Penguin’s Day !!!! I saw soooo many HUSBAND!!!!!!

Yesterday , me and every one went to Kelly Tarlton’s. Kelly Tarlton is the place which got many penguin 1 ~ actually we said in Chinese is Under Water Wold..I think. I been there since i was 3 or 4 years old, and now i back there again after 16,17 years. And i already forgot every thing about that except the aquarium ...hehe ~

Actually there was nothing much we can see, except my DEAR HUSBAND. Sooo many my husband at there ! do you know who was my husband i mean ? heheh~ PENGUIN!! I like penguin so much , till i said penguin is my husband instead of Kean, coz last year no one celebrated Valentine with me except my PENGUIN lor~ since that time till now, every one in my school said that penguin (my pencil case in penguin dolls) is my husband ! hehe ~

At there, i saw sooo many husband. They are really very cute ler ~ after i saw them, i really didn’t feel want to go home already. I want to stay with my husband ler ! hehe ~ but i cant touch the penguin at all. Haiz...the only thing we did were, we sat on the SnowCat Ride to visit the penguins... even though have the windows blocking it~ but, we still can look at the penguin very clearly! THERE ARE REALLY CUTE LER!!!!!

Me and Jun Hui cant stop took many many photo, Ah Ling’s camera and Jun Hui’s camera . both cameras already took 3++ photos already lor ! GENG ler ~ but some of them were the fish , Penguin etc. Hehe~ both of us keep on took photo~ sooo FUN lor ~ hehe ~

After took photo and finish look at the fish, we went to the souvenir shop. OMG!!! I saw threes KING OF THE PENGUIN!!!! You know why i called them KING OF PENGUIN? Coz the penguin dolls really very big..erm, but still smaller than my HELLO KITTY that i had lor ~:P i really feel want to buy the KING OF THE PENGUIN 1 ~ but really very expensive ler ~ $79.50 for 1 ler ~ and i saw many smaller penguins~ but some was $30, some $19.90.... and i saw many key chain with the penguin 1 ~ i really cant stand for it ler ! i asked my mum to bought me both, the $30 1 and two key chains, 1 with my name, 1 with the penguin 1 ~:P

Eventhought today i got Accounting assessment, but i didn’t study yesterday. And yet, i still went to Kelly Tarlton’s for fun ~:P how good am i yeah ? hehe ~

Fuck! i really got very angry on HIM!!!

dunno why he can soooo rude ! he really soo selfish! he always download the movies from internet, and then effect till i cant go internet at all! when i told him that i cant go internet , and he said he didnt download anything ! SHIT ! if he didnt download anything , then why he have to on his computer for 24 hours~ till my dad also cant go internet at all ~ he really like A SHIT PERSON! now i really so angry on him !

just now i went to Mac Donald with my family for our breakfast, and i tried to didnt loc my room door, i want to see either he will pulled all the wayar or not. but, he really pulled all of us ! he pulled mine, my dad, donald's internet wayar, and except his ! he want to use all the internet Speed ! SHIT! how come he sooo that rude 1 ? dont his parent teach him that dont be a SELFSIH person meh ! @_@


early the morning i already very angry about my laptop, coz dunno why my laptop lost everything by its own~ and till now , i couldnt find anything back~ i lost my photos, my songs, my movies too ! i already feel so annoying about that already, and pluss somemore that he pulled all the wayar, he really such a BITCH!!! and he still pretend he didnt do anything ~ good 1! he thought that i was dumb~ actually i am not ! i just lisent to my parent that dont want get any trouble to argue coz we still stay in the same house. but how can i control myself !??? this person really so rude! coz no one dare to scold him! i want to ~ but just coz of my parent! haiz ! i really feel want him go to die !


if he die, its really can made my life more better !!!

