University Of Auckland's Courses and Careers Day Programme 2008

Auckland University (AU) having a Courses and Career Day Programme today. i asked my dad to bring Tsi Tsi and I went to the verans corner and caught the free buses to AU...Tsi Tsi caught the bus was bcoz she said she dont have any money for the bus fares, so she want to get a free bus, and i was bcoz i dunno where is the hell AU. So, Tsi Tsi and me were met May Sze and Ilma at the Verans Corner.

Tsi Tsi and me were the differen course with Ilma and May Sze, so we went to different place for our lecture. They were lucky and smart to find the place that they suppose to go by easily, but not Tsi Tsi and I... thanks me though, both of us are suck on Map... so we couldnt found the place ...till after around one hour or may be 45 minutes we only found out where to go ...hehe ~ AU is sooooo big ....that time i really felt that AU almost similar big with the Town at my hometown :P but poor Tsi Tsi , she wore the 10 cm( i think so ) high heels and walked around ~ i really felt soooo sorry to her...

Our Lecture started at 10.10am, but Tsi Tsi met her bf outside the AU's Business School at around 9.40am...omg ~ when we went inside, there were sooooooo many ppls at there for Business ~ and almost 80% were Asian..=_=!!! Tsi Tsi and I were tired of walked. so we went inside earlier to have a rest, and that time was having a lecture too...but i cant remember what is the lecture for.. that time the seats were quite empty... but when till 10.10am...there were started more and more ppls came inside for commerce... and also Tsi Tsi and her bf.. and also Her bf''s frens....there were 4 of his frens...man .... that time i feld myself was sooo white ~ thanks them ~ lol ~ so that time, there were 6 black ppls with me ~ of course i do feel white ~ lol...but all his frens... SMELL...=_=!!!



The University Of Auckland Business School...I wish next year i can get into this Uni lar ..haiz...



Those photo is the photo inside the Business School~ acutally quite nice and peaceful ~


this was the lecture when the beginning, there was no much ppls in there that time...


this is when we start the commerce lecture, there started getting more and more ppls came inside...

am i look Uni Student ? hehe ~


After the first lecture finish , i was soooo hungry... so i grabed Tsi Tsi and her bf went to a cafe and had our lunch while we wait for the next lecture, which is after around 45 minutes or 1 hour.=_=!!! i was abit suprise about Tsi Tsi actually paid for her bf for food...=_=;;; i asked her why she paid for he bf, why shouldnt be her Bf paid for her ? and she told me that her bf dont have any money to get some food ~WHAT THE HELL? cant even he spent 3 dollars to get a food ? i cant believe that...i dunno why, i actully do feel Tsi Tsi bf kinda weird... but i dunno how to describe that feeling...but if compare with Kean, i actually feel Kean is sooo much better. At least, when we walked together in cloud of people... he never leave me far away from me, he always let me get to find him easily...but Tsi Tsi bf keep on lost himseld while me and Tsi Tsi were talked. and when i carry quite alot thing, Kean would help me to carry some without i asked for helped. but Tsi Tsi bf have to wait till Tsi Tsi asked him to do so...and i really dunno why am i actually comparing Tsi Tsi's bf and Kean... dont we already broke up ??

when we went to the accounting's lecture. after i listen to the lecture, i do feel want to study more than Bachelor... that time i was felt want to study till PHD... but now i do feel i am weird.. and i feld that i though too much...coz now i not even study Uni yet... i still in Year 13... but after the lecture, i really feel want to an accountants...after the lecture, i only knew that if i am 20 or over, i actually dont have any requirement to study AU for Accounting.. i not even have to has basic Accounting knowledge if i want to study Accounting in AU...hehe ~ but dunno why ms Mac veigh was said i will be very hard to get into AU for Accounting... but any way... i am really happy about that i actually dont have to any requirement for accounting..but still, i will still try my best to get more Excellence and Merit as i can...

