the first day between him and me...

today Kean and me went to city..my plan was to get my bro PS2, get my hello kitty bracelet, and buy vivian pencil case...but we couldnt get the PS2, coz they want us to get the PS2 from glenfield shopping mall, but not them. and i want to get my bracelet back.. but the girl who help me DIY my bracelet was off today ..haiz.. what a bad luck ~

any way, we went to Jin Sil shop to but Vivian Pencil case, and after that we went to the shop that i bought i ring before... and he found a hello kitty wallet... eventhough i already had few wallet~ but the hello kitty wallet is really cute... and the cost also soooo expensive ~ $30 ~:( but never mind lar ... this is the first thing that me and him actually choose together when we shopping.. i mean in NZ.. hehe ~


after that, we went to took sticker photo.. hehe ~ today also is the first time me and him took sticker photo ~ before i came here, i really want to take sticker photo with him.. but i cant believe was, today is the first time we took sticker photo.. but is already when we broke up..


after we took photo, we went to his house ~ and i had a little chat with Serena ~:P she is really nice ! i think Kean stay there will be very happy ~:P Serena and her hushband are really nice ~:) and then i force him to help me massage ~ haha ~ nice ler ~:P i force my Ex Bf massage for me ~ hehe ~ but still Jin sil is the best ~ haha ~ and i also how i found his pocket having something inside. that time i just ask him what is that ~ and he said nothing. okay... that time i already can guess what is the thing inside his pocket..i guessed that might be is cigarette inside the pocket...and that time, my mood really gone down..i dont feel want to talk with him that time... dont ask me why i so angry for that~ i just dont like guy smoke ~ and today because of that, i didnt talked with him for few hours ..T_T.. and he keep on explain to me.. that is when i argue with him that few days only he smoke~ and he told me stop smoke for real already.. haiz.. but i not really believe any more... till he took out the photo ~ the photo that i took before i came New Zealand...those photo i look sooooooo old and ugly ~~ and he keep on want to keep the picture ~ T_T


while i play with him and grabbed back my ugly photo, I allergic again.. T_T i really cant understandt why every time when he come close me, i will allergic~ am i really allergic on KEAN? hehe ~


he going back this monday ~ is the day after tomolo ~ hehe ~ to be honest, eventhough i keep on said i very happy if he going back Malaysia... but actually in my heart.. i dont feel anything ~ i dont feel happy, and sad either.. i think is becasue i know he coming back New Zealand in few weeks after .. coz he going to study at here after few weeks later~ is it bcoz of that ? that why i dont feel anything ?