1st time i feel myself shopping like a GIRL ~

Today i went to city with May Sze, she brought me went to many shop that have very nice shirt. but the shirt EXPENSIVE LIKE HELL~ but i really wish to buy, but i already bought a Boots. the boots cost $39.99. gosh, is the first time i bought that expensive shoes. hehe ! but i didnt told my mum about that, coz i sure that she will kill me coz i bought a very expensive shoes.

I asked May Sze to bring it to her house, wait till the correct time only i will bring back to my house. that boots was a high hill, aroung 7.5 - 10 cm. even the red high hills that i wore when International Day was not that high as today 1 ~ but that boots really made me look sooooo good ~:P even May Sze Said that too !
after i bought the boots, i wore the boots for the whole day for fun ~ and we went to many butiks to look at the ball dress, i tried one ball dress, but its doesnt fit me ~:( coz ~ i too fat...but i fit another shirt ~ that shirt cost very expensive, but i already forgot the price ....actually i really like the shirt, but that really very expensive, and i already bought a boots, so i should not buy other thing already ~ but i tried that 1 , and i took the photo as my memory ~:P eventhough i cant buy it, at least i wore that before ~:P


after that, me and May Sze were went to took the Sticker photo, but before that, we went to Jin Sil (my korean fren) shop to asked to took the sticker photo too ! three of us had sooooo much fun by took sticker photo, you know why ? we didnt used the photo machine normaly we used. we tried the new one, erm..not actually new, its just we never use that before...and we not really knew how to used it, Jin Sil and May Sze dont have enough times to draw the background or wrote something on the photo ~:) how sad ~ the first machine's pen didnt works, so May Sze cant really draw something by the pen...and the 2nd machine was not good quality ~:( hehe ~
and May Sze almost get mad on the machines ~ hehe ~


after took sticker photo, May Sze remind me that i has to buy something for Kean. Erm, really, i really need to bought him something~ he bought me thing more than i ~ hehe ~ Me and May Sze been many shop to find his gift, but it was really hard to gave him something that me and him got the same thing ~:P lastly, we decided to bought a couple of key chain ~ the key chain was BEAR TO YOU~~ i likes this bear soo much~ i not sure he will like the key chain or not ~ but He DONT HAVE A CHOICE ~ COZ I BOUGHT FOR HIM~:P:P see ! i am a VERY NICE GF rite ?
hehehe~



When we went to Fruit World, coz May Sze have to work ~:P May Sze went to Liquor King to tried the free alcohol..but she was under age !!! but no one know ~ coz she look old ! haha~

and something funny thing happened on May Sze, she was sat on the trolley and ate her Sausage Sizzle free from the butchers. and when she tried to standed up and got down from the trolley. the trolley moved, and she almost falled down ~:P but she didnt ~(that was the sad thing that she didnt fall off ~) haha !!!


when i reach home, every one were not in the house~ except Jun Hui and Donald. we having fun during our dinner. Jack tried to drink alcohol ~ hehe ~ i cant believe that he can drink the half botol for his first time~ and he got nothing reaction at all ! ok~ he was so much better than me ~ :(

( can you guess which legs was mine ? ) hehe ~

those photo were took at Number 1 shoes shop there...
we tried many shoes for fun ~ and we had fun by took photo with the shoes too !
okay~ that me ~and May Sze too ! hehe ~
like took photo ~ hehe ~:P



May Sze likes this shoes sooo much, but not me~ and this shoes, cost $1++
so Expensive rite ????
this shoes, infront of its, got a little cute KEY and a KEY LOCK....


Am i looked GIRLY with this shirt ?? i likes this shirt soo much ~
but its was sooo Expensive too ! is the same shop with the shoes on the top ~
i feel myself soo cheap~ coz i couldnt affort to bought the shirt ~
so i was took a photo with the shirt as memory ~:P
but do you feel i look good with this shirt ??? hehe ~:P




These photo were took by the 1st machine~
i never tried that machine before~ but this machine actually really good...
but we just dont have enough time to decorate the photo ~
but these photos, every one look really good ~:P




This photo was took by the 2nd machine~ this machine was sooooo SUCKS!!!!!