after the accounting lecture, we went to Queen Street with a short cut way..we met May Sze and ilma at there( they didnt went any lecture at the end, they were went to Queen Street to shopping...). may sze asked me went to the asian shop to get back my hello kitty bracelet... when i went there and got back my bracelet ~ i was sooo happy... the girl who help me fixed the bracelet was told me before she cant help me fixed it back to bracelet...but she can help me to do other things. but when i went there and took bracelet...she told me that she help me to change is shorter. and the hello kitty which already broke, she help me to made a phone accessory... omg ~ i really felt soooo happy that time ~:P that is my half of my birthday present from may sze.. crystal...silver... and HELLO KITTY... of course i will care it sooo much... and now, i still can wear it as a bracelet... hehe ~ of course i do feel happy... and i bought a small container to keep my Hello Kitty bracelet safetly...

At the shop that i bought my small container, we saw a doggy thing at the shop. that is a dick with write "hold me hardly" +_=!!!


after that i saw a pair sport shoes with some crystal key chain... i watched a movie before is
having the same key chain in the movie. there is a couple who start their love with sport shoes. the bf was sooo cute to his gf, he knew that his gf didnt like to wear high heels for their wedding party....coz she didnt used to wear high heels...(hehe~she is like me...i didnt used to wear high heels as well....)so the bf was bought a real sport shoes for his gf for her wedding shoes...(that mean that girl actually planning to wear a sport shoes at her wedding part) and he glue all the crystal on the sport shoes by himself...(and at the same time, the gf was making a same thing...but she is making the key chain sport shoes...the one i saw it...)he made one for his gf for the wedding shoes, and she made for the sport shoes key chain for their wedding present for him. but a cruel thing was happened between them. the girl died a day before they get marry.....the girl was died cause of bom by some bad person... and the girl was died infront of her bf...


this story is sad rite ? but dunno why... i really like the story structure...but any way.. when i saw the key chain...i really feel want to buy it... but they are really expensive...i asked the shop ppl how much for a pair...MAN... $40 for each... that mean if i want to buy a pair..they are cost $80...haiz...if i working now, i definitely going to buy that..but i am not... i still is student..and i dont think i should spent $80 for the key chain is just bcoz i like the story and the romantic of the story...haiz... any way... i wish in the future some day, i will still got chance to get the key chain lar...

yeah ~ i may be can go back already lor ~:P

hehe ~ today my dad was asked me want to go back Malaysia or not..of course i do lar !!!! My dad let me go back Malaysia is bcoz of my gum :( my gum getting worst now.. haiz... so he want me go back Malaysia to fix it. if i fix it at Nz will cost me very expensive because i didnt have PR.. eventhough if i still got PR, here still will expensive than Malaysia... hehe ~ THANKs TO MY GUM !!!


dad want me to ask my fren to help me ask for the price and where the specialist dentist in KL or Sitiawan.. actually i wish at KL.. but i want to go Sitiawan ler ... i miss there alot ~ and i am thinking.. when i back Malaysia, is my Msia fren also holiday ? can i meet them that time ? i miss them alot also ler... hehe~ in my mind was thinking soo many thing that i want to do... hehe ~ i think i very exciting now... hehe~ i hope i can go back the end of the year !!!! hehe ~

the first day between him and me...

today Kean and me went to city..my plan was to get my bro PS2, get my hello kitty bracelet, and buy vivian pencil case...but we couldnt get the PS2, coz they want us to get the PS2 from glenfield shopping mall, but not them. and i want to get my bracelet back.. but the girl who help me DIY my bracelet was off today ..haiz.. what a bad luck ~

any way, we went to Jin Sil shop to but Vivian Pencil case, and after that we went to the shop that i bought i ring before... and he found a hello kitty wallet... eventhough i already had few wallet~ but the hello kitty wallet is really cute... and the cost also soooo expensive ~ $30 ~:( but never mind lar ... this is the first thing that me and him actually choose together when we shopping.. i mean in NZ.. hehe ~


after that, we went to took sticker photo.. hehe ~ today also is the first time me and him took sticker photo ~ before i came here, i really want to take sticker photo with him.. but i cant believe was, today is the first time we took sticker photo.. but is already when we broke up..


