Today is sunday.... nothing special... later around 2 pm going to work ... coz Chantelle doesnt work today... so my and me working for her today...
erm.. what am i going to say today ?
hmm...... yesterday i read Sze Looi Blog, i just knew that she already knew i have boyfrend before... and she knew everything about me and him from my blog... but thanks god she didnt tell this to every one... dunno why.. i really dont like to let my relative knew about my thing too much... they are just scary for me... they will look at you after they knew something about you, and then when you get in trouble, they will non-stop talk behind you... i dont want let any one talk behind me, I HATE THAT FEELING!
tomolo may sze and others planning to go Karaoke.. dunno why... i really dont feel want to go to Karaoke.... all of the fren i knew them, but i just dont feel want to go.. i really dont like go out with a big group... coz every time when i go out with a big group..i will thought of him...my fake brother... i really miss him... i miss the time when we went out had fun... i miss my gengster time...i miss my birthday party that he did for me... i miss him when i having love trouble, he will always help me... i miss the way he let me bully... i miss his face...i miss him everything... but... now he is dead... what can i do ? i know i not suppose like that, i have to face my problem well. he is died, i cant always bcoz of him doesnt want to hang out with my fren... but i really cant.. every time when i hang out with a big group, i will thought of him... and that time i always feel lonely...i really HATE THAT FEELING! Andy... where are you ? can you read my blog ? I REALLY MISS YOU....
haiz... dunno why suddenly i thought of him.. any way... i promised him before, i have to live in happy life. i cant just let my self down bcoz of him he will not happy about that.. OK! I MUST HAPPY EVERY TIME!!!
erm.. what am i going to say today ?
hmm...... yesterday i read Sze Looi Blog, i just knew that she already knew i have boyfrend before... and she knew everything about me and him from my blog... but thanks god she didnt tell this to every one... dunno why.. i really dont like to let my relative knew about my thing too much... they are just scary for me... they will look at you after they knew something about you, and then when you get in trouble, they will non-stop talk behind you... i dont want let any one talk behind me, I HATE THAT FEELING!
tomolo may sze and others planning to go Karaoke.. dunno why... i really dont feel want to go to Karaoke.... all of the fren i knew them, but i just dont feel want to go.. i really dont like go out with a big group... coz every time when i go out with a big group..i will thought of him...my fake brother... i really miss him... i miss the time when we went out had fun... i miss my gengster time...i miss my birthday party that he did for me... i miss him when i having love trouble, he will always help me... i miss the way he let me bully... i miss his face...i miss him everything... but... now he is dead... what can i do ? i know i not suppose like that, i have to face my problem well. he is died, i cant always bcoz of him doesnt want to hang out with my fren... but i really cant.. every time when i hang out with a big group, i will thought of him... and that time i always feel lonely...i really HATE THAT FEELING! Andy... where are you ? can you read my blog ? I REALLY MISS YOU....
haiz... dunno why suddenly i thought of him.. any way... i promised him before, i have to live in happy life. i cant just let my self down bcoz of him he will not happy about that.. OK! I MUST HAPPY EVERY TIME!!!
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