why my feeling sooo weird rite now ?

how come now i got that feeling one ?

i am the person who want to brake up on that day.

i am the one who tell my fren that i dont want back with him anymore.

but now, why my feeling totally different ?

i do miss him now..

i do worry him now...

i do want to see him now..

why ? why my feeling soo weird ?

is it becoz he already at here ?

is it coz he is here, that why my feeling changed ?

what am i doing now ? what am i thinking now ?