is it worth that he treat me like that ?

yesterday i cant sleep for the whole night...i keep on worried about him.this afternoon while me and Tsi Tsi cathing the bus going back to beachaven ~ i received a msg from Ming Yi, Kean's best fren. he sent me a message about Kean already at Thailand. haiz...


how come he that dumb one ? why he just came our here without think thing might will be happen at here? why he soooo STUPID~~

he never go over seas before, this is his 1st time... and i wonder either he got enought clothes or not ? he just came here suddenly ~ i dont think he did prepare every thing came here ~ haiz...


not that i concern about him mean that i want back with him. now , the thing he did let every one he know worry about him. especially his family and ming yi.. haiz... dunno why, i really feel sooo sorry to them. i keep on feel that he did that is my fault. i think his family and frens hate me already ...haiz...


ok, i do still like him. i know i still like him. but , like him doesnt mean that i have to back with him. the thing he did now made me feel more piss off ~:( i think now his family and his fren hate me already. so what in the future i really back with him, and can you guys think what am i feeling will be that time ?


but luckily when this thing happen.. all my NZ's fren stand at myside... all of them are really protectin me ~especially may sze.. when i asked her to change our syift tomolo, coz beginnig i was going to bring kean go to find place to stay and bring him buy some clothes tomolo. but when i told may sze the reason.. she asked me not to meet kean at this time 1st.. so she promise she going to help me settle him down ~ she will help me do everything ~ luckily i got such a good fren at here ~