This photo's theme is about under sea ~
and all of use pretended we were swimming ~



Look at this photo !
Jin Sil was soooo sad to May Sze ...
Jin Sil put a faith COLOUR HAIR on May Sze head ~ hehe ! and all of the photos,
the only colour we can saw was May Sze's faith hair ~ hehe ~!!!



we took this photo by free !! by using my DEAR N81 ~:P



this car i saw it in City~
this car actually is a advertisment for red bull ~
WEIRD rite ?




this is the one i said May Sze sat on the trolley and has her Sausage Sizzle.
and she almost fell over from the trolley when the trolley moved ! hehe !!!

today....i feel Dissapointed ~

Today i was abit angry with Angelica. she absent to school for two days, no reason~ her reason was because she didnt finish her assignment. and she want to weg for did her assignment. and i told her :" you really shouldnt weg, is not good for you." and she said i not suppose to said that ~because she said she got alot of assignment to do ~ and i already forgot what subject was that. and i asked her, why Tsi Tsi still can go to school for two days but she cant, instead of both of them got a same subject and same assignment to. And Angelica just said, :" you cant compare me with them, i got alot assignment to do " this thing i really feel its was wrong ! every one will have alot of homework to do ~ but why every one still come to school. pluss , tomolo having Statistic internal assignment. and she still weg. and she ask me during the class time. and when i tried to teach her, she keep on said that she knew that already, and she said i dont have to teach her the easy part. which is really let me annoying. i tried to teach her what she missed for the two days. and she just be like that...i knew that she also can felt how angry i was that time. coz she asked Kim for help ...hehe ~ but now i didnt feel anything already. coz its PASSED already !


2nd thing was, during Calculus time. i already forgot how we talked about that topic. Mrs kumar was judged every one in the class what result we will get the end of the year. And she judged me i will get all Merit or some Excellent. this answer actually really pulled my confidence down very much. Even i knew that i wont get all Excellent because of my language problem. After she told me what she judged me, i really feel dissapointed. Plus, she judged Daniel will get all Excellents, and Daniel's response really made me feel worst. the way he laughed really let me feel soooooooo unhappy...but i didnt showed any expression to every one other than May sze. dunno why, now i really feel abit giving up after the answer i got from Mrs Kumar. but, i really want to get at least ALL MERIT!

that message~ I STILL REMEMBER~

this morning~ i was talked the phone with Kean...
i already forgot how we talked that topic ~
we mentioned about the txt that he sent to me few years ago ~
that txt was about he saw a pretty girl in the hospital ~
and he sent a msg to his fren ~
and the msg was about :"wei~ i saw a pretty girl ler ~i want to ask her go out ler ~"
can you imagine what was my feeling that time ~?
HURT~
other than that word i really cant use other word to describe my feeling ~

dunno why, till now~
as long i remember the msg ~ i still feel hurt ~
eventhough now~ i knew that txt was he purpose to sent to me to tried let be get jealous ~
but~ i still cant really believe lor ~
and, as long i think about it ~
i still feel HURT~

Damn Cold !! i dont have enough time to use !!!! HELP !!! ASOS!!!!

what wrong with these few days ?
how come can be that COLD!!!!
this morning , when i woke up. i feld myself was like got many ice around me ~
soooo cold~ even i wore a big jacket with the scarf~
i still can feel the wind sooo cold ~: (
WINTER IS COMING SOON ~~~hehe ~

I really feel want him is just beside me~
coz now, i really need him sooo much as a HEATHER~ hehe ~
just kidding lor ~:P




