why ? why i always so weak when i argue with him ?

this morning my mood was very good... having fun during the all Period...Stat, Calculus, Accounting, Travel and Tourism...i was sooo happy in these class....but not after school.


yesterday, after finish talked phone with him. he asked my blog address, before i gave him, told him that he will not happy after he read my blog。 coz in my chinese blog, having many my real feeling...i know my real feeling he will not like it.

it is truth, after he read my blog, he keep on txt me....he txt me with his own opinion...
and all his msg that he sent to me~it is really very hurt me ~ i dont like this feeling...
i hate him! why he is the only 1 person who can made me cry easily ? i dont like it !

i dont want be a WEAK person ~ especially infront of him!
i talked every thing about what we argue today to May Sze...
i cant believe what may sze i really very agree~! May sze said that the way he treat me like shit !
i really very agree what she said~


why ...... whenever he angry, we want to treat me like that.??
why ...... he is the one promise me he will give me just happiness ~ but now...???
why ...... he sooo stuburn ?
why ...... he want to hurt me ~?this is how many times already ~