I AM A BAD PERSON

Today City had Santa Parade.. but i not excited at all..

why? because i did something really bad...

some thing really bad till i think all of you guys will think i am a really bad person.

now..i am not happy.


Yesterday and today i did something that really hurt a person who love me.

Yesterday me and my mom, donald and his mum went to city to buy his Handphone.

We went there by bus, and when we reach Verans Corner, i saw kean waiting bus too.

He also catched City bus..and he sat infront of me and my mum.

That time i really very scared..i scared my mum will recognised him.

so, i pretended that i dunno him.

how bad am i rite?


i know i hurted him by doing that.

i felt guilty..i felt bad...

i not even dare to txt him..


when in city, we were walked around.

and i saw him sat at the chair and looked at the ppl performance.

we had a eyes contact, but in the next second..i turned around.

and he also saw my mum and turn around.


Today, City Parade in City.

Peter, Adeline and ilma went to city and meet me.

Peter told me that Kean went back house and change cloth then only came city.

That time i worried again..i worried my mum see him again..

so i asked Peter told Kean dont come close to us.. coz my mum jst infront of us.

then after that.. i didnt see him.


I really bad rite ?

I THINK I AM...

Do he hate me ?

I THINK HE DO NOW..

Yeah!!!! I'm Free now!!!!!!

Yeah!!! finally finish my exam! and my holiday start NOW!!! thanks god last thursday i finish my last exam Accounting. i think almost one month doesnt write my blog already.. the last one should be my birthday..in this one months, happened quite alot of things..i will rewrite later.. hope you all will read my previous article! ok ?

My birthday is coming soon...

My birthday is coming soon... it is tomolo... but i dont feel really happy.. the two person that i really care much didnt come to celebrate my birthday with me... one is Niken, and one is Kean. Niken cant come is because she having her art assessment due on next week, and the assessment worth 12 credits. T_T so she have to finish her assessment, if not she cant get the 12 credits. Kean, he went back to Malaysia yesterday...

haiz... even though, May Sze, Peter and Adeline are going to city tomolo... but, i feel not enough. may be i expected too much, and get the less. but i dont wish i force them to come and celebrate my birthday with me.. i dont want when they celebrate my birthday and worry about their thing in the same time...

So, WHAT CAN I DO ? nothing... just dont force them to come and celebrate my birthday... i want every one be HAPPY...

but if i think of another way, This year birthday may be will be much more better than last year. AND I SURE WILL BE BETTER. I still remember last year when my birthday, i fight with my aunty and I cried... and my fren celebrate my birthday by shared lunch at school. RIGHT? i should think of this way rite ? THIS YEAR WILL BE BETTER THAN LAST YEAR!!!!

ok... i actually feel much more better now... after i wrote this... i dont feel more upset than just now.. i want NIKEN get her 12 credits, i want Kean can settle his problem in Malaysia. i already got one present from Kean, is a Me To You bear gift.. thanks god not doll any more... lol

any way.. just wish tomolo will be fun!

oh ya, today is halloween day, i didnt wear any costume like last year... but this year i put on make up.. man!! the make up made me look lik a KUNGFU PANDA!! i dont any photo now, but i will upload in one day....

Poor Peter

Poor Peter..

This morning during Form Class I txt Peter to said Morning...

but he forgot to turn off the volume..

so... his phone rang infront of his Form Class Teacher..

Of course, the teacher kept his phone ... lol

But Peter didnt angry about that at all..

he just kidding and blamed me...lol

He look so funny when he blamed me ~:P

Because he always a GOOD STUDENT infront of teacher...

his form teacher gave him back his phone at the next period...

hehe~ Peter was really bad luck..

I seldom txt him during school time..

this time is the first time, and he already got trouble ~:P

Jack's Birthday Party -> Angelica, Julie and Tom's Birthday Party -> Northcote Centre ->Buffet

Yesterday was the first time i had two party in the same day...sound enjoy rite ?
but actually not...

Yesterday was my brother, Jack's 14th birthday.. afternoon i went to highbury with Kean to look for Jack's birthday present and cake..i bought a psp game for him... and i can see he actually like this present alots ~:P and i also bought a cake for him..

we had dinner at Mac donald with my relative.. man ~ you know what ? is so hard to order foods for 15 ppls by different foods... T_T... and poor me.. i am the one who made the ordered.

it was really hard to order for alots of foods.. and some of them actually eat alots.. so i had to order extra burger for them ... hehe~ want to see how horrible was that ? hehe?




dunno what wrong with me.. after finish order the things and sat down ate my foods.. i felt wanted vomit... and i actually did too...but lucky is not serious.. so i still can go to my next PARTY~ lol









then i went to Angelica, Julie and Tom (Julie's bf) birthday party...Honestly!!! this party is the worst ever i had before in my 20 years life!