Dunno what wrong with me today,
keep on annoying my frens~
keep on KACAU them ~:P bullied them ~:)
dont ask me any reason~ coz myself also dunno the reason~
i just been sooo crazy at the whole time during school's time ~:)





i was thinking~ why my time like not enough to use 1 ?
i spent all my time did my homeworks~
but not REVISION~
now, i seldom go out with fren already~
but, still~ how come i feel my time soooooo short 1 ???
i really dont have any extra time to do my revision ler ~
i really starting to worry my NCEA (similar STPM) ler....
i really worry that i cant reach my goal ler ~
my goal is i want study AUCKLAND UNIVERSITY~
but now, i really very worry i cant get it ler ~~


Lisa was asked me to teach them Dance~
but ? now? we didnt do anything at all!!!!
so , how can we join the TALENT QUEST??
after two weeks school start~
i already did 3 assesments ler ~~~


GOD BLESS ME LER~~~~~!!!!!

have a long time didnt chat with him already ~:P

coz some reason, like MONEY problem, my dad...
me and him already had a long time didnt talk with him by phone.
eventhough we did, but not more than 10 minutes ~:(

this few days, i sleep very early~ around 8,9 pm ~
and i will wake up around 3,4 am ~
than only i got a chance talk the phone with him~

i had to wake up that early to use internet ~
school internet didnt work on Hotmail anymore ~:(
and my DEAR forum too ~
and every nite , i cant go internet at all ~
coz of one SELFISH guy who always download movie ~
and effect till i cant go online at all~
at i have to do my homework my internet too !!! arrgg~~~
how come i can live with this kind of SELFISH person !

but i have to thanks him too !
coz of him, then only i had to wake up so early,
and then i got a chance to talk with him !
today , i talk the phone with KEAN around 1 hour ++~
that feel sooo great !!!:P

But i still didnt feel very happy too ~
coz , i more prefer he used internet keep in touch with me ~
the phone's fee that he use to called me~
that cost $1000 ++ for 1 month~
that amount are huge ~
but coz of his online game~
he said that he cant go online for MSN ~:(
but he said that he will not continue play anymore,'
after he sell his ID~
but ~ when can he sell his ID~ who know ?


he is coming here soon~ he should save more money ler ~~
if not, after come here, how arh ?

Mother's Day...

Today is Mother's day,
early the morning,
Doanald wake me and my bro sister up.
because he cooked breakfast for us~ erm~ 1st time meh! hehe ~:P


after we had our breakfast,
we went to Otahuhu to get our car~
we went to Otahuhu with all my relative~
except the person who i didnt much like ~:P
luckily he didnt went~
if not, wherever we went, will be not very fun at all !:)
coz~ he is ANNOYING~:(


we had DIM SUM at Otahuhu,
may be today was Mother's day,
soooooooo many ppls in the restraunt~
after Dim Sum, we went to Shopping around the shop~
Otahuhu is the place with many many many Islander and Maori~
but the shop mostly is other nationality person open~
and the things are cheap ! hehe ~

after the shopping~
we went to Pick the apples~
i did picked apples before~
when i was 2-4 years old when i been here ~:P
but i totally forgot everything about that ~
and this time, we went to the apples farmer for pick apples..
we having fun inside ~ especially with the stupid Jun Hui !

after the that~
we went home by ourself~
coz different family had their own activity ~:P
me and my family went to Glenfield for my bro (Jack)'s game~
and then i went to AMAZON~
to had a looked with the scarf~
i saw a quite beautiful scarf ~
i thought my mum wont bought for me ~
but~ she did ! and the cost $35 ~:)
cant believe my mum would bought it for me without any thinking ~:)
so Happy that FINNALY i got a scarf ! hehe !

that are the person who went to Otahuhu for DIM SUM~ and i am the person who took photo !

Still got some more photos ~
i will upload later ~ now i am sooo tired now ~:)

Cute Peter ....