after we took photo, we went to his house ~ and i had a little chat with Serena ~:P she is really nice ! i think Kean stay there will be very happy ~:P Serena and her hushband are really nice ~:) and then i force him to help me massage ~ haha ~ nice ler ~:P i force my Ex Bf massage for me ~ hehe ~ but still Jin sil is the best ~ haha ~ and i also how i found his pocket having something inside. that time i just ask him what is that ~ and he said nothing. okay... that time i already can guess what is the thing inside his pocket..i guessed that might be is cigarette inside the pocket...and that time, my mood really gone down..i dont feel want to talk with him that time... dont ask me why i so angry for that~ i just dont like guy smoke ~ and today because of that, i didnt talked with him for few hours ..T_T.. and he keep on explain to me.. that is when i argue with him that few days only he smoke~ and he told me stop smoke for real already.. haiz.. but i not really believe any more... till he took out the photo ~ the photo that i took before i came New Zealand...those photo i look sooooooo old and ugly ~~ and he keep on want to keep the picture ~ T_T


while i play with him and grabbed back my ugly photo, I allergic again.. T_T i really cant understandt why every time when he come close me, i will allergic~ am i really allergic on KEAN? hehe ~


he going back this monday ~ is the day after tomolo ~ hehe ~ to be honest, eventhough i keep on said i very happy if he going back Malaysia... but actually in my heart.. i dont feel anything ~ i dont feel happy, and sad either.. i think is becasue i know he coming back New Zealand in few weeks after .. coz he going to study at here after few weeks later~ is it bcoz of that ? that why i dont feel anything ?

he knew already...

Kean actually knew everything already ...

he knew where i study...

he knew where i work...

he knew where i live...

but he pretend he dunno everything~

he did that is just because he know that i dont want let him know...

omg~ is he really that good ?

today he actually can find me easily at school and Fruit world...

but he didnt..


just like just now, he actually can follow May Sze and Fia came to fruit world...

but he didnt... coz he knew i dont like he come to my school, my house, and the place i work...

he really respect me now... he has been changed...


today, i saw he and May Sze and Fia had fun at WareHouse's photo..

he really look sooo different...

he didnt look like the KEAN that i knew before...

Funniest Bday present

Tomolo is Kent birthday, may sze and me were thinking what should we give to Kent..coz he is RICH and SPOILED... that why is quite hard to think about what can we give to him since he can get anything he want to..

so we went to highbury after school ( we finish school early too ).. kean was waiting me at there, but i asked him wait me till we finish buy present for Kent... hehe ~ KENT and KEAN is the different person ok ? dont get lost ~ haha..

we couldnt find anything in Warehouse... actually we found some, like TEDDY BEAR.. UNDERWEAR..and many thing in PINK~ haha~ but ofcourse we didnt buy it :) and lastly.. we went to paper pluss to have a look.. and we thought ME TO YOU BEAR will be the best present for kent... hehe ~ but the ME TO YOU BEAR was for BIRTHDAY... not LOVE.. ok ? hehe


then we went to $2.00 shop to buy bday card... and i suddenly came out my idea that, bought a 48th bday card for kent...and ask kent to count 48 divide by 2... haha ~ and we bought another extra present for him~ we bought a calculator for him ~ haha ~ just worry he cant count the math question ~ hahahaha~ and we separate the presents to two parts ~ today is the CUTE ME TO YOU BEAR .. and i wrote a "to be continue...." hehe~ so tomolo i will gave him the card and the calculator ~ haha ~ and now i really very excited about what his respone tomolo ~ haha ~







today , Kean and me went to MOMO TEA.... we actually had fun at there ... erm... he really changed alot... he keep on tease me... but in the joking way, which i really like it... coz i dont like he keep on said "I AM THE BEST" ... erm... luckily he not like Daniel and lisa ~ always think that Daniel or Lisa is the best in the world ~ hehe ~ he keep on tease me fat and short ~ like what i tease him back~ DARK and SHORT~ hehe ~something funny was, i keep on burb infront of his face ~ hahah~ and its really smell~ hahahahah~

