WE BROKE UP

guess what ? we broke up... me and him broke up already. and in the same date of last year. we hapen the same thing ~ 23.7.07 and 23.7.08 this two day also is the day we broke up..but different was, last year we gether back ~ but i dont thinl so at this time....


he is the one who said want brake up..coz he said he dunno what i want at all ~ he said he scare of me already ~ not scare of i fierce or what ~ his scare meant of he dunno what i think , what i want ... he asked me not to contact him anymore ...


and something weird is.. i dont feel any thing ...may be now i am sleeping or whatever... but i just dont feel sad..whyy ? how come like that ? is it mean that i dont like him anymore ?

do he will phone me back later in the morning ? coz now is 4.18 am in NZ...i cant sleep ~ dont ask me why, I JUST CANT SLEEP~


or i already knew that he will phone me back in the some time after or what ?


why i dont feel anything at all? WHY?