Peter is my fren who from Malaysia too~
he came to New Zealand with his sister .....
both of them are soooo cuter ler ~
they didnt look like Sister and brother, but they more look like Couple.
but we know they are not ~:P

today,during lunch~
i wrote some chinese characther at Peter's Math paper...
no reason why ~ just tooo boring that time ~
his sister wrote “一”，“二”，“三”。。
and then i asked him what that mean in english~
and that STUPID PETER said :" that is the dash "
WALAOEH~~~ i really cant stop laughing on that time ~
how come this basic one he also dunno 1 ~
and the CUTE ADELINE just said :" that is one arh ~"
hehe~ SAd Peter~! Your sister is better than you so much !!!
you really such a BANANA~!!! lol~kidding ~


he really is a funny guy~
eventhough he was younger than me .
but dunno why, me and him still can play together ~:P
isn't that mean i VERY YOUNG~ ? heheahah ~

few days ago, me, Adeline and him went to library~
me and Adeline found Peter's Brother ~
they look soooooo alike !!!

look at the photo you will know !!!

are they look alike ???hehe ~

Victim Support Meeting ~

today i went to the Victim Support's meeting ~
i meet with the person who attacked me , name Jaden.

on the morning, i brought the letter to showed Ms MacVeigh to tell her that i going to the meeting at 2pm.
and Ms MacVeigh photo copy that letter to prove that i going to absent my Calculus class.
after ESOL, i was walked with Kevin. and we talking about Kean's thing ~
and Ms MacVeigh called me and told me that Mr Cambers want to see me , coz he want to talk with me about the meeting.

i was had a talk with Mr Cambers during my travel and tourism class.
i was talked with him for one hour about the thing i got robbed, and what i want to said during the meeting.
actually, this is really a nice talk for me. Mr Cambers really help me calm down sooo much ~

after the talked with Mr Cambers, i got to know about the guy who attacked me actually was study in Birkenhead College (my school)
but he got kick out from school since last year May~
that time i really got shocked. coz i really sooooo scare about he study with me in the same school.
and from Mr.Cambers, i knew that he actually had a very very bad record last year,
eventhough he just Year 9 last year.
and i got to knew that he live at 34 Chippendale ~ which is just right behind my street ~

Ms MacVeigh and Mr Cambers were went with me to the meeting ~
hehe~ how nice teacher that i had at here ~:P
if i at Malaysia~ i dont think will have this kind teacher will actually that care about me .
i really very appreciate that !

2pm...
after i meet with my mum infront of the Office, and we went there with Mr Cambers.
at the meeting, there were 2 polices, 1 lawyer , the boy who attacked me, and his teacher,his grandma, and my mum, Ms MacVeigh,Mr Camber and the Justice Co-ordinator (Sean)

we started the meeting by the introduction, and then Sean start to tell what will going to happen during the meeting.
and then was the police lady read out what hapen on Jaden did to me on that day...
after that, we was talking about what i want him to do for me.
or what i want ? or what i worry ~ blah blah....


i told him that , i really very worry about he will find me back as revenge.
but he promise me that he wont do that anymore....but, who will know rite ?
he wrote a letter to said sorry to me, and he explain to me why he picked me as the target to attacked me.
but, i really feel his reason was sooo dumb ~
he said :" i choose you is not because of any personal, not because of you are Asian, is becoz you are girl , and i thought you will be the easy target that i can robbed, but actually i was wrong, coz you are as strong as me. you chased me. and you tried to get back your thing ...."


at that time , in my heart like "WHAT THE HELL" , coz after the word came out from his grandma who read the letter that the boy wrote, every were laughed ~ i feel sooo abbrasing ~:(

honestly, i really feel his letter was a really good thing to let me feel sooo relax now....
that letter actually works!
but i not sure was he wrote my sincere or not, or may be some one force him to wrote.


