i have decided to meet with that boy who robbed me ~

i already decided to meets with that boy who robbed me~
i already used few weeks time to think about it.
i got many opinion from my frens, my family...
but between these two weeks, i really worry so much...

i worry about the guy will find me for revenge...
i worry about the guy's geng will find me coz my fault to made that boy got sue by courtroom.
but i also worry if i dont go for the meeting, i will scare every person who look islander or Maori.

like today, me and Donald's mum went for jog.
When we jog, we passed a street on the way back to house.
we saw three person sat beside the road, that time, i tried to pretend i didnt scare them .
but actually i did. i really scared they will treat me something.
when Donald's mum and me passed them, they suddenly scream at us!
that time i really sooo scared...

erm..actually cant said scared lar ~
suppose said Shocks...
dunno why ~ after i got robbed, i really sooo scare of them.
i feel myself already lost sense of security~
i always scare to be alone now ~


that why i decicded to meet with that boy.
coz i hope this meeting will help me to face this problem ~

the meeting will be on 7.5.2008. 2pm ~
that is on next wednesday ~

haiz~ i also dunno what going to hapen on that day ~


Frens~
Pray for me ler ~~~