Kean, May Sze and me shopping day ~

today may sze and me were went to his hotel to picked him to may sze house. and before we went to may sze house, we had a shopping for his clothes. coz he dont have enough jacket or t shirt for him...we found some clothes for him, but many one coz he is dark and skinny , so mostly didnt suit him well ~ haiz... cant believe my Ex bf actually that much skinner than me~ i really feel want to die ~

after got him all the clothes, we went to a phone shop ~ the shop that me and may sze want to go before. but coz that time we were in rush, that why we didnt choose anything~ but today, we bought some accessory for our phone :P and Kean paid for us the cyllicon phone case ~ haha..the shop people told us that they are some DIY , so we can do for our own..but may sze and me were cant be border to think and choose the thing to DIY~ haha~:P that why we ended up bought a more nicer 1 ~ haha

but, i saw him went to the place the shop people showed us. i knew he going to do something for me. but i just kept quiete... and i pretend that i dunno anything... so after just now i just saw it in my bag ~ coz i preparing my school thing for tomolo ~ than only i saw it in my bag ~:( how dumb am i rite ? i asked him when did he put into my bag ? and he answer is :" when you keep on talking witn May Sze.." i was like WHAT THE HELL!!! am i talked that much ? haha ~but, honestly, i quite like that feeling ~ coz AT LEAST i felt some SUPRISE.. he never gave a suprise before.. coz whatever before he did something for me, i can scense what he going to do for me. and i alwasy end up NO SUPRISE..but this time, i really feel some suprise ~:P this thing, i have to said , he change in this part :P

i meet him...

today i meet him in city ~

i went to city today around 9 am .but when i went his hotel, he already check out. damn ! that is what only thing in my mind. i really soo pissed of that time. and i was thinking luckily that time wasnt may sze mum pick him up ~ if not, i will in trouble ~:(


today, he treat me really very good and sweet...i almost thinking i want be back with him..but, i dunno why... after some time, i will feel dont want back with him.

now, my mind really very confusing...i dunno either i want him back or not ... today, in the hotel. i was allergic again... my whole head soooo itchy... and i can see he really sooo care about me... that time i really dont think any thing.. just hug him...that time i didnt feel anything confusing...just feel want to hug him.. the only thing i want to do that time is just want to hug him...


but after few minutes ~ i pushed him away... coz that time i feel if i dont want him back , i shouldnt do that ...so i stop hug him and pushed him away.. that time i can see his face ... he really very dissapointed ...


i went home around 4,5 pm~ i was went back by bus. he was waiting with me for the bus..and i cant believe he jst followed me go to the bus. and that time i really feel soo pissed off, and i didnt talked with him at all. and i txt to him and tell him i really VERY PISSED OFF about he followed me.. and he txt me back he not following me, he just want to know where mayc house... and i told him i didnt believe... and he straight away ask the bus driver stop for him to get off ~ and he sent me a msg was :" i dont want you hate him , i get off bus now. byebyye" and i just looked at him from the bus... i really feel want to ask him no to do that, i feel want to stop him... but i didnt... and when i saw him like that.. i really cried...i feel myself sooo bad...poor him....

why my feeling sooo weird rite now ?

how come now i got that feeling one ?

i am the person who want to brake up on that day.

i am the one who tell my fren that i dont want back with him anymore.

but now, why my feeling totally different ?

i do miss him now..

i do worry him now...

i do want to see him now..

why ? why my feeling soo weird ?

is it becoz he already at here ?

is it coz he is here, that why my feeling changed ?

what am i doing now ? what am i thinking now ?

is it worth that he treat me like that ?

yesterday i cant sleep for the whole night...i keep on worried about him.this afternoon while me and Tsi Tsi cathing the bus going back to beachaven ~ i received a msg from Ming Yi, Kean's best fren. he sent me a message about Kean already at Thailand. haiz...


how come he that dumb one ? why he just came our here without think thing might will be happen at here? why he soooo STUPID~~

he never go over seas before, this is his 1st time... and i wonder either he got enought clothes or not ? he just came here suddenly ~ i dont think he did prepare every thing came here ~ haiz...