and something really funny was, he want to grabbed my phone is bcoz he want to TXT his gf ~
okay.....he attacked coz i got a phone , and he want to used my phone to contact his gf..
that is really the first time i heard a weird reason ~ dont you think so ? hehe ~

and police try to discuss with him, that what time he should stay in house and cant come out after what time, his granma want him to stay at house after school straight away. around 4 pm.
at the police asked him between 4pm till 6 pm, what time is the best time the boy to stay at house. coz now he was under control wherever he go. and what time he have to stay house. to make sure that i will be safe.
and he gave the police answer was :" i need more time to see my gf "
and when the police ask him :"what nationality your gf was ?"
and he said :" i dunno..."
and that time, every was laughing ~ include me ~
coz i really dunno how can he like a girl that dunno what nationality she was ...hehe ~
and the police just said :" okay..sweet 14 ~" ...
i really feel sooooo funny with that answer ~:P hehe ~


we finish the meeting after 1 hour 15 minutes ~
and that time, we start to shake hand each other.
i though that the boy wont shake hand with me ,
but he is the one who stand up and shake hand with my mum and me too !
that was really let me feel supprise ~

after we left the meeting, actually the meeting was going to be longer...
but Mr Cambers and my mum dont feel want to stay there long~
so we leave early~ and i already got what i want ~
so , is a good thing to leave there early ~:P

after the meeting , i really feel soooo relax now. coz before that i always feel sooo stress~ feel sooooo worry~ but not after the meeting anymore~the whole day i really feeeeelll soooooo relax ~~~ and happy too !

i really want to share this happiness with him~ but we fight yesterday till now.... i dont want to contact him right now~ coz i dont want get hurt~ ANYMORE....

Haiz~ just tell him next time lor ~ IF we still got next time....becoz this time, he really very angry....

why ? why i always so weak when i argue with him ?

this morning my mood was very good... having fun during the all Period...Stat, Calculus, Accounting, Travel and Tourism...i was sooo happy in these class....but not after school.


yesterday, after finish talked phone with him. he asked my blog address, before i gave him, told him that he will not happy after he read my blog。 coz in my chinese blog, having many my real feeling...i know my real feeling he will not like it.

it is truth, after he read my blog, he keep on txt me....he txt me with his own opinion...
and all his msg that he sent to me~it is really very hurt me ~ i dont like this feeling...
i hate him! why he is the only 1 person who can made me cry easily ? i dont like it !

i dont want be a WEAK person ~ especially infront of him!
i talked every thing about what we argue today to May Sze...
i cant believe what may sze i really very agree~! May sze said that the way he treat me like shit !
i really very agree what she said~


why ...... whenever he angry, we want to treat me like that.??
why ...... he is the one promise me he will give me just happiness ~ but now...???
why ...... he sooo stuburn ?
why ...... he want to hurt me ~?this is how many times already ~

walao! how come my mum can like that 1 ???

now i VERY ANGRY !
whose fault ? my mum!
yesterday she want me to replace her syift.
at first i really dont want 1. but she promise me that she wont go to Otahuhu buy things.
ok, the thing hapened from morning.

Morning, i went to worked at 10.30am. and my mum went to Aunty Kim Thye factory there to buy some my dad's work's t-shirt.
i was replace my mum about 2 hours. i been wait and wait , i keep on wish she will come back early.
coz i really want to go home, i not enought sleep ler...yesterday nite, i slept at 4 am ler ~


who know, after two hours.
she came back. but, she ask me to work for her till 4 pm.
that mean i help her work till finish her syift.
I straight away said NO to her.
but she still said, :" ok lar, help me lar...your aunt ask me go for YAM CHA"
and then my aunt kim fong said :"be a good girl lar...help your mum work lar.."
WALAO!
i really feel piss off and angry...!
then i said :" okokokok~ do what every you want to do!"

that time dunno why my tears keep on flow out from my eyes.
dunno why lor~ i not feeling sad~
just feel angry.
coz my mum is the one who promise me she wont go late,
coz she said she want to work.
and, she is the one who broke her promise.

