My birthday is coming soon...

My birthday is coming soon... it is tomolo... but i dont feel really happy.. the two person that i really care much didnt come to celebrate my birthday with me... one is Niken, and one is Kean. Niken cant come is because she having her art assessment due on next week, and the assessment worth 12 credits. T_T so she have to finish her assessment, if not she cant get the 12 credits. Kean, he went back to Malaysia yesterday...

haiz... even though, May Sze, Peter and Adeline are going to city tomolo... but, i feel not enough. may be i expected too much, and get the less. but i dont wish i force them to come and celebrate my birthday with me.. i dont want when they celebrate my birthday and worry about their thing in the same time...

So, WHAT CAN I DO ? nothing... just dont force them to come and celebrate my birthday... i want every one be HAPPY...

but if i think of another way, This year birthday may be will be much more better than last year. AND I SURE WILL BE BETTER. I still remember last year when my birthday, i fight with my aunty and I cried... and my fren celebrate my birthday by shared lunch at school. RIGHT? i should think of this way rite ? THIS YEAR WILL BE BETTER THAN LAST YEAR!!!!

ok... i actually feel much more better now... after i wrote this... i dont feel more upset than just now.. i want NIKEN get her 12 credits, i want Kean can settle his problem in Malaysia. i already got one present from Kean, is a Me To You bear gift.. thanks god not doll any more... lol

any way.. just wish tomolo will be fun!

oh ya, today is halloween day, i didnt wear any costume like last year... but this year i put on make up.. man!! the make up made me look lik a KUNGFU PANDA!! i dont any photo now, but i will upload in one day....