Victim Support Meeting ~

today i went to the Victim Support's meeting ~
i meet with the person who attacked me , name Jaden.

on the morning, i brought the letter to showed Ms MacVeigh to tell her that i going to the meeting at 2pm.
and Ms MacVeigh photo copy that letter to prove that i going to absent my Calculus class.
after ESOL, i was walked with Kevin. and we talking about Kean's thing ~
and Ms MacVeigh called me and told me that Mr Cambers want to see me , coz he want to talk with me about the meeting.

i was had a talk with Mr Cambers during my travel and tourism class.
i was talked with him for one hour about the thing i got robbed, and what i want to said during the meeting.
actually, this is really a nice talk for me. Mr Cambers really help me calm down sooo much ~

after the talked with Mr Cambers, i got to know about the guy who attacked me actually was study in Birkenhead College (my school)
but he got kick out from school since last year May~
that time i really got shocked. coz i really sooooo scare about he study with me in the same school.
and from Mr.Cambers, i knew that he actually had a very very bad record last year,
eventhough he just Year 9 last year.
and i got to knew that he live at 34 Chippendale ~ which is just right behind my street ~

Ms MacVeigh and Mr Cambers were went with me to the meeting ~
hehe~ how nice teacher that i had at here ~:P
if i at Malaysia~ i dont think will have this kind teacher will actually that care about me .
i really very appreciate that !

2pm...
after i meet with my mum infront of the Office, and we went there with Mr Cambers.
at the meeting, there were 2 polices, 1 lawyer , the boy who attacked me, and his teacher,his grandma, and my mum, Ms MacVeigh,Mr Camber and the Justice Co-ordinator (Sean)

we started the meeting by the introduction, and then Sean start to tell what will going to happen during the meeting.
and then was the police lady read out what hapen on Jaden did to me on that day...
after that, we was talking about what i want him to do for me.
or what i want ? or what i worry ~ blah blah....


i told him that , i really very worry about he will find me back as revenge.
but he promise me that he wont do that anymore....but, who will know rite ?
he wrote a letter to said sorry to me, and he explain to me why he picked me as the target to attacked me.
but, i really feel his reason was sooo dumb ~
he said :" i choose you is not because of any personal, not because of you are Asian, is becoz you are girl , and i thought you will be the easy target that i can robbed, but actually i was wrong, coz you are as strong as me. you chased me. and you tried to get back your thing ...."


at that time , in my heart like "WHAT THE HELL" , coz after the word came out from his grandma who read the letter that the boy wrote, every were laughed ~ i feel sooo abbrasing ~:(

honestly, i really feel his letter was a really good thing to let me feel sooo relax now....
that letter actually works!
but i not sure was he wrote my sincere or not, or may be some one force him to wrote.


and something really funny was, he want to grabbed my phone is bcoz he want to TXT his gf ~
okay.....he attacked coz i got a phone , and he want to used my phone to contact his gf..
that is really the first time i heard a weird reason ~ dont you think so ? hehe ~

and police try to discuss with him, that what time he should stay in house and cant come out after what time, his granma want him to stay at house after school straight away. around 4 pm.
at the police asked him between 4pm till 6 pm, what time is the best time the boy to stay at house. coz now he was under control wherever he go. and what time he have to stay house. to make sure that i will be safe.
and he gave the police answer was :" i need more time to see my gf "
and when the police ask him :"what nationality your gf was ?"
and he said :" i dunno..."
and that time, every was laughing ~ include me ~
coz i really dunno how can he like a girl that dunno what nationality she was ...hehe ~
and the police just said :" okay..sweet 14 ~" ...
i really feel sooooo funny with that answer ~:P hehe ~


we finish the meeting after 1 hour 15 minutes ~
and that time, we start to shake hand each other.
i though that the boy wont shake hand with me ,
but he is the one who stand up and shake hand with my mum and me too !
that was really let me feel supprise ~

after we left the meeting, actually the meeting was going to be longer...
but Mr Cambers and my mum dont feel want to stay there long~
so we leave early~ and i already got what i want ~
so , is a good thing to leave there early ~:P

after the meeting , i really feel soooo relax now. coz before that i always feel sooo stress~ feel sooooo worry~ but not after the meeting anymore~the whole day i really feeeeelll soooooo relax ~~~ and happy too !

i really want to share this happiness with him~ but we fight yesterday till now.... i dont want to contact him right now~ coz i dont want get hurt~ ANYMORE....

Haiz~ just tell him next time lor ~ IF we still got next time....becoz this time, he really very angry....