who know! she broke her promise.
she went for fun, and want me work for her.
i know, as a daughther. i should help her.
but not like this kind of help gua~ if she got important thing to do,
ok! i will help my happily~
but now, she went to shopping, and want me work for her.
i dont like like this 1 ler ....
eventhough this time is the 1st time and also the only once she did like that~
but still, i dont like ler ...

she didnt force me to work for her till 4 pm.
but i feel soo anoyed was, after i told her i dont want.
and yet, she still ask me ~ :" ok or not ? can you work for me ?"
this didnt called as FORCE call what wor ?
pluss, other two aunty and the Jun Hui keep on PUJUK me to help my mum.
if you are me, would said yes ? coz the way they said are sooo anoying...
so i SAID YES BY ANGRY AND UPSAD.

i really didnt understand how come my mum can did this kind of thing on me.
she knew that i soooooo dislike to work~
and she still treat me like that.
YAM CHA, next week cannot 1 meh ? why must today ?why must during her work day ?
today actually i off, but coz of my mum, i have to work whole day.
haiz~


till now, my mood still very bad.
whatever she talked to me, i also didnt feel want to answer her.
coz i really feel piss off now ...
walao~ tomolo have to work again~!

my last two days holiday finish by not i wish to do!
I DONT WANT LIKE THAT LAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lazy Ler !!!!!!!

today may sze help to bought a phone screen sticker to protect my DEAR N81
that sticker quite fun! the sticker can see a couple baby donald duck.
that baby donald duck was sooo sool~ but not like the duck in my house ~ hehe
the duck in my house mean my cousin, his name Donald ~ lol
at first , i was worry that the sticker will look weird on the screen.
but actually not ! the picture will appear when the phone got light,
the picture will dissapear. Cool yeah ?!


just now, Jun Hui told me to replace mummy work tomolo.
coz he said mummy going Otahuhu tomolo for shopping~
walao! i of course dont want lar ~ i such a lazy bum 1 ~kkk
but luckily, the person who going Otahuhu is not mummy, is aunty Kim Fong.
but my mum going to buy shirt beside aunty Kin Thye work's place there.
mummy want me to replace her syift for few hours.
may be 1 or two only ~
aiyo~! that sure no problem lar !
kkkk~ but honestly ~
i thought tomolo will be the last day to stay at house for the whole day for this holiday.
who knows~ i have to work too ~


SO LAZY LER !!!!!!!

i have decided to meet with that boy who robbed me ~

i already decided to meets with that boy who robbed me~
i already used few weeks time to think about it.
i got many opinion from my frens, my family...
but between these two weeks, i really worry so much...

i worry about the guy will find me for revenge...
i worry about the guy's geng will find me coz my fault to made that boy got sue by courtroom.
but i also worry if i dont go for the meeting, i will scare every person who look islander or Maori.

like today, me and Donald's mum went for jog.
When we jog, we passed a street on the way back to house.
we saw three person sat beside the road, that time, i tried to pretend i didnt scare them .
but actually i did. i really scared they will treat me something.
when Donald's mum and me passed them, they suddenly scream at us!
that time i really sooo scared...

erm..actually cant said scared lar ~
suppose said Shocks...
dunno why ~ after i got robbed, i really sooo scare of them.
i feel myself already lost sense of security~
i always scare to be alone now ~


that why i decicded to meet with that boy.
coz i hope this meeting will help me to face this problem ~

the meeting will be on 7.5.2008. 2pm ~
that is on next wednesday ~

haiz~ i also dunno what going to hapen on that day ~


Frens~
Pray for me ler ~~~

1st english blog ~

this is my first time having English's blog...
coz i realise that, i have many frens who actually are "Banana"..
how sad...rite ? they are chinese but cant read chinese...haiz...
but never mind lar ..i can improve my english too... i wish...kkkk

any way~ i hope you guys can give me some comment after you read my blog...ok ?
dont let my blog look sooo bored ~

and...if my english got any stupid spelling~ (other than some short form 1 ~ kkk)
pls tell me ~ ok ?

Thanks my Frens !!!