at first i thought the party will be very fun...but i was wrong. when i reach there, i cant see any one in the room except angelica, Tom and Julie. i ask Angelica where are the others, and she said all of them had to leave the room, because the motel person said the room cannot more than 3 peoples =_= so other than 3 person had to leave. so, i just reach there for few minutes, i already got kicked out from the room as well.. and i cant find others peoples.. coz i dunno where they gone already.. that time i really very scared i need to walked by myself in the night.. lucky Kean was waited outside for me :P he went there like ages ago, but he dont want go inside the room was because he want to wait me then only go inside together... but lucky he didnt went with them, so i got him to company me :p

kean was wait outside there like around 3-4 hours... poor him.. that night was actually cold...and i can see from his face, he showed " i am not happy" but not because of wait me lar :)

after that Julie also got kick out from the room because Angelica's parent were there.. so I asked Julie came to meet me and Kean. then Kean and me decided to rent another room in the same motel with Angelica and Julie. but the motel was no vacancy...what a bad luck...T_T so we went to further far from away from the motel.. and we rent a very small room by just fit 4 peoples to stay over night... so me, kean , peter and adeline are the one going to rent the room. Julie went to find May sze them and bring them came to the motel that Kean and me rent,and then she just went back to her own motel with her bf. =_= so,we can see Julie actually more care her bf more than her frens =_=

May Sze, Niken, Peter, Adeline, Arisa, Evan, Lisa, Kean and me just stay in the room and talked about how terrible was the Angelica, Julie and Tom's birthday party...talked about they bad in organised lar .. blah blah... and May Sze actually got sooo pissed off about this.. and she was cried about that.. erm..honestly, i really dunno what the point of May Sze cried...but any way.. we start had some fun by what the stupid Peter did...







something happen.. that thing just TOTALY ruin my mood... we were sat and talked about the party things.. and just random things... till this things happend.. i just dont have to mood any more.. T_T

dunno how it work, all the girls just said in one side.. and just me sit in another side with guy.. so i said " Can any girls pls come and sit with me ? i dont want be half girl half boy" then Peter, Evan and adeline were ran to my side and sat on the bed... AND THE BED BROKE!!!! =_= dunno either i am tooo fat or Evan... the bed broke.. the motel was under my name.. so i was soo worried that the motel person want me to pay them back.. i was SERIOUSLY worry.. but lucky Evan, Peter and Kean fixed it back~ but no one can sit on that ~ lol

While Kean, Peter and Evan fixed the bed.. all the girls went to bath room and kitchen had a look... in the bath room had a big mirror.. Niken and Arisa were dancing infront of the mirror.. Suddenly... A loooong hair with white shirt GHOST was walked slowly toward the mirror... and the Niken and Arisa were shouted and scared... lol~ but actually if they were smart~ they should know that GHOST should be ADELINE~ lol haha~ Niken was the most scared~ she look sooooo scared ~ hahahaha






untill 11 pm~ the motel person said that the motel not allow visitor after 11pm... but we told them just let them stay till their parent come and picked them back.. the motel person was nicer than the Angelica's motel person.. Angelica's motel person just said " leave, you need to leave" but the motel person that we rent is way better than the Angelica's motel person.



after every one gone home..just left Kean, Peter, Adeline and me. we ate the instant noodle Kean's bought from Northcote Centre...and we start chat and play ~ Peter tried to grab Kean to dance and had fun ~ and Peter keep on dance around and walked around Kean.. and he forgot about the broke bed.. and he just sat on the bed.. and he look sooo SHOCKED when the bed fall down.. hehe ~ that time i was recorded the video.. and Peter keep on repeat watched the video and laughed like hell~ =_= and stupid Peter actually rolling on the ground and laughed =_=

Adeline said she want go to bath room, and peter need go to the kitchen to wash the cups for us...they went outside quite a long time.. till after a while, i saw both of them ran back to room. Adeline went to the male Toilet... but when she want to come out from the toilet, so many guy went inside the toilet as well.. at first she was planned to wait till all the guy came out only she came out one.. but soo many guys just went inside.. so Adeline used her hoodie to cover her head and just ran out.. Man.. she just BRAVE...

