robbed me ~

2008-05-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

i already decided to meets with that boy who robbed me~
i already used few weeks time to think about it.
i got many opinion from my frens, my family...
but between these two weeks, i really worry so much...

i worry about the guy will find me for revenge...
i worry about the guy's geng will find me coz my fault to made that boy got sue by courtroom.
but i also worry if i dont go for the meeting, i will scare every person who look islander or Maori.

like today, me and Donald's mum went for jog.
When we jog, we passed a street on the way back to house.
we saw three person sat beside the road, that time, i tried to pretend i didnt scare them .
but actually i did. i really scared they will treat me something.
when Donald's mum and me passed them, they suddenly scream at us!
that time i really sooo scared...

erm..actually cant said scared lar ~
suppose said Shocks...
dunno why ~ after i got robbed, i really sooo scare of them.
i feel myself already lost sense of security~
i always scare to be alone now ~

that why i decicded to meet with that boy.
coz i hope this meeting will help me to face this problem ~

the meeting will be on 7.5.2008. 2pm ~
that is on next wednesday ~

haiz~ i also dunno what going to hapen on that day ~

Frens~
Pray for me ler ~~~

1st english blog ~

2008-05-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

this is my first time having English's blog...
coz i realise that, i have many frens who actually are "Banana"..
how sad...rite ? they are chinese but cant read chinese...haiz...
but never mind lar ..i can improve my english too... i wish...kkkk

any way~ i hope you guys can give me some comment after you read my blog...ok ?
dont let my blog look sooo bored ~

and...if my english got any stupid spelling~ (other than some short form 1 ~ kkk)
pls tell me ~ ok ?

Thanks my Frens !!!