not that i concern about him mean that i want back with him. now , the thing he did let every one he know worry about him. especially his family and ming yi.. haiz... dunno why, i really feel sooo sorry to them. i keep on feel that he did that is my fault. i think his family and frens hate me already ...haiz...


ok, i do still like him. i know i still like him. but , like him doesnt mean that i have to back with him. the thing he did now made me feel more piss off ~:( i think now his family and his fren hate me already. so what in the future i really back with him, and can you guys think what am i feeling will be that time ?


but luckily when this thing happen.. all my NZ's fren stand at myside... all of them are really protectin me ~especially may sze.. when i asked her to change our syift tomolo, coz beginnig i was going to bring kean go to find place to stay and bring him buy some clothes tomolo. but when i told may sze the reason.. she asked me not to meet kean at this time 1st.. so she promise she going to help me settle him down ~ she will help me do everything ~ luckily i got such a good fren at here ~

shit !! he is coming tonite !!

shit ! he said he is coming tonite !!!! fuck!! what the hell is going on now ~ how come he just come here suddenly !!! he tell me when i having my calculus ~ and the whole day i keep on worry what should i do. how can i face his sister, his dad, and his aunty ~ coz , after he came here ~ i will become a BAD PERSON~ and SELFISH PERSON~ haiz...


now he already at KL~ going to airport now... if he get one ticket to flight here, i might will meet him tomolo at the airport ~ coz tomolo my star course going to airport tomolo ~ WTH~ i hope we wont meet each other ~ i really dont want !!!!!


i cant believe that , this situation actually happen on movie~ i cant believe this actully going to happen in my life ~:( should i happy about it ? or .... haiz..... why when i watch from the movie, it looookkk sooooo cute and swweeeettt ~ but why not in the realy life ? i feel sooo annoying ~:(

Ken...

today was soooo funny day at my work place ~:P


today was soooooo bussssyyyyy~ after mum went back house , i non stop to serve customer :P i was like around one hour pluss non stop ~hehe

Ken was helped me to packing the round bean ~ and while we packing. we had a little chat.. i told him about some malaysian singer was sooo popular ~ and he though all of them were taiwanese ~ how sad was that... that time i was very hungry.. and i just said it out.. he asked me why am i always talk something about food. he asked me not to eat too much ~ he said if i continue eat alot.. i will made earth quake ~ ( yesterday he was said he felt earth quake happen on saturday... coz i was dancing at the same time ~ he meant that the "earthquake" was my fault !!! how sad was that !!!) haiz.. he is very very very sad to me ~:(


he want to look at my ball's photos.. and he want to bring back house to look at my photos.. and i let him bring back.. he asked me inside the camera got any photos that he cannot look. and i told him all the photos he can see. and he said :" are you sure ? dont happen something like the x'mas party" WTH!!!! he still remember what happen on the x'mas party ~~~ he and steven saw my photo~~ the stupid and UGLY photos ~ and now he remind me about that ~ HOW EBBRASSING!!!!!! i really feel want to kill him that time !!! but i cant~ coz there were some customer at there !!!! AARRRHHHGGG!!!!!!


today the old fat lady was coming to buy thing again~ she always come every two weeks ~ and every time also i serve her ~:P me and ken always said she is SMELL~ haha today, ken was quite free to help me put the thing into the box ~ so he can carry the food easily to the old fat lady car ~ dunno what wrong with her ~ she was soooo SMELL today ~:P and ken was quite close with her. hehe ~ he keep on smell her :P and he cant do any thing with it.. he have to stand for the smell ~ and the way he control his breath was sooo funny !!! haha ~and he keep on said he feel want to die ~ he want to die ~ coz she is sooo smelly ~ haha


This guy really very funny ~ he always made ppl laugh~:P and i really like those personaly guy become my bf :P many ppl like him~ no one hate him, every one was said he is a good boy, good bf, good fren~ i really want my future bf will like him :P erm..i mean LIKE KEN, BUT NOT KEN~ hahaha

ball day !