Peter, Adeline and me were lie on the same bed and chat... then Adeline falled in sleep already.. then Peter and me just continue chat lor... after one hour.. he went up the bed and sleep... that time i still cant sleep... then i grab Kean chat lor~ when Kean chat with me, Peter not actually sleep~ he still chat with us.. till i asked him some question and he didnt reply me.. and i called him and Peter just said " yes ? ya..." and i really dunno what that mean ...=_= then i called his name again... not answer.. but instead of answer.. he answer my question by SNORE.. lol

till this morning, we woke up like around 10 am.. then we just clean the room and check out lor... then we walked to Northcote Centre there and showed Peter and Adeline the Malaysian food.. and other Asian shops... hehe~ then when we went back home was around 1 pm :P



Just now i went to Brownsbay and ate Buffet as dinner.. hehe~ coz i just ate lunch at 12 pm something.. so that time i actually very hungry ~ so i ate quite alots at there :P even Ah ling actually got shocked when he saw me ate that lots ~ and till now.. i still feel FULL!!! lol

Yukie Leaving Party

Tomolo Yukie going back Japan already...before finish work, may sze txt me and told me Yukie invited me go to her leaving party after i work...

i went there after i finish work... when i reach there May Sze and other korean and japanese fren already there...they were already start ate...

Yukie leaving party actually got abit boring lor... coz the korean and japanese fren were just sat at there and talked... except me, May Sze and arisa...may sze and me were the only sang Karaoke...hehe ~ and i actually felt soo much better ..lol..! coz i knew more song than may sze ~ coz the songs actually is my favourite ~:P and may sze said that i knew the songs is because i am old enough =_= WHATEVER lor !

but the party actually started fun when Yukie's host mum start sing and dance :P MAN ! SHE IS HOT~ lol then we started dance and having fun lor... hehe ~

but it was really sad when every one leaving and going home... poor yukie cried like a child... May Sze, Saik, Hisato is the first group went home... Yukie was cried when they were leaved. May Sze cried alots too ~ they huged each other.. and cried...

Me, Niken and Arisa were the last group... and ofcourse... we cried ..... and we huged each other almost more than 1o minutes...haiz...




Yukie... she is the first Japaese fren who let me know that Chinese and Japanese can comunicate by writing Chinese Character... she is the japanese fren who taught me how to made Sushi... every time i ate Sushi i actually remembered her...

i really going to miss you ~~~ YUKIE.....

12 hours playing day

Today i been outside alomost 12 hours...

may sze, kean and me went to City at 10 am something...

actually i went to city today was for help Kevin do his University thing, he told me he will come at 12 pm. but the time he reach city is 3pm... man !!! lucky i didnt went city just bymyself, if not i will be soo lonely...

before kevin came, may sze, peter, kean and me been walked around city to find present for our birthday fren... Julie, Jin Sil, Anjelica and Hisato... four of them birthday will be next next week ~(o/s: MAN! i am BROKE NOW!!!!) and then plus Yukie and Arisa leaving New Zealand soon...So we bought something for them as well ~ we bought two sheep dolls for Yukie and Arisa... Hope they will like it lor....

and today i just spent $15.50 for myself !!!! New record man !!! i mean is new record after i spent alot of money every time i went City... !!!! $12.50 for my apple earings...$3 for my hardisk beg ~ hehe ~ so happy i spent that less...

Oh ya ! i forgot about something GROSS!!!!! today Kean, Peter, May sze and me went to a Japanese shop for lunch. the Japanese Restaurant is the smallest restaurant i been before !!! is almost just like my car that big !!!! ( my car is some way like a van) . the restaurant can just fit not more than 15 ppl ~ and after you sit on the chair ~ you actually cant turn around and talk to your fren ~( may sze and me keep on knock each other coz we keep on turn around ! lol ) while we eating, a chinese couple came inside and order some food. they just sat right beside me, and the restaurant is small, so i actually can heard clearly whatever they said. i heard the bf ask the gf what she want to eat, and the gf said she dont want eat anything, the her bf said :" you didnt eat breakfast, lunch and also dinner, how can you survive wor ? i feel so SAKIT HATI lar..." (o/s: sorry my DEAR nz Fren... i dunno how to use that word ~ but is something "ANNOYED") and the way the bf said sound soooo YUCK!!!!

that time i was eating !!! and after heard what they said, i really cant eat at all~ and i tried not to laughed~ but i cant.... i keep on laughed~ but i didnt laughed face them ~ of course i will scare i will get punch from the boy ~:P and after few minutes... the bf told the gf about what he ate yesterday and he stomach pain... and the whole night keep on go toilet lar .. blah blah blah... lol and the WORST one was ~the bf said to the gf :" come lar ... feed me lar.. who care other ppl wor..." WALAOEH!!!!! how come like that one arh !!!! how come the bf didnt feel ashamed one wor ~ and he just ruin my lunch ler !!!

after lunch , we went to JB Hi-Fi... and we took some very "NICE" photo ~:P









and then evening, we went to Mo Mo Tea with may sze, Peter , adeline , kean and me went there at 7pm after may sze finish work... we stayed there till almost 11 pm ~:P actually quite fun at that time ~



Happy face~ made by May Sze, Peter, Adeline, Kean and me ~ lol




lol.........




you know what peter said is this ? PETER EXTENSION DICK~~~ lol